Stopping the Handsome and Tragic Male Lead After 404

Shi Qin complained about Cheng Yu's ruthlessness and unreasonable troublemaking.

But? In fact, it was just some details that made Shi Qin worry about gains and losses.

How good Cheng Yu is to him, he knows, what does the way Cheng Yu looks at him mean? mean.

Don't you know that for a straight man who is being pursued, this sudden turn will make the other party lose all courage?I even began to wonder if Cheng Yu regretted it?Eight years is just an obsession, and you don't want to see people anymore?

Shi Qin had never been in a relationship before, and finally got a little enlightened, but he was beaten, beaten, and returned, not to mention that he was still in a same-sex relationship, he was panicked.

Wang Yan sat in front of Shi Qin and listened to him for a long time. Fu Xuzhou, who was working with his back to them, seemed not to listen, but the work in his hands had stopped.

"So...you've been talking for a long time because he didn't sleep with you?" Wang Yan analyzed seriously.

Shi Qin felt uncomfortable for a moment when he was made by this sharp conclusion.

"I-I didn't mean that."

"Then what exactly are you? What do you mean?" Wang Yan asked in puzzlement, "What does Cheng Yu do to you? We have known about the relationship since eight years ago, but you have never known it, and his relationship has not changed. How many men and women have been in the past eight years?" He didn't give any chance to the servants."

"What?? There are men?" Shi Qin was shocked.

"Why, do you doubt Cheng Yu's charm?" Wang Yan asked curiously: "He has power, status, status, ability, looks, and figure. May I ask...is it strange that a man likes him?"

"No...it's not strange, but...I feel like he's avoiding me." This wasn't Shi Qin talking nonsense, it was a real feeling.

But Wang Yan said: "Let's not talk about him first, his heart is very obvious, but what about your heart? Have you figured it out after being away for eight years? If you haven't figured it out yet, then whether he hides from you or not, what is wrong with you?" What? Impact."

When Qin was about to speak, Wang Yan interrupted: "He has done so much for you, and we were all moved while watching, but? But touching cannot be regarded as love. I don't want you to say that you have thought clearly just because you are moved." .Do you love Chengyu? Do you plan to be with him forever?"

Shi Qin was silent for a few seconds, and picked up the tea that Wang Yan had just poured for him with trembling hands. The tea was already cold, so he took a sip suddenly. "I've figured it out a long time ago."

Maybe at the moment when he regained his memory, his feelings for Cheng Yu still hesitated, as if shrouded in a fog, he knew that this person was extremely important, he knew that he must see him, he felt sorry for him, and wanted to accompany him. with him.

But the moment he saw Cheng Yu, he had the answer in his heart.His body involuntarily ran towards Cheng Yu, trying desperately to get closer, not because he was not used to his alienation, but because he wanted to get close to him.

Maybe he was moved a long time ago, but he didn't dare to face it, and now there is no reason to escape.

Shi Qin looked at Wang Yan's expectant eyes, and directly admitted: "Well, yes, I want to be with him."

Wang Yan smiled in relief.

Shi Qin also had a sense of magnanimity of recognition.

But it was Fu Xuzhou who suddenly sneered, turned around and looked at Shi Qin with cold eyes.

"How can a straight man be like this? It's easy to change. Cheng Yu really likes you. You say you want to be with him. Maybe you really want to cling to him and stay by his side. Maybe you thank him for his affection for you." , and want to reciprocate him, but? Can you really sleep with him? You still like women. Maybe this is the reason why Cheng Yu rejects you, because knowing that you are still a straight man, you can’t really With him, your approach will only make him feel more uncomfortable. Maybe, when he really gets close, the one who hides will become you. He can't force you, and in the end he can only do it by himself Injuried."

I don't know why? Fu Xuzhou is so suddenly? Strictly, Shi Qin is a little angry when he is said. Doesn't this mean that he is deceiving himself?He couldn't tell the difference before, but now he can tell the difference very clearly.

