Chapter 8 Primal Life
Jake muttered in agony. He didn’t want to admit he’d felt pleasure while being penetrated. His partner wasn’t human; it was a monster he couldn’t even communicate with. The fact that he’d had an erection while intertwined with such a creature was horrifying. But his body was honest. As if blatantly displaying the impact of the massive penis thrust inside him, Jake’s own member stood stiffly, throbbing. The monster grasped Jake’s penis with its free hand. The grip was so strong, as if it were spreading his buttocks apart, that Jake tried to shake his head in refusal, but the monster’s member rampaging inside him prevented him from even making a sound, forcing his head back.
Tense muscles rippled and subsided along his neck. The pleasure surged in proportion to the tension that gripped his entire body. The monster had done nothing but penetrate him. Once Jake quieted in its arms, judging that his strength had sufficiently waned, the monster began to withdraw. The slick sound of viscous fluid secreted from the surface echoed starkly within the cave. Jake bit his lip hard, fearing a strangled sound might escape his throat. He wanted to cover his mouth with his hands, but the monster was holding his arms, making it a futile wish.
“Ah… ah, h-h, uugh…! Ah, ugh, huh… ha…”
It was a sight that made one question how something so long and thick could possibly fit inside a human body. What gradually emerged from his body was grotesquely large, almost unreal. After withdrawing, the monster thrust it back inside.
“Khah…!”
Jake trembled, terrified that his insides would be crushed, that it might even pierce his heart. Fear and pleasure were separated by a razor-thin margin. The moment he stiffened in terror, the scraping against his inner walls was instantly translated into pure pleasure. A chilling sensation ran from the back of his neck to the crown of his head. Especially when it fully entered and pressed firmly against his depths, an overwhelmingly intense feeling dominated his body, silencing him.
“Haa… ah, ah…! Stop, stop it…!”
Like the monster, the sounds escaping Jake’s mouth gradually devolved into incoherent moans. From the moment he’d been coupled with the beast, Jake, too, was becoming a beast. Terrified of losing control to this intensely novel sensation, he gasped, begging it to stop, but his penis only grew harder, even spasmodically releasing fluid.
This was a sensation he’d never experienced in his previous encounters with the monster. It had nothing to do with his body’s will. Mechanically, every time his insides were pierced, a tingling sensation would spread from his toes, leaving his body feeling cold. Jake’s face was almost as red as the monster’s arms restraining him. Blood rushed to his face, his cheeks burning hot to the touch, while his body grew damp and cold with sweat.
The monster didn’t need to answer; it could easily sense the sounds. It perceived the difference between Jake screaming curses and panting, pleading in ecstasy. Noticing Jake’s body was changing, the monster seemed pleased, licking the saliva that had dripped from its open mouth and clung to its beard. Though it couldn’t communicate its intentions to Jake, it had always explained the current situation, and it did so now. Jake simply failed to interpret the sounds and actions.
Concluding that rapidly altering his body was the answer, the monster pulled Jake’s hand and placed it on his lower abdomen, making him feel the ongoing piston-like motion. Feeling the presence of the massive thing moving beneath his skin, Jake flinched and tried to pull his hand away. But the monster was relentless.
“H-huat…! Ah, ghuh… ah, no… I don’t want…”
Shock was evident on Jake’s face. He tried to endure, but each time the monster reached its peak, his vision would momentarily distort before returning to normal. The fluid he’d been unable to release until now gushed from his penis. Jake stared blankly as the fluid dripped onto the sand, repeating that he didn’t want this. He couldn’t bear the shame of having climaxed while being violated by this monster. Even after cumming, he found it disgusting, something that shouldn’t be happening. The moment he suspected something was wrong with the food and water the monster had given him, a chunk of flesh was roughly thrust inside.
“Ghak…!”
Jake let out a harsh breath. Needless to say, he’d ejaculated again less than a minute after his last orgasm. His bright blue irises constricted in shock before returning to their normal size. Even if he didn’t want to feel pleasure, there seemed to be no way to escape it. Overwhelmed by the flood of sensations the monster provided, Jake finally began to sob. His nose tingled, and hot tears streamed down the wrinkles around his eyes. He was ashamed and heartbroken. The sadness of his struggles in this unfamiliar environment, compounded by his resilience until now, had finally burst forth.
“Uhuk…! Ah, h-huu…, huup…, hit, ah…”
Even while sobbing, the monster continued to move its hips, holding Jake’s body. Every time a sharp sensation pierced him, his eyebrows involuntarily furrowed, and he couldn’t stop his eyes from closing. This made him even more heartbroken. His body had already learned the pleasure of the stimulation and instinctively closed his eyes to better experience it. It was a far more powerful reward than anything he could achieve through masturbation.
“K-k-k…”
The monster, which had been licking Jake’s cheek, sensed the salty taste of his tears and made a sound as if to ask why he was crying. It lifted his head with its hand, pulled him closer, and gently pounded inside him, seemingly trying to comfort him.
