Chapter 36
The voice of Jaeoh on the other side of the phone, barely holding onto my sanity, spoke to me.“Oh, I didn’t know you called. Something happened yesterday.”– Something happened?“Yeah, um, my brother came home. So, we had some drinks since yesterday. I drank too much, and now my condition is not great at all.”– Ah, you drank with your brother.“Yeah. Don’t worry, he’s here, so everything’s fine.”I don’t know why I fabricated a lie. Perhaps because I couldn’t bring myself to say that the person I was with was Jung Yiyeon, and not even in my own house. Rationalizing that it’s not a lie since my brother did come home, I finally regained some composure and asked the question that had been bothering me.“…What happened that day? I had a sudden fever, and things got out of hand…”– Everything has been resolved, so don’t worry. The boss understands and let it go. Siwoo, that guy, well… he didn’t do anything good, so don’t worry about him.“Is that so…”I couldn’t bring myself to say it was fortunate. Creating a scene at someone else’s establishment, and on top of that, getting into a fight. It was a new kind of dark history in my life.Feeling down, I wanted to conclude the conversation with Jaeoh.“I’ll contact you later. I need to rest a bit more.”– Sure, it seems like you’re not doing well. Take care of yourself, and if you’re feeling better tomorrow, let’s meet briefly.“Yeah, I’ll rest.”Jaeoh’s gentle whisper made me feel a sense of burden and guilt. After beating up Siwoo, I had been avoiding him all this time. How turbulent must Jaeoh’s day have been during my absence? The appearance of Jung Yiyeon, calculating and leaving after the incident, was enough to create ripples not just for me but for Jaeoh as well. Seeing me get so angry was probably a first for him, making the situation even more unsettling.…But then, I met Jung Yiyeon again. I enjoyed the well-prepared dishes, drank the liquor, Soju if I recall correctly. Even though I’m not someone who can’t handle alcohol well, I sipped on the sweet and warm drink, and it went down smoothly. From the moment I got into Jung Yiyeon’s car, I don’t remember anything. It was a complete blackout.Could it be a joke? So, did Jung Yiyeon undress me? Or did we have sex? However, considering having had sex with Jung Yiyeon, my body felt too smooth, and there were no signs of intimacy. There was no tension or heaviness between my legs, and my waist didn’t ache. If there was any discomfort, it was a slight dizziness and a bit of queasiness.Moreover, there was another problem. Outside the window, I could see trees, and this room was completely unfamiliar. It wasn’t Jung Yiyeon’s house or residence but some other place. It was quite shocking to realize that I was lying naked, completely unaware of where I was.At that moment, Jung Yiyeon appeared. The closed door opened quietly, and Jung Yiyeon walked in. Honestly, I was almost glad to see him.“Are you awake?”Did he come after exercising? The cotton t-shirt he was wearing was soaked with sweat.“…Where are we?”In the confusion of the situation, I involuntarily used formal language, as I used to. Jung Yiyeon shrugged his shoulders and answered casually.“It’s a villa in Gapyeong. Don’t you remember?”Not remember? Did I, in my drunken state, not just fall asleep but actually have a conversation with Jung Yiyeon? I was so intoxicated that I couldn’t remember…“I said you wouldn’t get angry. I’m sure I explained it clearly.”I was speechless. I couldn’t even recall what the explanation was. I was even more dumbfounded when he mentioned that I said I wouldn’t get angry. I couldn’t remember because I was too dizzy and confused, making it impossible to retrieve any memories.I wasn’t particularly weak to alcohol, and I rarely experienced blackouts. If I had a conversation after drinking, I would remember. Even after a short nap, my mind would be clear, and the memories would remain intact. However, the conversation from yesterday simply didn’t come to mind. What the hell did Jung Yiyeon make me drink?“So, you don’t remember anything from yesterday?”It was a profoundly meaningful question. Even Jung Yiyeon’s gaze as he looked at me was peculiar.What the hell. Cold sweat ran down my spine. I didn’t know that not remembering could be so unsettling and uncomfortable. But if I were to recall, it would probably be even more repulsive and uncomfortable. What on earth is this?“Well, it wasn’t a big deal. I didn’t do or say anything that would disadvantage you.”Since I couldn’t remember, and feeling uneasy about what I might have done or said while intoxicated, I just kept my mouth shut and stared at him. Jung Yiyeon chuckled and spoke with a smirk. Then, he opened the wardrobe, took out a gown, and handed it to me.