Chapter 17
“Yes.”Some of the generals gave them glances, as if disgusted, or spat curses at them as they left, as if they had witnessed something unbearable. There were even generals who openly spoke, questioning why they should associate with a man, but such words meant nothing to the two.Commander Jang approached, seemingly about to say something, but now knowing it would have the opposite effect, he quietly left the conference room. After everyone left the room, Kwak Soohwan and Seokhwa headed towards the door in silence. It was in the corridor, just as they took a step forward.“Hey, you’re lucky. Senior researcher leaves smoothly, and instead of kicking one out, they send him to Gwacheon. No evidence, so be it, but quite impressive, don’t you think?”Seokhwa tried to ignore whatever Yoo Jungkyung was saying.“Thud!”If only it wasn’t for that sound. Seokhwa quickly looked at Kwak Soohwan. With black gloves on, Kwak Soohwan gripped Yoo Jungkyung’s neck, pushing him against the wall. Yoo Jungkyung, legs dangling in the air, struggled as if his eyeballs were about to pop out.“Major Kwak Soohwan.”Seokhwa was on the verge of collapsing. Now, he just wanted the disturbance to end and go inside to rest.“I can kill you right here, and I’ll be out in a year. Or maybe a month.”Crack, crack. Yoo Jungkyung, caught in the trap like a captured animal, lifted his middle finger towards Kwak Soohwan. Kwak Soohwan grabbed that hand and twisted it. With a grotesque twist, he even pushed the little finger backward, causing a commotion.“Cough, hack… You bastard! Let me go! Ahh!”Yoo Jungkyung, holding his hand, rolled on the ground. Kwak Soohwan kicked him with military precision.“See you in Gwacheon.”He kicked Yoo Jungkyung again and looked at Seokhwa, who was walking ahead without turning back. Without looking back, he continued his unsteady steps.Kwak Soohwan quickly caught up with Seokhwa. However, even then, Seokhwa walked without looking at him, only staring at the ground. Even in the elevator and until they reached their accommodation floor, he remained silent, so Kwak Soohwan could only keep his injured hand in his sight.“I told you. There’s nothing good about getting involved in unnecessary matters.”Now that Dr. Seok has also fallen out of favor, it was a warning in its own way for him to be careful. Anyway, even though Yoo Jungkyung would probably drag him to Gwacheon by the hair, Dr. Seok was concerned about who would stop him if he ended up smashing his face into a hot soup bowl at the restaurant.Contrary to the breaking news, the fire at the Yeouido Shelter only reached up to the 10th floor, and fortunately, the upper floors were closed off, so there was no smoke seeping in. However, it seemed that it would take quite some time to repair the lower floors that were properly burned.When Seokhwa reached out his hand in front of his room, Kwak Soohwan swiftly blocked his way. He couldn’t understand what Seokhwa was thinking at the moment, why he wouldn’t even meet his gaze again.“You’re going to be demoted to Gwacheon tomorrow. Want to have a farewell tonight?”“I’m good.”He thought Seokhwa would say something, but Seokhwa just stood there in silence.“I’ll be demoted, but why does Dr. Seok look like that?”“Because of me, you’ve suffered.”If only he hadn’t talked about Serpent, things wouldn’t have gone so wrong.This incident made him realize that having doubts in Rainbow City comes with a considerable cost. He had always lived passively, so he had been safe. Perhaps Wonho and Dr. Oyangseok also faced consequences for questioning and acting.“If you feel sorry for blowing away the bud of the promising Lieutenant’s future, do something about it.”Kwak Soohwan raised one eyebrow and provocatively said.[Opening.]Seokhwa recognized his fingerprint to open the door.“Goodnight, Dr. Seokhwa.”Seokhwa stood holding the doorknob as Kwak Soohwan shook his hand. Yet, Seokhwa didn’t enter but widened the door further.“Come in.”Kwak Soohwan ran his hand through his eyebrows, which seemed to scrunch up in a perplexed expression.“No matter how sorry you are, you shouldn’t act like a big shot. I’m worried about Dr. Seok’s stubbornness, so don’t act like that with others. I’m going.”This man was always like that. He would ask for this or that with his mouth, suggest doing something, but he had never actually engaged in practical exercises.“You told me you would give me your sperm.”Seokhwa raised his voice behind Kwak Soohwan’s back. Seokhwa looked at Kwak Soohwan with dark eyes. Wrapped in bandages, his face was turning pale, creating an oddly delicate atmosphere.