Speak of The Devil

Siwoo didn’t even consider his own fault and continued to blabber on, dripping sarcasm and shouting.“You bastard, I’ll sue you, damn it!”Unable to endure, I also clenched my fist and rushed towards him, but Jaeoh grabbed me from behind.It was a situation where several blows had already been exchanged. After the skinny guy, like a dried anchovy, took a hit and lost his senses, he charged at me irrationally, and I retaliated with a punch. So, I gave him several more.Although I was on the lean side, I was taller and had a better physique than Siwoo. So, beating him up a few times was a piece of cake.After a few blows, Taehoon managed to restrain Siwoo, and Jaeoh held me back.Due to my additional punches, Siwoo’s nose was bleeding, but I couldn’t calm down. The area around my left cheekbone, where I received a punch, throbbed, intensifying my anger. At that moment, I felt so furious that I didn’t care if I ended up in jail for assault. I wanted to beat Siwoo to a pulp.“Ha, damn it, let go. Hey, Seo Jaeoh, let me go.”I struggled and spoke, trying to break free from Jaeoh, who had bound my arms from behind. While I wanted to finish off Siwoo, Jaeoh seemed determined not to release me.Siwoo, held by Taehoon, yelled and shouted.“I’ll sue, damn it! You piece of trash!”How did I manage to hold back from calling him trash until now? I thoroughly indulged in mocking him.“It’s easy to talk with a big mouth, huh? Sue me. Go ahead.”“You crazy bastard, don’t live your life like that. Having fun messing with people’s hearts? Is Jaeoh your spare tire?!”“Oh, I see. The reason you keep picking a fight with me is ultimately jealousy? What’s wrong? Is Jaeoh supposed to like trash like me instead of you? If you envy it so much, try living like garbage. Oh, you don’t have the ability?”“You son of a bitch!”“Go ahead and report. Yeah, let’s go to the police station with our little gay drama. Damn it, I’ve already messed up my life, and the crazy stalker will do something anyway!”Amidst my rage, I found my own appearance ridiculously amusing.No matter how much the shop owner might be gay, having a gay drama in someone else’s establishment was beyond shameful. The reckless behavior, which I hadn’t even tried in my twenties, was unbearable. The more it continued, the stronger my anger towards Siwoo became.Actually, the root cause of all this turmoil was none other than Jung Yiyeon. If it weren’t for Jung Yiyeon, I wouldn’t have deteriorated like this. If I were fine, I wouldn’t have become indebted to Jaeoh and wouldn’t have gone through such embarrassment with this group.I wouldn’t have left my job, become unemployed, and received Siwoo’s pitiful glances. Even if I did receive such glances, I could have ignored them as usual. However, what triggered my irritation was recalling Jung Yiyeon talking about returning to work.In my already agitated state, Siwoo’s provocation was something I couldn’t tolerate. Damn it, why did Jung Yiyeon go and create this mess by paying the bill? If Jung Yiyeon hadn’t paid, it would have just been a simple drinking session with Siwoo getting a bit annoyed, and that would have been the end.But in the end, because of Jung Yiyeon. It was because of Jung Yiyeon that I couldn’t stand it to the point of resorting to violence. The fact that Jung Yiyeon paid without my consent irritated me the most. How dare he scratch the surface of people’s minds like that?“…Is he a stalker for paying the bill and leaving?”Suddenly, a serious voice interjected, and it was Oh Taehoon.From my perspective, Jung Yiyeon was nothing short of a stalker now. He insisted on bringing someone who disliked him, and then, he stubbornly stayed instead of leaving when I asked him to. But I didn’t want to give a detailed response to Oh Taehoon. Instead, taking a deep breath, I shook off Jaeoh’s arms that were still holding me.Ignoring the looks from both Siwoo and Jaeoh, who had let go of me, I turned away. Siwoo was surprised and froze when I fell silent, and I, too, became quiet. Maybe thinking there would be no more threats of violence, this time, Jaeoh let me go peacefully.