“Wash up. We need to cure this hangover.”Although I strongly felt the desire to refuse, I couldn’t bring myself to reject it. I felt dizzy and queasy, and the idea of putting something refreshing into my stomach was appealing.Moreover, not remembering what I said while drunk made it awkward to express anger. The film being cut off in front of Jung Yiyeon was beyond embarrassing and awkward.In the end, instead of insisting, I nodded and received the gown from him, putting it on before getting up from the bed. After gulping down the water he handed me, I headed to the bathroom.Standing in the shower booth, I turned on the hot water. The strong water pressure made it feel like the dizziness was dissipating. Having had a good sleep and waking up, my lethargic mind became a bit clearer. The swirling discomfort seemed to gradually subside.Even though it wasn’t a hotel, amenities were provided like in one. There was a toothbrush, so I brushed my teeth. After shampooing my hair, I applied body wash to the shower ball and slowly scrubbed my body. Despite having slept well and feeling more energized after waking up, my body still felt sluggish. I wanted to fill my stomach quickly and go home.Why did I come all the way to Gapyeong with Jung Yiyeon and now suffer from a hangover? I pondered this while rinsing off the foam from my body.Suddenly, the bathroom door creaked open, startling me. In the direction of my gaze, Jung Yiyeon was entering, tossing aside his sweaty shirt. Without hesitation, he removed his pants and underwear and confidently approached me. I stiffened as he came closer. His body, glistening with sweat, felt excessively primal, and my heart raced.“What… what’s going on?”“I can’t stand it anymore.”With an incomprehensible word, he threw his damp shirt away and walked towards me, completely undressing. I froze as his strong arm wrapped around my waist.Gulping, I was drawn into his embrace. Immediately, our lips met, and as they molded together, his warm tongue invaded my mouth.Oh, damn! Even though I said I don’t like kissing…! It would be ridiculous to refuse at this point, but what I disliked was still something I disliked. So, I tried to push him away, but Jung Yiyeon didn’t show any signs of letting me go. Instead, he aggressively nibbled at my lips and bit them, his tongue exploring my mouth.“You yesterday.” With one arm wrapped around my waist and the other hand firmly grabbing my buttocks, he was clearly already in an excessively aroused state. His intense gaze as he looked at me was scorching. Beyond desire, his black eyes were burning with madness, giving me chills even as hot water poured over me. A shiver ran through me again, and my chest tightened. I felt overwhelmed by his desire.“Do you know how much you irked me?”No… what did I do? What did I do? What have I done?I wanted to ask, but I couldn’t bring myself to. There was nothing coming to mind because my head was completely blank. Even though I didn’t know what I did in my drunken state, the one feeling the most unjust was me.No, damn it, who would force someone to drink so much? At the moment of trying to object, “Ugh!”Jung Yiyeon bit into my neck. No, he was tearing into it! He bit down, raising the flesh with his teeth and sucking in the piece of flesh that entered my mouth. It was painful enough to feel a stinging sensation on the bitten and sucked skin.“Ah!”Of course, I tried to push him away. Naturally, I detested leaving marks. Besides, this kind of painful affection was absolutely not my taste.“Ugh…!”…I shouldn’t have.“Ugh… ah… ugh…!”But why… why did my body catch fire like this?I was bewildered. It was utterly absurd. However, even the momentary confusion was impossible to express, as my body was being swept away in the torrent of pleasure.The teeth that nibbled at my neck and collarbone were so electrifying. Why was this sticky touch on my body so strange?Jung Yiyeon, who pushed me against the wall, looked down at me with his forehead pressed against mine. Two genitals were excessively vivid on his bare body. Due to our face-to-face position, Jung Yiyeon gripped them together. The intertwined organs were entangled in his long fingers. The eyes watching them were blushing intensely. It was a dizzying sensation, a breathtaking sight.However, why was I not only burning in my eyes and mind but also feeling a tingling sensation down my back? A strange sensation, as if my tailbone were standing upright, crept in. The entrance involuntarily twitched, giving a peculiar feeling of emptiness inside my body.“Hu… ”The sight of the two genitals rubbing against each other was unnervingly erotic. It was gradually becoming an unbearable sensation. It would be great to just let it happen, but that… that was too…It felt regrettable.