“I want it.”Seokhwa stated decisively as if driving in a wedge once again.“Major Kwak Soohwan.”Damn it.Kwak Soohwan, who had approached confidently, pushed the door and entered. Seokhwa finally released his hand from the doorknob, and the door closed, trapping the two men inside.“You’ll regret it.”Kwak Soohwan wrapped his arms around Seokhwa’s waist and lowered his head, looking down at him.“I won’t do it.”Staring at Kwak Soohwan with black, large eyes, Seokhwa seemed a bit weak. Enduring everything until now had been commendable enough. When Seokhwa pushed Kwak Soohwan’s chest with his hand, he easily stepped back.It was the first time Kwak Soohwan had entered Seokhwa’s room, but it didn’t look as cluttered as he expected. Among the few items, Nam Geunseok, who proudly raised his head, was placed in the center of the desk. Seokhwa felt a strange sensation as he thought about touching and examining it morning and evening.“Dr. Seok.”He called out in a gentle voice, but there was no response. Seokhwa took latex gloves from the drawer and put them on. Surprisingly, he only put on the right glove. Kwak Soohwan couldn’t help but smirk. Indeed, it seemed that bringing him into the room was a well-thought-out plan to obtain semen.Seokhwa approached again, grabbing Kwak Soohwan’s arm, and led him to the bed.“Getting exploited all the time, huh.”Seokhwa followed everything as if saying, “Do whatever you want.” The heat from Seokhwa’s wrapped wrists was transmitted to the skin, making that area feel warm.Kwak Soohwan, with his cape and uniform top hanging on a hanger, sat on the bed dressed in a white shirt and pants. Seokhwa, pulling a chair and sitting in front of him, placed a clean chalice and a silver container on the desk.“Shall we begin?”Seokhwa reached out and undid the buckle.“No matter how robust my libido is, it seems challenging to get an erection in this situation.”It felt like becoming a patient undergoing a genital examination. Nevertheless, as Seokhwa unzipped and pulled on the briefs, the lower half responded.Due to the previous memory of getting hit in the jaw, Seokhwa had distanced himself a bit, making the posture somewhat uncomfortable. He pushed the chair back and sat on the floor, then covered Kwak Soohwan’s genitalia with gloved hands.This is going to be awkward.Kwak Soohwan had to exercise patience to avoid grabbing and restraining Seokhwa. As things gradually progressed, Seokhwa lifted his head abruptly. It seemed like he was looking at him with a lecherous gaze, as if watching while performing fellatio.“Can you masturbate?”“This is really torture.”Although Kwak Soohwan tried to stand up, Seokhwa placed his hand on his firm thigh.“There are no explicit videos. Major Kwak Soohwan, I’ve read ‘One Night with the Teacher’ as well.”“What’s that about?”Kwak Soohwan attempted to zip up, but Seokhwa was quicker to stop him.“It’s a novel that Major Kwak Soohwan reads. From there.”Seokhwa took a breath, as if making a decision, then exhaled. The warm breath was directly transmitted to the lower half. Seokhwa took sterilized cotton from the silver container and meticulously began wiping Kwak Soohwan’s area.“This is… again.”Kwak Soohwan stared at the ceiling, feeling a sense of impending doom. The sensation, subtly uncomfortable, but cool and hot at the same time, repeatedly infiltrated his nerves. Despite not being a form of torture, the feeling of warmth and coldness alternated continuously through the latex gloves.“I’ve felt it before, but Major Kwak Soohwan’s genitalia seems to have a pleasing shape.”Having received an elite education since childhood, he never had to use a communal bathroom, so how could he compare someone else’s genitalia?“Thanks for the compliment. Did you take a shower while disinfecting earlier?”At that moment, Kwak Soohwan felt dizzy. Gently, Seokhwa extended his tongue and licked Kwak Soohwan’s genitalia. Instantly, under Seokhwa’s touch, it started swelling incredibly. Again, softly and smoothly, he stimulated the genitalia with his tongue, reminiscent of eating ice cream. Kwak Soohwan’s veins on his neck tensed in disbelief at the unbelievable sight.Unless Seokhwa is crazy, why would he do this to my dick? Or is he feeling so sorry for being demoted to Gwacheon? Anyway, now that Seokhwa has started like this, I couldn’t resist either.