“I don’t know, damn it. If you want to sue, go ahead. And don’t live your life like that.”That guy who spoke without knowing the full situation was infuriating. After giving a sharp retort to Siwoo, who seemed stunned, I turned away. I ignored Jaeoh’s gaze and had no time to look back at him due to the wind that had blown up in frustration.It was annoying that Jung Yiyeon paid the bill and left, and if I had to consider Jaeoh’s feelings afterward, that was also a frustrating matter. That dog-like Siwoo wanted to be beaten up. I even wanted to beat him to a pulp. What the hell made Jung Yiyeon decide to pay the bill and create this chaos? If Jung Yiyeon hadn’t paid, it would have just ended with Siwoo getting slightly annoyed during the drinking session.However, in the end, it was all because of Jung Yiyeon. Due to Jung Yiyeon, I was so irritated that I resorted to violence. I couldn’t stand Jung Yiyeon arrogantly paying and leaving the most. I couldn’t even lift my face to the shop owner, feeling sorry for all this mess. Everything about this situation was just the worst.So, I raised my hand towards the approaching taxi and hailed it to a stop.“Lee Nan!”Jaeoh, who followed from behind, called me, but I just got into the taxi. I didn’t want to see Jaeoh right now because I was too angry. I had no room to comfort him. If I continued to be held by Jaeoh like this, I felt like I would explode in anger.Honestly, I didn’t even want to glance at Jaeoh’s expression in that moment.Throughout the ride home, I called Jung Yiyeon. I wanted to shout at him for his behavior that had thrown my mood into the gutter and messed up the situation and my relationships. It would be refreshing to shower him with curses and tell him never to do such a thing again.Who the hell are you to pay and leave on my behalf? Do you think I’d be grateful for this? Instead, the situation only got worse. Why do something I didn’t ask you to do?I had no intention of receiving anything from him. I didn’t even want to be involved in small things. Why now…!However, until I entered the house, Jung Yiyeon didn’t answer the phone. The ringtone repeated mercilessly, and only the voice saying the call couldn’t be connected through the voice mailbox continued.Eventually, my annoyance reached its peak, and as soon as I got out of the taxi, I yelled loudly at the phone call that had coincidentally switched to the voice mailbox.“You, you bastard!”And immediately hung up, but the relief I expected didn’t come.Siwoo’s face, Jaeoh’s stiff expression, the emotions at the moment I couldn’t endure and threw a punch were too vivid. Thanks to that, my knuckles throbbed. There wasn’t a single thing I liked about Siwoo’s complaining face, Jaeoh’s frozen expression, or my own appearance fighting in someone else’s place.Even after entering the house, I couldn’t overcome my anger, so I threw my phone against the wall. With a loud noise, the phone hit the wall. The shattered phone, bouncing off, seemed irreparable, but I was so angry that I didn’t care about such things.That night, I couldn’t fall asleep with frustration. Nevertheless, as time passed, the anger gradually subsided, but every situation, the messed-up circumstances, were so unbearable. Being in this state without even being able to drown my sorrows in alcohol made it even more frustrating.Amidst all this, not being able to sleep, I felt like I was going crazy. Repeatedly reminiscing about the earlier situation, struggling in frustration, I belatedly started to worry about Jaeoh. The shop owner must have been furious at the situation. I wondered who would have tried to handle it.Moreover, regret for hitting someone rushed over me like a flood. I didn’t feel sorry for Siwoo. That guy deserved it for being such a cheap jerk.However, I was ashamed of myself for not overcoming the anger and resorting to violent actions. The aftermath of violence was only bitter. It wasn’t refreshing, just painful. It was miserable how I ended up in this situation, a wretched feeling.All of this was all because of Jung Yiyeon.When I reluctantly accepted his ten sex proposals, I thought it would be fine as long as I closed my eyes and had sex ten times. I never expected it would have any impact on my life beyond that.However, during our ten encounters, only today did I realize that he might have a way of meddling in my life in other aspects.I decided more firmly to end this relationship immediately. I would clean up Jung Yiyeon. I would go to the company right away, turn everything upside down, and create a scene even if I had to cause a commotion. Throughout the night, contemplating this, I finally managed to fall asleep when dawn broke.***I woke up to the sound of someone banging on the door. I jolted awake, but I was still half-asleep, and my head felt fuzzy. It sounded like a doorbell. My shoulders twitched at the sound of the door being knocked again.Who could it be? My brother? Or maybe Jaeoh? It couldn’t be my brother, coming after a long time and knocking on the door because he forgot the password. Still half-asleep, I groggily got up and headed towards the door.