The Actress is My Favorite

Chapter 67

The problem with the one shot just now was not a big deal. After doing it again, Hua Zinan’s request was immediately met.

The next few scenes are the second big turning point of the film, which requires the actors to have a strong emotional explosive power. So after shooting this scene, Hua Zinan let them rest for a while, and adjusted their state to the peak before continuing the next shooting.

“start!”

Ke Yu sighed, gently took Shu Jinyu’s hand, and the two walked back to the farm together. That night, Shu Jinyu did not go back to school, but stayed in the farm overnight.

The night was getting deeper and deeper, but Shu Jinyu couldn’t fall asleep. Ke Yu propped himself up from time to time, comforting her softly.

Shu Jinyu looked at the ceiling blankly, and said to himself: “Sister Ke, I told many people that you are a very good person, but they didn’t believe it…Why? Because I am young? Because I am a foreigner. People? Because I…”

“No.” Ke Yu pointed his finger between Shu Jinyu’s lips, and said softly, “It’s not your problem, it’s their problem.”

It was also Ke Yu’s problem.

Shu Jinyu blinked, two lines of clear tears slid down his cheeks.

Ke Yu sighed silently, and kissed the tears on Shu Jinyu’s face with soft lips.

“Jinyu, do you know? People in the village have always said that I am a witch and that I killed my husband.” Ke Yu’s voice was calm and soft, but there was a trace of just right sadness in his eyes.

“But in fact… my husband suffered from a serious heart disease. On the day I married into the mountain, he accidentally drank too much alcohol and died suddenly in the pigsty. The doctor said that he died of a heart attack. But no one in the village believed it. Even if the facts were presented to them, they would not believe it.”

The implication of Ke Yu’s words is that it was not she who killed her husband, but the group of ignorant villagers who insisted on feeding Li Wan with alcohol—this is true, but Ke Yu did have ulterior motives when he said these words.

She wanted Shu Jinyu to pity her, wanted the kind-hearted Shu Jinyu to hate those villagers, wanted…to let Shu Jinyu stand by her side completely.

“Later, during the years I was alone in the mountains, I thought countless times that it would be great if my husband hadn’t been drinking and if he hadn’t died.” She said, kissing Shu Jinyu’s slender neck, “Of course, After I met you, I never had such thoughts again. From now on, I only love you alone. “

Shu Jinyu was originally innocent, but when he heard Ke Yu’s voice, his cheeks blushed unconsciously.

Ke Yu smiled softly, stroked her cheeks with his fingers, and continued: “Later… I lived here alone, and I was inevitably missed by the hooligans in the village. The three clowns were one of them. One night, he He even broke into my yard, if it wasn’t for the **** dog of my family to drive him away, I’m afraid I would have…”

Ke Yu paused, and his voice instantly became hoarse. This time she was lying, Ke Yu lowered her eyes, not letting Shu Jinyu notice the change in her expression.

Shu Jinyu hugged her immediately: “I, I…”

I was too panicked to speak.

Ke Yu calmed down for a while, and continued: “But after the third man left, he kept saying in the village that I was a witch who deceived people’s hearts and killed countless people. I killed my husband, and even said that I wanted to kill him. …Of course the people in the village believed it too.”

Shu Jinyu sat up abruptly: “No! They killed your husband—how could they do this!”

“That’s right…how can this be?” Ke Yurou hugged Shu Jinyu softly, “So Jinyu, they are such a group of people, they can’t be changed, you don’t have to care about their thoughts, as long as, as long as we are together, it will be fine .”

Ke Yu buried his head on Shu Jinyu’s shoulder, but there was a playful and cold smile on the corner of his lips.

She believed that before long, her innocent and kind little sparrow would completely belong to her, and no one would interfere with their feelings.

…

In the early morning of the next day, Shu Jinyu was about to go down the mountain to go to class. As soon as he walked into the small courtyard, he heard a sound coming from outside the courtyard.

Several wolfhounds barked immediately.

Shu Jinyu opened the door and saw several children standing outside.