“Uh… ”No, damn it. What on earth happened yesterday? Jung Yiyeon came into the bathroom, claiming that he couldn’t endure it anymore because I supposedly drugged him.But wasn’t I the one affected by the drug? I had no idea why this desire was exploding due to whatever happened yesterday. It felt as if my libido was shaking my insides to an unbearable extent, as if I had been starving for sex for a long time.“Hah… This… ”Jung Yiyeon also moaned softly, as if struggling to withstand the stimulating sensations.Calling my name.“Ah… ”At that moment, something inside me switched. I don’t know, it was just that kind of feeling. Swept away by this desire, I abandoned everything in reality.“Suck…!”I wrapped my arm around Jung Yiyeon’s neck and pulled him closer, kissing him. As our lips met passionately, I pushed my tongue into his open mouth. I sucked and nibbled on his lips, wet with desire.I don’t know when we moved to the bedroom. We were tangled up, kissing deeply, exploring each other’s bodies. Before I knew it, we were on the bed. I couldn’t tell if the liquid dripping down my head was still wet water or sweat seeping out from the heat.Jung Yiyeon kissed every inch of my sprawled-out body on the bed. The sound of his fingers stirring between my spread legs, digging inside, was enough to drive me crazy. The lips relentlessly caressing my chest caused my body to twist involuntarily. With his hand gripping my erect member, he teased it, and the lips tormenting my chest sent shivers through my entire body. Every part he touched felt hot and electrifying.“Hu…!”Even the withdrawal of the hand that was messing below was provocative. Jung Yiyeon came to me with a face that couldn’t hold back any longer and kissed me. Meanwhile, his hand grabbed my knees, spreading my legs, and folding my body.“Ha… Uh, uh…!”The pleasure was teasingly agonizing as the firm tip of his member touched the twitching entrance. Soon, the glans slowly began to pierce and enter my body. Slowly, very slowly. I wished he would just thrust deeply, but the sensation of leisurely pushing in, like raising the effects of a drug, was so vivid that my waist trembled.“Uh, huh, uh… Uh-huh……!”As it entered so slowly, I could feel the mucous membrane inside sticking to the entering member. Especially after Jung Yiyeon teased with his fingers for a long time, my walls became sensitized. It was challenging to endure the tingling and dense pleasure.Was it possible for insertion alone to be this thrilling? While I gasped for breath, Jung Yiyeon raised his upper body to look down at the insertion point. Thinking that he was watching my genitalia penetrating inside me, my face turned hot, and my breath felt suffocating.I tried not to exert force, but due to the overflowing stimulation, I involuntarily tightened below. Wrinkles formed on Jung Yiyeon’s forehead. I had no idea how intense and serious the sight he was watching was. Staring so openly at the entrance accepting his genitalia, it became even more embarrassing.However, it felt shameful to tell him not to look. In the end, I helplessly moaned, revealing everything to Jung Yiyeon. He continued to push his member all the way in until his body touched mine. It felt like my entire internal organs were fluttering as his member entered too eagerly.“Haah… This is…”Jung Yiyeon, murmuring my name, slowly started moving his hips. Perhaps satisfied with seeing it with his eyes, he closed them and swayed his waist back and forth, slightly poking and withdrawing from inside me. He repeated the process, stimulating my insides intensely.The movement that provocatively stimulated my insides made it difficult for me to focus elsewhere. It was challenging to think about anything else amid the accumulating pleasure. I never expected a day would come when I could feel so much while accepting someone else’s genitalia. As Jung Yiyeon began to move his hips more vigorously, it seemed like he would reach climax soon.“Ah…! Ah, aah…! Aah……!”With one ankle resting on his shoulder, Jung Yiyeon continued to thrust his waist like pulling his hair. His movement started subtly, but towards the end, it became like a giant wave, surging in and out like the ebb and flow, fiercely pounding like waves crashing into rocks. As the speed increased, the sensations I felt also intensified gradually.“Hiik…!”Suddenly, a sensation of white heat engulfed my mind. Without even touching my genitalia, the stimulation of the prostate alone painted my vision white, and an ecstatic trance unfolded as reason flew away.