“Are you home, Lee Nan?”The voice I heard when I approached the front door was Jung Yiyeon’s.My nerves loosened. I walked slowly towards the door with sluggish steps and opened it. I had nothing but annoyance for this unexpected guest who had come to disturb my sleep.“Why are you knocking on the door so early in the morning and waking people up—”But the words that came out of my mouth didn’t finish. Before I knew it, my body was in his arms.Startled, I tried to push him away, but the strength in the arms that held my shoulders was unusual. What was this guy doing?“Are you out of your mind? Let go of me.”I pushed again, but Jung Yiyeon didn’t release me; instead, he hugged me tighter. Surprised, I finally managed to break free after pushing him away again.“I was worried about you.”However, this time, he cupped my face in his hands. I tried to push him away, but his expression was so serious, almost menacing, that I hesitated.“Why aren’t you answering the phone? Leaving a voicemail like that and not picking up, do you know how worried I was, thinking something happened?”I still didn’t seem fully awake. Whether it was the aftermath of the alcohol from the night before or not being fully awake, I couldn’t comprehend Jung Yiyeon’s rushed words. My thoughts were still tangled, and I couldn’t find a moment to express my anger towards Jung Yiyeon, if there was indeed something to be angry about. I just felt confused, wondering if I had left a voicemail or not.Suddenly, Jung Yiyeon’s gaze wavered. His eyes shifted slightly, focusing on the area near my cheekbone.“Your face.”“Oh.”Crazy.Only then did I recall the incident from the previous day, when I confronted Siwoo and threw a punch. Even though I had landed more punches and even caused his nose to bleed, I also took a hit. The moment I remembered, I could feel the tenderness around my cheekbone.“Let’s go to the hospital.”Suddenly, Jung Yiyeon grabbed my wrist firmly. Annoyed, I forcefully pulled my hand away.“What are you doing now?”“Let’s go to the hospital. Or at least get some ointment…”“Are you kidding me?”Completely fed up with Jung Yiyeon’s inability to read the atmosphere and his hospital talk, I was filled with anger. It wasn’t as intense as the anger I felt right after the confrontation with Siwoo yesterday. Back then, the excitement of the fight and the alcohol made the anger more intense. Now, it was more of an irritation.“Do you have any idea how messed up I was because of you yesterday? Look at my face!”I couldn’t care less about Jung Yiyeon being a few years older than me. I was already sleep-deprived due to staying up late in anger, and he was the one who woke me up after finally falling asleep. There was no reason for me to speak politely to someone who had become the source of my anger.“Knowing that Jaeohh was there, why the hell did you pay the bill and leave? Are you so generous with spending money, even knowing you’ll get cursed out? Did you not think about how awkward it would be for me in front of my friends? Is your brain not functioning properly, or damn, do you want to eat shit?”I retorted coldly according to my temper. I wanted to hurl even more severe curses at him. I was filled with the thought of causing every possible wound to this damn person so that I would never have to see him again.However, Jung Yiyeon’s response to this was beyond my expectations. “!” His arm wrapped around my waist. One hand clasped the back of my neck, pulling my body towards his chest. Our lips met.“What the hell-”Startled, I pushed him away with my entire body. However, Jung Yiyeon stubbornly refused to let go. Instead, he held me as if he would break my waist, refusing to release me. I struggled to push him away, but he didn’t let go. In the sudden power struggle, heat spread through my face. I glared at him and once again pushed his shoulders.“Ugh…!”But the man, who forced me against the wall with a thud, had a completely different expression from before. It was distinct from the contemplative look he had when examining my face earlier.His face had returned to the usual Jung Yiyeon, the one full of confidence. A confident smile adorned his lips.“Didn’t I tell you before?” Pressing me against the wall, Jung Yiyeon held my wrist and pressed me against the wall. Looking down at me, he whispered as if oblivious to the power struggle, his voice was low, peaceful, and surprisingly sweet.“If Inan-shi looks at me like that, I might just go crazy.” It was simultaneously absurd and ominous. I felt a chill as if madness flickered in his eyes as he looked at me.Suddenly, Jung Yiyeon’s leg pressed firmly between my legs, and I gasped for breath.