"You are right. I will still fall in love with beautiful women. I will never? For other men, only Cheng Yu is special. I can't deny my feelings for him just because I am a straight man."

Fu Xuzhou sneered, still didn't believe it in his eyes, but he said: "Then it's easy to handle. You just jump on him and sleep with him, and all your questions will be answered."

Shi Qin was still angry at first, but when he said that, his cheeks turned red.

"What? Don't dare again? Feel disgusting? Then you look high..." Fu Xuzhou said fiercely.

Wang Yan was displeased, "Doctor Fu, don't take your anger out on our family just because you don't like yourself? Your situation is different."

Fu Xuzhou was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, his expression was a bit erratic, "What's the difference? The one who is loved has the right to choose, and can choose to move forward without fear? And back, try it, if you can't bear it, you can turn around and leave. Then it's better not to get close at the beginning, so as not to give people hope and let people down."

Only then did Qin realize that Fu Xuzhou was mirroring himself and Shao Yan while talking about him and Cheng Yu.Could it be that Shao Yan still couldn't accept Fu Xuzhou?

However, Shi Qin replied seriously: "I'm a little scared, but what? He didn't do anything. How would I know... what will happen? Anyway, it definitely won't be? Disgusting."

After all, that time in the dream of Ripples in the hot spring resort, even at that moment, he only felt fear and indescribable complex emotions, but he never felt disgusted by Cheng Yu.

Wang Yan smiled, "That's fine. You can rest assured that he loves you. It's absolutely true. Eight years have only increased but not decreased. Everyone knows how he has come over these years. You go Tell him clearly, he will be very happy. People are like this, some things are easier to talk to outsiders, but it is difficult to talk to your loved ones."

Shi Qin touched his face, as if he meant something like this, he always felt embarrassed towards Cheng Yu, maybe it was because Cheng Yu was too proactive in the past, he was used to waiting for Cheng Yu to take the initiative, and then reacted by himself, let alone now Shi Qin couldn't help complaining, "I just feel that he...is different from before."

Seeing Shi Qin's troubled look, Wang Yan thought for a while, "It's really different, how can you do this? You came here late to chat with me, but he didn't come with you. Think about it, there's something wrong."

"Oh, he should be asleep, I sneaked here."

Wang Yan was taken aback. "Sleeping? How could he fall asleep? I thought he could only fall asleep if he held you in his arms."

"Why? He slept alone last night." Shi Qin complained unconsciously.

Wang Yan paused, hesitated and said: "These years...Cheng Yu hasn't fallen asleep very much, haven't you seen the blue color in his eyes? If it weren't for the powerful body of an awakened person, you would probably look like a panda when you see him now , Uh... not right, according to his eight-year sleep time statistics, if he wasn't an awakened person, he should have bid farewell to this world long ago."

Shi Qin's face changed slightly, and he suddenly remembered that when he and Fu Xuzhou were chatting outside, he told Fu Xuzhou that Cheng Yu had fallen asleep, and Fu Xuzhou didn't believe it.

"He...can't sleep?"

Wang Yan nodded, and said: "For eight years, I have to get medicine from us every time to force myself to fall asleep, otherwise my body will not be able to hold on, but his body is very resistant to drugs, from sleeping pills to tranquilizers, now give me His dose of medicine can directly stun ten people before he can sleep peacefully for six hours."

"Why?...it's like this." Shi Qin said in shock.

Wang Yan sighed and looked at Shi Qin, "Did you notice his eyes?"

"It's always been red..." Shi Qin replied blankly.

Wang Yan said, "Did he not tell you why?"

"He said that after the abnormal awakening got out of control, it became like this, and it can't change back."

"that's it?"

Shi Qin frowned, "Just tell me."