“Haung! Ah! Ah!”Unfamiliar moans echoed loudly in my ears. Jung Yiyeon, who had opened his eyes again, observed my reaction as if evaluating it. However, there was no time to react. Vigorously jabbing into one particular spot persistently, Jung Yiyeon created an overwhelming pleasure. The thrusts were unending, causing an intense sensation that burned hot in my mind for an unusually long time. Despite ejaculating several times from my member, there was no reprieve from the constant arousal.I wanted it to end. I wanted to rest a bit. But Jung Yiyeon didn’t stop. Due to the repeated jabs at the same spot, the pleasure crossed a threshold and didn’t come down below. Trembling, my waist and spread legs were shivering uncontrollably in the endless climax.Feeling so much and not even being able to control myself, it was embarrassing that Jung Yiyeon was watching me like that. Even the embarrassment added to the strange pleasure. Though I enjoy the erotic, it was too much—unbelievable.“Ah…!”When Jung Yiyeon suddenly thrust deep into my innermost part, I screamed like a scream. The climax, which I thought had nowhere else to go, surged steeply, turning everything in front of me pitch black.Shaking and trembling, I drenched the sheets with sweat. It was unbearable without doing anything. No matter what I did, with the sensations racing through my entire body, enduring was difficult.My vision turned white. The climax raging through my body provided a pleasure similar to ejaculation. However, nothing came out from the tip of my genitalia. There was no ejaculation; it was an orgasm that didn’t require release.Perhaps in that moment, my body, immersed in ecstasy, convulsed intensely, tightening around Jung Yiyeon. The wrinkles on Jung Yiyeon’s forehead deepened as he looked down at me. The face of a man deliberately holding back his climax distorted due to the pleasure he couldn’t suppress.“Kuk, Lee Nan….”Jung Yiyeon’s body collapsed onto me. My thighs were pressed against my chest, and he convulsively thrust his member into my contracting core, swallowing my lips.Breathing was already erratic, and my mouth was blocked, making it impossible to breathe. Gasping, I clutched Jung Yiyeon’s shoulders as if tearing them apart. However, I couldn’t tell if I wanted to push him away or pull him closer. Amidst the overwhelming pleasure, my hands, slippery with sweat, eventually had no choice but to embrace his back.“Hu, uh, uh, ah! Ah!!”Jung Yiyeon, too, embraced my body as if it would break, forcefully delving deeper and deeper into me. Unlike before, it was too rough. Coarse. The electrifying pleasure reached its peak with the random, vigorous thrusts, shocking my entire body like lightning.It felt like I would go crazy from the pleasure he provided. It was good. Too good. So good that it was excessively overwhelming. The sensation was so intense, persisting like the pleasure during ejaculation, or even more heightened.There was nothing left to come out, but in the intense and heightened pleasure, my entire body melted away. Each time Jung Yiyeon’s member forcefully penetrated deeper, my inner walls convulsively squeezed and tightened around him, joyfully clenching his member.An intense pleasure resembling an orgasm. Could this be what they call a dry orgasm…? My body was undoubtedly in the throes of climax, forgetting about ejaculation.“Kyuuk…!”Chewing on a short and sweet moan, even when Jung Yiyeon’s movements finally ceased, I clung to him, wrapping my body around him. Jung Yiyeon’s body, pouring his essence inside me, convulsed, electrifying my flesh.“Ah… Ah….”Unintentionally, an insipid moan escaped my gaping mouth. Jung Yiyeon slowly brushed his member against the inner walls a few more times, causing my body to shudder again. As the pleasure weakened as if reaching its end and then resumed, tears flowed down from my eyes once more.I wanted to clean up quickly before Jung Yiyeon saw me, but with sweat streaming down, he was already gazing down at me. His eyes looked at my tears as if licking them. The heat contained within them was overwhelming.No, perhaps what was overwhelming was the powerful heartbeat transmitted through our touching chests. An indistinguishable resonance of whether it belonged to him or me.I tried to push him away, but I was too exhausted to lift a finger, and my arms lay lifelessly on the bed. Unfazed, Jung Yiyeon kissed me as he pleased. He pressed his lips against my gasping mouth, entwined our tongues, sucked and nibbled on my lips as if they were his own, and licked my mouth as if it were his territory.The hot palm pressed against my body. The hand, damp with sweat, roamed over my wet chest and then spread the ejaculate scattered on my abdomen evenly across my skin. And yet, it wasn’t enough. The hand ventured lower, daringly seizing my genitals. The exchange of kisses continued endlessly, and after tormenting me with his grip, my member finally