“In books, they say this leads to a quick climax.”Because doing it by hand seems time-consuming and challenging.With the genitalia right in front of him, Seokhwa whispered and once again extended his tongue, licking it.Although it was borrowed for a night, and he hadn’t seen the novel yet, there were probably a few more of the same books in the shelter. Kwak Soohwan inserted his hand through the gap in Seokhwa’s gloves and slowly turned and removed them.“That’s not enough. Dr. Seok must have tried masturbation at least. Can you lead a normal life by ejaculating with your tongue?”Seokhwa still had one hand on each side of Kwak Soohwan’s thighs. Kwak Soohwan lowered his hand, traced Seokhwa’s soft lips, and slid his index finger inside. Seokhwa subtly wrinkled his brows, appearing slightly uncomfortable. As Kwak Soohwan scratched the ceiling, Seokhwa’s eyelids flickered.With a circular motion, Kwak Soohwan turned his hand inside, pressing the tongue firmly.“As you swallow it smoothly, you have to put it inside and suck it up continuously.”“In the books.”His pronunciation was inaccurate due to his index finger.“Try it.”With a gentle touch, he deliberately hooked his index finger on the lower lip and then pulled it away. Seokhwa’s lips quickly became moist, gradually parting. When he put the thick glans into his mouth, it felt satisfying. Moreover, he had given me a turn like that, and he had trusted me once despite lying before. He had always saved me when things got dangerous. Maybe this wasn’t a big deal since I might not be able to see him again twice.Furthermore, from Kwak Soohwan, there was a pleasant fragrance tickling the tip of his nose. A sweet and refreshing scent, so delightful that he wanted to take a deep breath.Kwak Soohwan was on the verge of a second death as Seokhwa continued to move up and down, focusing on the glans. The impulse to put his hands in Seokhwa’s soft hair and pull him toward me was strong. Moreover, in Seokhwa’s mouth, which had a higher body temperature than others, the lower part seemed to be melting away.“Can I go a bit deeper?”Seokhwa looked at Kwak Soohwan with a lower and slower vibration than usual. The man, who always wore a convincing smile, now had a languid gaze and was looking down at him. One arm was stretched backward, pressing on the bed, while the other hand gently stroked his cheek. Seokhwa felt like something strange was blooming inside him.He raised his knees, gripping the thighs tighter, attempting to insert the genitalia deeper. It wasn’t possible to climax just by putting it in the mouth. Seokhwa knew that, so he slowly moved his head back and forth, repeating the process of inserting it inside. It felt like his large genitalia was perfectly fitting into Seokhwa’s mouth.Haah, Kwak Soohwan’s hand in Seokhwa’s hair was tense. He pulled his head back and sucked the tip of the glans firmly.“Suck!”The genitalia entered the throat smoothly with a single breath. The sensation of the Adam’s apple going down was felt distinctly. Seokhwa blinked in surprise, tapping on Kwak Soohwan’s thigh.Exhale. Ugh!A genitalia larger than the throat was forcibly stretching the inside. When he lifted his waist like that, nausea rose. Even Kwak Soohwan’s hand, which was tapping his thigh, gradually lost strength due to lack of oxygen. Even the feeble friction felt pleasurable, and Kwak Soohwan, involuntarily convulsing, exhaled softly against the mucous membrane’s touch, releasing a low breath.When he tried to push it in a little deeper, a faint moan leaked from below. Startled, he released his hand, and Seokhwa spat out the genitalia and coughed up saliva.“Haah, ha….”Seokhwa leaned his face against Kwak Soohwan’s thigh and tried to catch his breath. Unswallowed saliva from the open mouth dripped onto the thigh. Kwak Soohwan quickly put his hand under Seokhwa’s armpit and lifted him up.“Are you okay?”Seokhwa, with an indifferent look, continued to breathe heavily. Even he, momentarily losing his senses, became a bit rough. Kwak Soohwan sat Seokhwa on his own leg and gently wiped his back.“The inside of your throat… seems like it’s still open.”“Originally, with oral, it’s about inserting it up to here.”He ran his fingers through the hollow in the center of Seokhwa’s collarbone as if to justify that it wasn’t something strange. “I’ll just use my hand.” Kwak Soohwan whispered into Seokhwa’s ear.