Wang Yan said: "It was indeed the time when the abnormal awakening went out of control. According to our analysis, it should be caused by overuse. Didn't the previous ones all die? He survived but left behind this sequelae. His abnormal Awakening is always awake." Wang Yan pointed to her eyes and said, "It's like we have been using mental power all the time. No one can use it all the time, and you should know that the body will not be able to hold on if you keep consuming mental power. Will? Die, Cheng Yu’s situation is absolutely unsafe, just like Chu Mu before, remember why Chu Mu? Will? Short life?”

Shi Qin became anxious for a moment, "Then Chengyu..."

"I can only say that it is a bit similar to Chu Mu. It hurts the body. I don't know if it will be short or not, but we all think that as long as his mental state is relaxed, he should be able to recover, but..." Wang Yan did not continue go on.

But Shi Qin understood that because of his relationship, because he wanted to avenge him and build a city for him, Cheng Yu never let himself relax, and naturally he couldn't recover.

"He's used to the current state, and I don't know how to relax." Wang Yan pointed to her temple and said: "What kind of state will it make him gradually have a headache, just like a migraine, and every time he wants to sleep Sometimes I have a splitting headache and can't sleep at all. I can only rely on medicine."

Shi Qin thought of the slightly bulging blood vessels next to Cheng Yu's temples, it was indeed a headache, but because Cheng Yu's performance was always calm and natural, he didn't even frown, so he ignored it.

Shi Qin couldn't help clenching his fists, his heart throbbed in pain, and suddenly felt a bit of disgust towards himself, why? Cheng Yu did so much for him, but he didn't know anything.

"Physical reasons are never the most troublesome." Fu Xuzhou said: "I can't sleep because I miss it too much. If I don't sleep, I can occasionally see hallucinations. If I fall asleep because of the drug, what? I can't see it. He probably I don't like the feeling of emptiness of consciousness." Fu Xuzhou is the most qualified to say this, because he couldn't sleep during those years with Shao Yan, and he just wanted to study day and night until Shao Yan woke up.

Wang Yan shrugged and agreed, "So? So, although I prefer you, it's eight years... It's really too long."

Shi Qin clenched his trembling fists and opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say?For him, he has only been away for a month, how can he bear the relationship of these eight years.

"Lack of sleep plus? Headache, the stronger the ability of the awakened person, the greater the impact of the virus on the personality, and because of the impact of the things you were subjected to before, his temperament has really changed a lot now, but this time you and him After I came back, I finally saw a little bit of his previous appearance." Wang Yan reached out and patted Shi Qin's tense arm, "Everything is going well."

Fu Xuzhou also sighed: "Yes, maybe you are successful, everything will be smooth, and Time City will develop better. Although the past eight years have been good, it always makes people worry."

Shi Qin was taken aback when he heard this, and couldn't help being even more curious, "What has he experienced in the past eight years? Can you tell me in detail."

Neither Chu Mu nor Fu Xuzhou had time to tell him before, after all, the situation at that time did not allow them to chat.Although Cheng Yu was by his side afterwards, he seemed unwilling to talk about the past eight years.

This time when he got the chance, Shi Qin must make clear about the eight years of his absence.

Wang Yan and Fu Xuzhou didn't think there was anything wrong with it? It was easy to hide it, Shi Qin should know, after all, he was actually the protagonist in the past eight years.

After the destruction of the White Wolf base, Cheng Yu was rescued by everyone, but after waking up, Cheng Yu still couldn't face Shi Qin's death. If a corpse is found, those who cannot find it will be treated as alive. People from the White Wolf Base Resistance Organization are counted as accomplices, and the two bases that have used the awakening potion cannot escape. Cheng Yu single-handedly fought bloody battles, almost every day spent in killing.

But if he is crazy, how can he find the person who should be killed clearly and rationally.Those people are in the three caves of the cunning rabbit, and the mainland is so big, how could they be easily found by Cheng Yu.

A few days later, Wang Yan found Cheng Yu. Seeing that he would surely die if he continued like this, he hurriedly told him that Shi Qin's body was dying, because it couldn't be preserved, so it would soon rot.