“Gouzi, Xiaohua, why are you here?” These people were all students in Shu Jinyu’s class, so Shu Jinyu leaned over gently, wanting to touch their heads.

In Shu Jinyu’s view, the villagers did not understand her and Ke Yu, but the children she had taught for so long were different after all.

However, the children backed away in panic.

Children can’t hide their emotions. They almost write their disgust and fear on their faces. Shu Jinyu suddenly realized something, straightened up with a hurt expression, and took a half step back.

“Teacher Shu, Mom and Dad have already said that you, you really are with that witch! I will never see you again!”

“Teacher Shu came to teach us, does he want to eat us!”

“Demon girl, I, we are not afraid of you!” One of the children picked up a stone and threw it at Shu Jinyu.

The expression on Shu Jinyu’s face became completely astonished. She didn’t understand, although yesterday was fine, these children still smiled and said goodbye to her teacher when they got out of school in the afternoon, why today…is it like this? Just because of one or two words from their parents and elders? Then what is her dedication and teaching to them these days!

Seeing that the stone was about to fall on Shu Jinyu, a wolfhound in the yard pounced on it, bit the stone, and barked fiercely at the group of children. If Shu Jinyu hadn’t hugged it in time, the wolfdog would have already bit it.

Several children screamed a few times and fled in all directions.

Shu Jinyu looked at their backs with an indescribably sad smile on his face.

“What happened just now? Someone came?” Ke Yu hurried over from the farm after hearing the dog bark. There was no one outside the courtyard, only Shu Jinyu stood there with a panicked expression, even his back was lonely.

Ke Yu vaguely guessed what happened.

Obviously this was what she expected, but after seeing that lively and lively girl like a **** showing such a lonely and pitiful expression, she still felt a twinge of pain in her heart.

Ke Yu slowly approached Shu Jinyu from behind, hugged her gently, and rested his chin on her shoulder gently.

The two stood silently for a while.

Ke Yu suddenly felt that some warm liquid had landed on his hands. She raised her hand and gently touched Shu Jinyu’s face, her fingers were immediately stained with tears.

Ke Yu brought the wet finger to his lips, and licked it, it was extremely painful.

All of a sudden, the corners of Ke Yu’s eyes became moist.

“Shall we go back and sit for a while?” Ke Yu grabbed Shu Jinyu’s wrist and led her into the room.

Like a puppet with a broken string, Shu Jinyu followed behind her aimlessly.

The two sat on the bed again.

Ke Yu hugged Shu Jinyu into his arms vigorously, stroked her soft long hair constantly, opened and closed his lips, and finally hummed a lullaby hesitantly.

Under Ke Yu’s soft singing, Shu Jinyu finally couldn’t hide the deep sorrow in his heart, his shoulders shook more and more, and finally, he curled up in Ke Yu’s arms and wept loudly.

It took a while for Shu Jinyu to stop crying, and after Ke Yu gently wiped away the tears on her face, she said in a low voice: “Sister Ke, just now… the children from the school came to look for me. I, I don’t I see…why the grown-ups don’t believe what I say, and even they don’t believe…”

“Gouzi usually likes to pester me the most, asking me to tell him stories, and Xiaoyu, she just gave me fruit a few days ago…”

Children are the most naive and ignorant existence. When they have not established their own values, the children in these mountains are easily influenced by the people around them. When the villagers all said that Shu Jinyu was a good person, they thought she was a good person, but when the attitude of the villagers changed suddenly, although they didn’t understand why, they changed their attitude accordingly.

Their kindness and malice are extremely pure. When they are kind to Shu Jinyu, they are sincerely kind to her, wishing to give her all the good things. But when they hated Shu Jinyu, the situation was completely opposite.

Shu Jinyu didn’t understand this. So these children hurt her more than the villagers.

She felt that she was about to get lost in the ocean.

Melancholy flashed across Yun Feiwu’s eyes, and then disappeared instantly. She knew that the screenwriter arranged the characters and plots of the supporting characters in order to make more exaggerated satire, but she still felt uncomfortable and didn’t like it.