“Instead, enjoy it with me.”Since fingers might be uncomfortable. Kwak Soohwan’s hand moved down to Seokhwa’s lower body, and he flicked his waist. Seokhwa’s genitalia was already half-erect, almost to the point of suffocation, as if he had been strangled. Seokhwa also had desires like anyone else, especially in moments of self-pleasure while thinking about a man’s body. He suspected it might not be envy for those physically superior to him, although he couldn’t be sure in his current dazed state.With his waist pulled in, gasping for breath and almost on the verge of suffocation, Seokhwa’s genitalia was also half-erect. Perhaps due to the accumulated energy, Seokhwa wondered if it was because he was almost strangled. The experience was quite intense, and Seokhwa had sexual desires like everyone else. Even though he couldn’t confirm it in his current dazed state.Kwak Soohwan pulled Seokhwa’s waist closer while unzipping his pants. The touch was oddly soft. Seokhwa had seen him naked before when he undressed, and the nipples and genitalia had colors that could whet one’s appetite. It was strange that I feel hungry when I’m neither Adam nor Eve.Kwak Soohwan chuckled softly and overlapped Seokhwa’s with his own.“You haven’t practiced with this, have you?”Understanding what Kwak Soohwan meant, Seokhwa leaned his face on his shoulder and raised his head. He had no energy, and his mind was hazy, making the sensation of the large hand touching his genitalia enjoyable.The grip and shaking were entirely different from what I do. Seokhwa already felt the urgency. Even though he had taken a sexual suppressant, it was fascinating how excitement and urgency rushed so quickly.“Dr. Seokhwa.”Blinking, Seokhwa looked at Kwak Soohwan with vacant eyes.“But it’s too far for me to climax.”Pressing down on Seokhwa’s now firm and squishy erection, Kwak Soohwan spoke.“Since we’ve come this far, how about going all the way?”“All the way?”It’s difficult to climax with this kind of empty stimulation. He mentioned that even shaking it would be unrealistic.“There are real side effects to the suppressant. I get erections easily, but climaxing is significantly delayed.”It was a medication that forcibly suppressed sexual desire, but it didn’t work well on Kwak Soohwan’s body, making it even more challenging to climax with a fully erected state. Of course, this wasn’t the case when he was masturbating alone. At the moment, Seokhwa, with a flushed face and shallow breaths, was not in that state.“Do you still not understand my obsessive trait?”As Kwak Soohwan pulled up Seokhwa’s shirt, he slowly kissed his way up from the navel, matching his lips with the upward motion.Nibbling, he bit the soft flesh above the navel and sucked it up. Red marks where he had bitten and passed on various parts of the neck and upper body repeatedly appeared and subsided.“Biting, huh?”With a short laugh, Kwak Soohwan completely removed Seokhwa’s shirt, putting his hands behind and embracing him.Seokhwa felt a refreshing sensation, sharing all the heat overflowing from his body with Kwak Soohwan. Although his throat still felt a bit sore, Kwak Soohwan felt like a cool stone, soothing his feverish body.“Ha…”Seokhwa hugged Kwak Soohwan’s shoulders, who was nibbling on him, without realizing it. Chest biting was something he had never experienced since birth, making it difficult for Seokhwa to regain his composure.He embraced Kwak Soohwan’s shoulders, who bit and sucked on his nipples, without knowing when. The bitten and sucked nipple quickly turned red, contrasting with the intact one. Rolling the pointed nipple with the tip of his tongue, Kwak Soohwan then nibbled on it. Each time, Seokhwa’s body twitched.Asking for stimulation on the remaining side, Kwak Soohwan used his palm to lightly stroke that area, which had become stiff on its own. When the nipple fully protruded, he grabbed it and twisted it once.“Ah!”Due to the pleasure gradually overwhelming Seokhwa, Kwak Soohwan was also pushing beyond the limits. He removed his pants, creating a space, and slid his hand between Seokhwa’s buttocks. The warmth felt in the soft gap seemed to be coaxing him to let it enter quickly.As the fingers slid lightly, Seokhwa suddenly pushed Kwak Soohwan away, displaying a guarded expression. In the meantime, a painful moan escaped along with the sound of his fingers hurting.“Do you really not know?”Even if he was born and raised in Jeju and studied a lot, Seokhwa probably knew about sexual intercourse. However, Seokhwa tilted his head, questioning why Kwak Soohwan was putting his hand on his anus. Unable to retreat now, Kwak Soohwan pressed down on the perineum while tickling Seokhwa’s neck and ear with his lips.