Cheng Yu changed immediately and wanted to search all over the world for things to preserve the corpse, but the corpse was finally preserved.Cheng Yu found that the body was wrong, it was really like a nightmare at that time, so everyone was stopping him and denying him, but Cheng Yu desperately said that the body was wrong, his Shi Qin existed, but? this!

It's not that he's crazy, Shi Qin really exists.

So he started looking for Shi Qin all over the world again, but he couldn't stop him at all.

But one day, Cheng Yu came back suddenly and became calm.Started to build the Time City, issued a declaration about the potion of the Awakened, and a wanted warrant.Then it is to find enemies while building the city.At that time, people in the whole mainland were very hostile to this lunatic Cheng Yu, so no one was willing to disclose any information, but Cheng Yu still insisted on leading people to hunt him down.

Three years later, Cheng Yu, who kept saying "why? Didn't come back, why? Didn't come back" finally gave up. His spirit couldn't bear it and finally began to have strong hallucinations. From the beginning, Cheng Yu was completely addicted to it , can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality.Fu Xuzhou also woke up at that time and began to help treat Cheng Yu.

Taking advantage of Cheng Yu's poor state, the Holy City and Tianshou City finally began to gather strength to build and develop. In a half-mad and half-conscious state, Cheng Yu felt that those people must have hidden the enemy and wanted to attack the two cities, but at that time he His health is very bad, and the power of Time City is not complete, and he almost had an accident after being unable to attack for a long time.

It was at that time that Jiang Yue played a role. He seemed to have always wanted to take revenge on the people in Wolong Base, so he betrayed the Holy City at a critical moment and assisted the controlled Time City army, including the people from the Black Wolf Base back then. Restore the situation of the war.

Just when everyone thought that the battle would continue and make the people miserable, Cheng Yu suddenly seemed to be persuaded and calmed down. The three cities had a truce and recuperated, but because he was scared by Cheng Yu , No one in the two cities dared to use the Awakening Potion anymore, and they also declared that there was absolutely no one hiding on the wanted list.Cheng Yu is allowed to send people into the city to look for it, and that kind of situation will definitely not be found.

But everyone knows that they are secretly hiding people, and Cheng Yu is also secretly looking for people, just to maintain the surface peace, until now...

After Shi Qin listened, his eyes straightened. Eight years were just a few simple passages between Wang Yan and Fu Xuzhou, allowing Shi Qin to understand what Cheng Yu had done in these years, but he couldn't feel how he was doing day and night. How did you spend it.

Unable to sleep, only seeing hallucinations, being impacted by heaven and the system, accepting Shiqin's real situation, I don't know when he will come back, maybe never.

How cruel is all this to Cheng Yu?

Every time I recall Cheng Yu's situation at that time from someone else's point of view, it is a kind of lingering towards Shi Qin.

Wang Yan took out a handkerchief to Shi Qin, and Shi Qin realized that tears were streaming down his face, so he wiped it quickly, got up and left.

Both Wang Yan and Fu Xuzhou knew what he was going to do.

"By the way, do you still want to go when you come back this time?" Wang Yan finally asked.

Shi Qin paused, turned around and smiled, waved his hands and rushed out.

He hadn't made a decision before because he had reservations about this decision in his heart. He couldn't make a choice about the future. After all, there were two worlds. He was afraid that he had to choose one of the two. To see if he and Cheng Yu can really be together, but Cheng Yu keeps keeping a distance.

But now he has figured it out, no matter what Cheng Yu thinks, he knows that it is enough for Cheng Yu to have him in his heart, so that he can hold Cheng Yu's hand tightly, no matter what kind of future he encounters, he can bravely move forward Walk.

Shi Qin: [System, I have confirmed the two rewards that I promised me earlier. 】

The author has something to say: The two rewards of the system are the plots changed in Chapter 133.It was originally placed at the back, but seeing so many readers worried, I changed it to the front.

Don't worry, the future will be the best of both worlds, trust me