released a bit more liquid before shrinking.The pleasure of ejaculation, or perhaps the lingering aftermath of the intense dry orgasm, enveloped me. Lost in the soft afterglow Jung Yiyeon provided, I absentmindedly pondered, my eyes closed. But my foggy mind couldn’t generate many thoughts.Why was my body so aflame, given the events of yesterday? With closed eyes, I marveled at Jung Yiyeon’s gentle aftercare. However, my muddled mind couldn’t conjure up an answer.The conclusion was simply that Jung Yiyeon was exceptionally good. I used to think it was because of my love for him, but now, I wondered if it was because of his remarkable skills. Who wouldn’t be excited by the touch of his fingertips and the tip of his tongue?His mouth was filled with slippery saliva, used as lubricant. As his tongue leisurely licked and sucked, I could only think about that. If Jung Yiyeon did this to anyone else, they wouldn’t be able to resist. And if I were in this state of arousal, I would have felt the same, no matter who I had sex with.There was no doubt about that. Perhaps I was dissatisfied with unfulfilled desires lately. Maybe because I felt a bit lonely and craved sex. That must be the reason.Otherwise, sex with Jung Yiyeon wouldn’t be this good. I lay on the bed, watching Jung Yiyeon move absentmindedly. He rose from above me, removed the condom, and tossed it into the trash. Unexpectedly, the fact that he took off the condom and it endured the just-concluded sex without tearing surprised me. Especially the latter made me feel uneasy. It was just the guy who used to finish inside without any consideration…“Do you want to shower?”His asking tone was so affectionate and kind. However, my heart didn’t swell too much. Probably because of the exhaustion from the recent sex, along with the satisfaction and languor filling me. Moreover, it felt a bit embarrassing to have revealed so much during that intense experience, so I simply nodded without saying much. Jung Yiyeon smiled faintly.“You should wash up; we’re going for a hangover soup.”Did you have to go at it like that, knowing someone was suffering from a hangover…? It was absurd, but I didn’t express my dissatisfaction this time either. I had enjoyed it too much, and besides, the satisfaction lingered.“Go out and buy something.”I uttered in a commanding tone, more out of laziness than anything else. Jung Yiyeon widened his eyes in surprise but quickly composed himself.“Alright, I’ll be back. Just rest.”Jung Yiyeon hesitated for a moment, as if he wanted to kiss me, but soon he gracefully got up and went into the bathroom.Left alone on the bed, I gave up on having a reality check and curled up in the sheets. I didn’t want to engage in complicated thoughts due to the sluggishness and lack of energy. It was difficult enough to dispel the lingering sensations inside my body.After a while, the tingling sensations subsided. They were replaced by a sense of emptiness and fatigue. A lethargy that would be perfect for sleep. However, I hadn’t fallen asleep yet, perhaps because I had recently awakened or for some other reason.Moreover, with a clearer mind, lying in the same spot began to feel uncomfortable. The sheets and the bed where various bodily fluids were spilled during sex started to feel sticky.Although my body had no strength left, I found no desire to sleep. So, I just listened to the sound of water for a while.Jung Yiyeon emerged from the bathroom, wearing a towel around his lower body. I stared blankly as he pulled out clothes from the closet. He seemed unaware that I was watching him.When he came, he was in a suit, but apparently, there were other clothes in the closet. He took out black boxer briefs and put them on, then picked a pair of dark beige pants. I watched with slight interest as he gracefully slid one leg and then the other into the pants. His legs were long and slender due to his tall height. Thighs hinted at a subtle firmness, especially……his buttocks were quite elastic. Thanks to their lovely shape, when he put on pants, they showcased the excellent contour of his lower body, especially the hips.No excess fat, a firm waist, subtly broadening shoulders forming a triangular shape with the back. Even in his mid-30s, it was clear that he took good care of his body, and his well-maintained physique seemed to have a naturally good skeletal structure. Even with just a dark polo shirt, the clothes looked excellent.…With such a good body, maybe he also has good stamina. Stupid thoughts like that crossed my mind as I stared at his unnecessarily attractive physique.Jung Yiyeon didn’t bother to dry his wet hair properly. He lazily brushed it aside with his hands, seemingly annoyed, and let the water droplets fall.“I’ll be back.”