“Jellyfish and sea anemones, they say their mouths and here are the same. So, they probably have sexual intercourse with their mouths, right? Humans can use both mouth and here, can’t they?”Kwak Soohwan considered what he said as a somewhat ridiculous statement. Still, he discreetly slid his finger into the hole.“Sea anemones… they reproduce through spores.”It was Seokhwa’s first time experiencing such stimulation and the first time someone’s hand touched him down there, making the sensation unfamiliar but not necessarily unpleasant.“Dr., humans are higher organisms compared to sea anemones, aren’t they? It’s not right to compare us to lower organisms that just spray everywhere.”Kwak Soohwan brought down the firm and large thing between Seokhwa’s buttocks. Seokhwa’s body, lifted by clasped thighs, was defenseless. Startled, Seokhwa tried to push him away, but his hand only slid along the contoured belly skin.“There… it’s narrower than the throat. Ugh!”Holding both thighs together, Kwak Soohwan hit Seokhwa’s testicles and moved up. As he grazed the twitching hole and reached the thighs, he confined his erection between them and nibbled on the peach-like pelvis.With each smack, the buttocks tingled. The wind trapped between the thighs, gripping his erection, made Kwak Soohwan’s movements cause the inner flesh to be swept away and pushed out repeatedly. It seemed impossible, but the tingling sensation made it feel like the thighs had become the genitals.Seokhwa reached out one arm and clasped Kwak Soohwan’s forearm. This time, Kwak Soohwan encircled the thighs, raising the waist higher. Seokhwa, with a weak hand, brought his hand to Kwak Soohwan’s and placed it on his neck. While gently stroking the soft flesh, Seokhwa hit the waist, and he mumbled.“Please…”“Hm?”“Please.” After Kwak Soohwan, he exhaled and brought his face close with petrified lips. Due to that wind, his body bent completely in half, and the lower part adhered seamlessly as if it had been inserted. Soohwan pulled his hand, which had been embracing his back, and let it fall onto the bed.“Hold me….”With his mouth wide open and Seokhwa’s closed eyes, Soohwan licked his lips. Like this, should I just do it? Even though I’m completely exhausted, if I release below and insert…Soohwan swept his hair roughly. Seokhwa’s body was covered in red marks even though nothing significant had happened yet. Instead of lifting his thighs, Soohwan lay on his side and embraced Seokhwa from behind. The warm body seemed to melt into his skin.“You don’t want me to go.”Soohwan bit Seokhwa’s shoulder without moving.***Experiencing symptoms of low blood pressure and morning stiffness in the back every day marked the beginning of the day for Seokhwa. He opened his eyes and mechanically sat on the bed, waiting for his mind to return from the leave it took.“Do you still not understand my obsessive trait?”Seokhwa finally turned his head to look down at the bed. And then he realized that his body wasn’t naked. He was wearing only a thin shirt that extended down to his thighs like a hospital gown.Wondering when Soohwan had left, he checked the time, and it was still 9 a.m. He reviewed the situation from yesterday when he fainted, and Seokhwa brought his hand to his buttocks. He couldn’t tell if something was inserted or not. Only the inside of his thighs was sore, and his buttocks felt as if they had been hit.Naturally, he wasn’t ignorant about sexual intercourse. He received sex education a few times at the learning center, but it was nothing more than a surface-level explanation. Mutants were more interested in his obsession than sex, and according to Soohwan, he spent his life stuck in the research lab. With no friends or close colleagues, he had never heard any gossip. So, he had no idea that the anus could be used for such a purpose.Seokhwa shook his head. Then his head hurt even more.For the first time in his life, he realized that such a sensation existed. Seokhwa put his hand inside his shirt and touched his nipples. Strangely, it felt quite different from Soohwan’s touch. The size of the hand and the tension of not knowing when and how it would be touched were possible only because it was someone else.Seokhwa pulled his hand out of the shirt with an indifferent expression and went to the bathroom for a shower. There were red spots all over his body reflected in the mirror, which surprised him, but soon he regained composure. It was a trace left by Soohwan.