Yun Feiwu thought of her childhood, when, because of her family environment, she was often talked about by her classmates and neighbors. The kids at school were unwilling to make friends with her, because everyone thought she was the illegitimate daughter of a rich man and his mistress. But in fact, it was obvious that Li Yue was the mistress and Yunquan was the illegitimate child, but the gossip in the town was always aimed at Yun Feiwu.

At that time, the people in the town, especially the children, were hostile to Yun Feiwu, just like the students in “Track” were hostile to Shu Jinyu.

Yun Feiwu hated this kind of plot from the bottom of his heart, and wanted to get out of the drama quickly.

But she only played for a moment, and was pulled back.

Because Xia Shutong was still holding her.

Just as Yun Feiwu didn’t want Xia Shutong to recall some bad memories, Xia Shutong certainly didn’t want to see her immerse herself in the past and be affected by those irrelevant people.

Xia Shutong is Yun Feiwu’s light and also her life. With Xia Shutong around, Yun Feiwu doesn’t care about anything, especially… the past that has passed for many years and cannot be changed.

The moment of Yun Feiwu’s loss of consciousness was so short that even Hua Zinan outside the monitor didn’t notice it, and thought it was Yun Feiwu’s performance.

Xia Shutong noticed it, she stretched out her hand, gently held Yun Feiwu, and scratched in her palm.

Yun Feiwu suddenly felt that it was Xia Shutong who was holding her hand, not Ke Yu. But Yun Feiwu didn’t appear in the play, but became more immersed in the play.

Next, Ke Yu shook his head lightly: “Blame me. In their eyes, I have always been a devil who eats people and doesn’t spit out bones.”

“You, you are not…” Shu Jinyu immediately retorted, but his voice was weak.

“Stupid girl, but they think I am.” Ke Yu rubbed her head, “Let’s not care about other people’s opinions, shall we?”

“I still don’t understand…” Shu Jinyu’s voice was weak.

Ke Yu sighed.

The little girl’s world is too simple and innocent. That’s why it’s so easy to be deceived by her…

Ke Yu originally thought that he would be ecstatic in his heart—from now on, the little sparrow will be just like her, and her little sparrow will completely belong to her.

But looking at Shu Jinyu’s confused and painful expression, Ke Yu couldn’t help but have an idea in his heart:

Did I do something wrong? Shu Jinyu was not on the same side as her, so why would she drag the supposedly carefree little sparrow into the bottomless abyss for her own selfish desires?

Ke Yu felt shaken for the first time.

Coincidentally, that afternoon, Shu Jinyu received a letter from his family.

The family members wrote in the letter that they missed Shu Jinyu, and hoped that Shu Jinyu could go home and have a look. This time, no matter whether Shu Jinyu is willing to get married or not, they will support her idea. They are her family, so no matter what, they will stand by her unconditionally.

Every word in the letter is full of affection, and Shu Jinyu, who has only experienced the incident in the morning, firmly believes in it. On the contrary, Ke Yu could see the problem in the letter at a glance—the content of the letter was too emotional, and it seemed very unreal, as if Shu Jinyu’s family deliberately tried to trick her back.

The two sat together when they read the letter, their eyes were all focused on the paper, and neither of them noticed the other’s expression.

Shu Jinyu was full of smiles, as if the letter paper carried a ship of hope, which could take her and Ke Yu to a beautiful distance. And Ke Yu looked panicked, his eyes drifted away, and even his fingers were trembling slightly.

“Sister Ke!” Shu Jinyu said happily, “We, shall we leave this mountain and go to my house together? My grandpa, parents, and brother will definitely support us! As long as we leave, we will never have to suffer from others again.” Discussion and criticism…we…”

Little Sparrow’s eyes were full of brilliance, and he didn’t notice the panic in Ke Yu’s eyes at all.

Ke Yu hesitated for a moment, but finally did not express his speculation.

…

There is another scene that needs to be filmed overnight.

In order to achieve a satisfactory effect, Hua Zinan urged the two of them to go back to the room early to rest, take a good bath and sleep, and wait until it was dark before getting up to shoot.