“Let go, damn it, I said no!” “Have you ever done it because you wanted to with me? Ten times, we agreed that we would do it when I wanted.”His thigh pressed firmly between my legs. Due to his face leaning towards me, Jung Yiyeon’s scent forcefully penetrated my nostrils. A bitter laughter approached me. As I turned my head away from the almost grazing lips, Jung Yiyeon whispered in my ear.“This is what you want, right? If we’re not going to talk or have sex, then get lost in front of me. That kind of thing. So, let’s do it now.”Wow, this guy is on a completely different level. I was at a loss for words in response to Jung Yiyeon’s words. It was so absurd that I was left speechless. I wasn’t someone who used a lot of curses originally, but all that came to mind was a barrage of curses. Even that felt too ridiculous to be spoken.“Damn…!”At that moment, Jung Yiyeon’s lips entwined with mine, and I quickly turned my head, biting down on my lips. I couldn’t bear it, and shivers ran through my entire body. I tried to break free again, but the hand pinning my arm down wouldn’t let go.Laughter echoed in my ear.“Oh, you said you hate kissing, right?” A voice mocking me openly.Then, his agile tongue began licking and teasing my earlobe. “Damn it, let go…!”I once again tried to shake my head angrily, but Jung Yiyeon persistently bit and sucked on my ear. He nibbled on my earlobe, alternately biting and pulling it, while his tongue teased my ear mercilessly. The squelching sound echoed in my ears, and it was utterly dreadful. It felt like my eardrums were being forcefully invaded.“Ugh…!”My shoulders involuntarily hunched, but Jung Yiyeon was relentless. He continued to bite and suck on my ear, defiantly unyielding. Despite my efforts to push him away, he firmly held onto me. Meanwhile, his thigh pressed even harder between my legs.A sensation of something hot surged within me. Then, in the subsequent feeling of helplessness, all strength drained from my body.In the space where anger had been burning, nothing remained. My powerless situation left me feeling only empty.As my body, which had been tensed, relaxed suddenly, Jung Yiyeon’s grip on my wrist, which had been suppressing me, also began to loosen. Taking advantage of this opening, I briefly considered pushing him away forcefully. However, due to the relentless pressure of his thigh between my legs, I abandoned the idea.Sure, go ahead and do whatever you want. That was the only thought running through my mind.Jung Yiyeon freely kissed and licked my ear, then moved to kiss my cheek and jawline when I stopped resisting. When he finally released my wrist, I kept my hand extended. Jung Yiyeon ran his fingers along the waistband of my pants, pulling them down along with my underwear. As my genitals were exposed, he immediately knelt in front of me, parted his lips, and took my penis into his mouth.“Oh….”Could there really be such a crazy bastard in this world? After driving me mad with anger and then kissing me as he pleased, now he’s sucking my dick.And I was just as insane. No, even amidst this, the instinctual excitement of a man being stimulated was incredible. Wrapped in warm mucosa, my penis began to harden gradually.He tightened his grip around my erect penis, licking and flicking his tongue around the glans. Moistened with saliva, my penis slid into his mouth. Jung Yiyeon moaned as if in agony, deeply sucking and swallowing my penis. It felt like my penis was sliding deep into his throat, about to pass through into his esophagus. His mouth, which sucked in my penis deeply, was hot.“Oh….”The warm breath emanating from Jung Yiyeon heated my skin. Even that ticklish breath was stimulating. I couldn’t bring myself to look at him and instead stared into empty space.Damn it, what am I doing standing barefoot at the entrance right now? Fuzzy, self-deprecating thoughts began to surface in my gradually overheating mind.The squelching sound produced by his wet lips and tongue continued incessantly. Jung Yiyeon sucked my penis eagerly, as if it were the most delicious thing in the world. His enthusiastic attitude towards fellatio was almost laughable.Suddenly, thoughts of how he used to despise fellatio and spit it out crossed my mind. Throughout my confessions to him and my constant clinging, there wasn’t even one instance where he put my dick in his mouth. Oh, wasn’t there one last time?