“Ah…! Ah, ah, h-huu…! Ah, yes…!”
The monster seemed unaware that this rapid pounding both excited and humiliated Jake. Every time his whole body convulsed, his chest and buttocks would rhythmically heave and subside. As the pleasure intensified, surpassing his misery, Jake was rendered incapable of thought. Even after expelling all the semen that had accumulated in his body for so long, the stimulation didn’t cease, and clear fluid continued to flow from his penis. It felt like all his emotions and thoughts were mixed together and flowing out in a chaotic mess.
Then the monster ejaculated inside him. The amount was enormous, proportionate to its size. The already cramped interior, barely able to contain the penis, inevitably caused the semen to burst from the junction. The semen, clinging to its black body and flowing down, was strikingly visible. As his insides filled with the hot fluid, Jake slumped in its embrace, suppressing his sobs. He was angry at himself, ashamed and foolish for crying while being penetrated at his age. What was even more unbearable was that the monster’s penis hadn’t softened yet, leaving him uncertain how much longer he would have to endure.
*
Jake stroked his rather long beard with his palm. Counting days based on the sun’s rising and setting was useless, so he could only gauge how many days had passed through his physiological responses. But he rarely grew his beard this long in his life. The concept of days was gradually fading, and he was sinking into a repetitive routine of eating what the monster provided and satisfying its desires.
“Jake, my name is Jake. I’m a trader from the Akbart planet…”
He muttered to himself, his voice echoing as it hit the cave walls. Introducing himself when no one was listening might seem like a sign of madness. But Jake was aware that there were no listeners. He was simply trying to keep his speech intact in case another human ever reached this planet.
“This is hopeless.”
Jake grumbled, walking to the spring to fetch water. The spring in the cave was the best place to cool his body, heated by the air. As he bent over to drink, he frowned as he felt the liquid sloshing inside him. Even if being violated by the monster no longer caused excruciating pain, it was still torment. He even had the foolish delusion that if he vomited, he might vomit the semen that had refluxed from below.
After quenching his thirst, Jake lay down near the cool spring and thought. The lack of entertainment and conversation in this desolate cave made his waking hours increasingly long and mentally exhausting. Having always lived a life of obedience, the absence of orders or tasks was not only frustrating but also uncomfortable.
“Right… I should exercise, since I don’t know when my health might deteriorate.”
He muttered, remembering that he’d always exercised even when there was nothing to do on the spaceship. Jake started doing push-ups, supporting himself on the ground. The fact that he was doing this naked was a significant difference from his time on the spaceship, but he was so used to being naked that he didn’t even realize anything was unusual. He just focused on keeping his body busy, believing that exercise would help him dispel his thoughts.
“Haa… ha, huu…”
His body rhythmically rose and fell, sweat dripping down his forehead. His hands should have been bruised by the hard, rough cave floor, but Jake kept moving. Each movement of his arms made his biceps and pectorals ripple. He desperately clung to the reassurance that he still possessed human self-awareness and could move of his own volition. Jake struggled relentlessly to maintain his self in the cave. He might be physically helpless in the monster’s grasp, but he would never be mentally defeated; he would surely return safely someday.
He hadn’t ignored the possibility of escape. But he could only stand outside for 30 minutes. Realizing that staying longer would cause sunburn, he had immediately immersed himself in the spring. To break through the earth, he needed chemical products or clothing to protect his delicate skin from the sun.
“K-k-k…”
He heard the monster’s cry from the cave entrance. Jake wet his hands and wiped the sweat from his forehead, washing his face. After tidying his beard and hair, he walked towards the entrance. It wasn’t to welcome or please the monster. It was a habit stemming from his training, where maintaining bodily cleanliness was one of the ways to stay sane in grueling and demeaning situations.
The monster was tall, so its strides were long, and its movement was fast. Hiding to avoid encountering it in the narrow cave was impossible and only provoked its violent behavior, a fact he had already learned from experience.
“Where do you go every day? If you have the energy to wander around like that, why don’t you just stay away?”
Knowing the monster wouldn’t understand, Jake scoffed. Even though he would starve if the monster didn’t bring him food, a sarcastic remark slipped out, given the giant kept him captive and fed him.
“K… Kaaah…”
The monster growled again. Just as Jake gestured as if to say to hurry up and get it over with, he heard it.
[As always, you’re quite irritable.]
“What?”
Jake turned, tense, as if ready to punch the monster. The monster still stood rigidly at the cave entrance, its face fixed on Jake, even arms crossed.
“Did… did you just speak? Can you talk?”
Jake’s voice trembled. He had been doing everything he could to stay sane, but he wondered if he had gone mad in the meantime, moistening his dry mouth. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed.
[Speak? You always force me to do that. Judging by the context, it seems to mean making sounds.]