After returning to the room, Xia Shutong held Yun Feiwu’s hand tightly, fingers intertwined. They didn’t separate their hands until they changed clothes. In the past two months, they seem to have been in this state, sticking together every time a play is played, and they are unwilling to separate for a moment.

Even taking a bath…Xia Shutong subconsciously held Yun Feiwu’s fingers, and said hoarsely, “Maomao, are you together?”

Thinking of the scene in the bathroom last time, Xia Shutong blushed slightly, but there was a trace of anticipation in his eyes.

Yun Feiwu’s eyes lit up instantly, obviously, she and Xia Shutong wanted to go together.

The two looked at each other, and there was a surge of desire in their eyes.

But in the end, Yun Feiwu lowered his head, his eyes drooped, and his eyelashes flickered slightly: “I still have to film at night, Ruan Ruan, you…”

She hesitated for a few seconds before uttering two words with difficulty: “Ren Ren.”

Xia Shutong was stunned for a few seconds, the spring tide on his face disappeared in an instant. Can an emotional wolf cub say such a thing?

endure?

On the contrary, Xia Shutong seemed very hungry.

Seeing that Yun Feiwu really had no intention of following the bathroom, Xia Shutong’s smile gradually became formulaic, and he blinked and closed the door directly.

Soon there was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom.

Xia Shutong also couldn’t explain why, now as long as Yun Feiwu left her for a while, she would feel very uncomfortable. She not only… wants to see Yun Feiwu all the time, but also wants to imprison her by her side forever, forever and ever.

And Xia Shutong could clearly feel that Yun Feiwu had the same thoughts as hers.

That’s why after she was rejected by Yun Feiwu just now, she felt wronged and empty in her heart, which was extremely uncomfortable.

What Xia Shutong didn’t know was that after the shower sounded, Yun Feiwu gently opened the door, walked out, closed the door gently, and then knocked on the door of Qian Lingling’s room next door.

Half an hour later, after Xia Shutong took a shower, as soon as she came out, she saw Yun Feiwu sitting on the ground obediently, looking up at her: “Ruan Ruan, are you done washing?”

Like a pitiful big dog.

“Yeah.” Xia Shutong nodded, and the gloom in her heart disappeared instantly, “Go and wash.”

Yun Feiwu tilted his head: “Ruan Ruan… wash it with me again?”

Xia Shutong: “?”

Why didn’t you say wash together?

Yun Feiwu took her finger, shook it, and acted like a baby: “I miss you.”

Xia Shutong has never been able to withstand Yun Feiwu’s offensive.

She made a hasty calculation. She took a bath for half an hour just now, and her mind was already full of clouds and fog. Afterwards, if Yun Feiwu washes for another half an hour, it will be hard enough…

So Xia Shutong no longer cared about why Yun Feiwu didn’t wash with her, and magnanimously pulled the wolf cub up from the ground, and went into the bathroom again.

The water mist is transpiring and misty.

…

When Xia Shutong was woken up by the alarm clock, she still couldn’t open her eyes.

The wolf cub really couldn’t believe it.

In the beginning, it was obviously Yun Feiwu who said solemnly that Xia Shutong could bear it, but in the end, she was the one who couldn’t help it when she entered the bathroom.

…Although Xia Shutong did not intend to refuse.

As a result, both of them were exhausted in the end, one had a sore hand and a sore back, and the other had weak legs.

However, after arriving on the set, the two quickly adjusted their status.

“Action!”

That night, Shu Jinyu was immersed in the joy of “going home together”, and fell asleep very early, sleeping very soundly. Instead, it was Ke Yu who quietly watched Shu Jinyu’s sleeping face all night long.

Ke Yu’s heart was full of struggles.

It was like countless poisonous thorns had pierced her heart. She was irritable and painful, but she had nowhere to say it.

Go home with Shu Jinyu? Ke Yu didn’t dare. She is not as naive as Ke Yu, she knows that the outside world is not much better than the mountains. Although the people in the mountains hated her, they were at least afraid of her, and she enjoyed this fear. But outside of the mountain, she will only be despised.