“Ugh….”As his lips tightened around the glans, and he sucked forcefully, I involuntarily moaned. There was no escaping the physiological stimulation. Any man would feel it being sucked and licked so fervently.Jung Yiyeon teased my testicles with his tongue in his mouth, rolling them around, then jostled my saliva-soaked penis. Heat and pleasure accumulated within me, my lower abdomen boiling hot. The heat raced through my body from head to toe, causing it to tingle.With the rising pleasure toward climax, even my breathing became rough. When I let out a deep breath, filled with the heat of anticipation, Jung Yiyeon seemed to sense my climax. His lips enclosed my penis once again.“Ha… Ugh….”As the electrifying sensation spread, I leaned my head back against the wall, feeling as if my entire body was supporting me. Jung Yiyeon, busy moving his hand, sucked forcefully on the glans of my penis. The grip of his hand was just right.At this rate, it feels like he’s going to swallow it all.“Ugh…!”Just as I thought that, a flash of light appeared before my eyes. What I had been holding back in my lower abdomen exploded suddenly. Along with a dizzying sense of release, climax arrived. My body tightened and then loosened, and semen spurted from the tip of my penis.“Huut….”Yet, Jung Yiyeon didn’t release my penis from his mouth. On the contrary, he tightened his grip, sucking even more intensely as my semen spurted out. The feeling of my penis being sucked deeper into his throat, along with the powerful suction, intensified the sensation.“Ha….”Finally, when there seemed to be nothing left in my testicles, Jung Yiyeon continued to suck on my penis until it shrunk completely. I couldn’t see a single drop of my semen; it had all been swallowed by him.“….”It was simply unbelievable.When Jung Yiyeon pulled my shrunk penis out of his mouth, I felt disheartened by this astonishing situation. I couldn’t summon the strength to stand or even lift my legs. Sliding down the wall, I sat on the floor. Jung Yiyeon was on his knees between my spread legs, and as a result, my thighs rested on his.Now that our eye levels were the same, I couldn’t avoid looking at Jung Yiyeon’s face. His face was red, perhaps from the torment of deepthroating my penis. His narrowed eyebrows suggested it was challenging for him. Pressing his lips against the back of his hand, he seemed to be enduring discomfort.If it was so challenging, why go through the trouble of sucking, swallowing, and all that crap? Just like the first time, he could have collected the cum in his mouth and spat it out; that would have been enough.And if he had rubbed it on my dick and then put it inside me, it would have been a reenactment of our first sex.I suddenly recalled the explosive emotions from back then. The lips that spat out my ejaculate and the sight of him spreading that fluid on my cock—how excited I was at that moment. Jung Yiyeon looked so beautiful and adorable then, to the extent that it made my heart ache.“….”However, those emotions have long disappeared. All that remained was emptiness. There was no joy in getting excited, getting an erection, and ejaculating, even though I didn’t want it. In the place where the physiological pleasure had passed, only miserable emotions lingered. Our relationship had long been shattered, and yet, why was I still trying to patch it up? Why was I taking such a foolish path?Now, looking blankly at Jung Yiyeon who was looking at me, I couldn’t even feel anger. It was just pathetic.“….A kiss.” With a restrained voice, Jung Yiyeon opened his mouth. “I want to do it.”A third time, kissing while he touched my body, getting excited, and thrusting into me again. But I didn’t want it in my place. That was what I thought at that moment.“If you let me… for the third time, we’ll call it even.”Ha…. At this point, it seemed that all I could feel from Jung Yiyeon was either anger or astonishment.Making someone go crazy, suppressing them forcibly to perform fellatio, and now, looking at me pathetically like a wet dog, he shamelessly demanded a kiss. I wanted to blurt out the words, “Just fuck, you asshole.”“Umm….”But before I could even utter a single curse, Jung Yiyeon’s lips pressed against mine. Lips that were a bit warmer and fuller due to sucking my penis a bit more. His lips touched mine, and his tongue slipped through the gap between my lips.I didn’t avoid Jung Yiyeon’s kiss this time. I simply closed my eyes resignedly. It was a bitter exchange of kisses.Jung Yiyeon kissed me as if he had encountered an oasis in the desert. Holding my sagging cheek, he tilted his head and pressed his lips several times. Wet sounds followed, and soon, our tongues intertwined with each other, producing a sticky sound.