If Ke Yu went home with Shu Jinyu, what Shu Jinyu would suffer would most likely be the “betrayal” of his family. After Shu Jinyu was betrayed by the villagers, she was already heartbroken like this, so what if it was her family?

Can she take it?

Ke Yu couldn’t bear to watch Shu Jinyu be betrayed by everyone. Ke Yu knew that she liked Shu Jinyu, but she didn’t love Shu Jinyu. If Ke Yu loves Shu Jinyu enough, then she might still have the courage to take Shu Jinyu to bear all this together, and firmly protect Shu Jinyu behind her.

However, Ke Yu herself is an extremely vile person, she is selfish and cowardly, in front of Shu Jinyu, she only dares to use lies to decorate herself.

Ke Yu doesn’t love Shu Jinyu, and she doesn’t have the courage to accompany Shu Jinyu either.

But… Do you really want to let go like this?

Ke Yu’s fingers touched Shu Jinyu’s cheeks, but before they touched the skin, they retracted again. Ke Yu’s expression was terrified, and his blood-stained lips were slightly parted, trembling uncontrollably.

At five o’clock in the morning, Ke Yu tiptoed into a coat and walked to the yard, staring at the gradually whitening sky in a daze.

At six o’clock, she returned to the hall and found a pack of cigarettes.

Smoked one after another.

At seven o’clock, Shu Jinyu was about to wake up.

Ke Yu walked back into the room, sat down on the bed again, looked at the little girl’s eyebrows and eyes softly, and a slight smile appeared on her face.

She figured it out.

Or, she managed to convince herself—

Shu Jinyu should have lived a romantic life, instead of staying with her in a corner of the deep mountain.

Although… Shu Jinyu’s family obviously wanted to trick her into going back, but the family is always the family, and the blood relationship is unbroken. Ke Yu heard Shu Jinyu talk about her family, and knew that she came to teach in the deep mountains and old forests out of anger, and knew that she had always missed her family. Perhaps for Shu Jinyu, going home is the right track for her.

Shu Jinyu has been with Ke Yu in the mountains for more than half a year, and now it’s time to get back on track.

So, Ke Yu decided to let go.

After Shu Jinyu woke up from his sleep, the first thing he did was hug Ke Yu’s neck and asked excitedly, “Sister Ke, when are we going to leave?”

Ke Yu felt terribly hurt in his heart, but without changing his face, he said softly, “Jinyu, I can’t go back with you.”

Shu Jinyu was taken aback for a moment, full of astonishment: “Sister Ke, you…do you want me?”

“Silly girl, what are you thinking?” Ke Yu kissed her lightly on the corner of her lips, “We want to live together in the city, right? So, I need time to deal with the farm. After selling the farm, We can buy a house in the city and live in our own house together, can’t we?”

Ke Yu used three questions in a row.

If Shu Jinyu had been a little more careful, he would have noticed that this was a sign of lack of self-confidence—Ke Yu was lying and deceiving her.

But Shu Jinyu didn’t realize it, she believed in Ke Yu’s words.

In the end, it was Ke Yu who sent Shu Jinyu to the train station.

After Shu Jinyu boarded the car, the seat was divided into two parts. On one side was Shu Jinyu. The little girl couldn’t suppress her joy, her face was full of innocent and happy smiles, and her mind was full of happy visions for the future.

The aunt sitting next to Shu Jinyu saw her smile and couldn’t help asking: “Little girl, you are so happy, are you getting married?”

“Yeah!” Shu Jinyu nodded heavily, “She said she was going to buy me a house in the city.”

“That’s great…” Aunt sighed.

On the other side was Ke Yu, who looked at the farther and farther carriage in panic, with a blank expression on her face. When the train finally disappeared from her field of vision, Ke Yucai turned around mechanically, and strode out stiffly.

One step, two steps, three steps…

A young couple suddenly passed by her, chatting and laughing, their voices were cheerful, and their steps were light.

In an instant, Ke Yu fell to the ground as if he had lost all his strength.

But not a single tear flowed.