Chapter 92:
Sure enough, the facts were just as Qin Yichuan had guessed. Her father was worried that her mother didn’t like men anymore and then had **** with women, that’s why he did so many things, probably to enhance his charm and keep her by his side.
After pondering for a while, Qin Yiquan asked, “Dad, what do you mean by the messy things you said?”
After listening to her father, he turned his head to look at her, opened his mouth, and closed it again, with a serious look on his face.
as if meditating.
After a long time, my father slowly let out a long breath, rubbed his hands on his knees, and looked into the distance: “It’s not easy to tell you about this kind of thing. I will solve it.”
“Is it… about comrades or something?” Qin Yichuan asked after probing.
After hearing this sensitive word, Qin’s father immediately turned his head to look at her, and his serious expression was suddenly mixed with a hint of surprise.
“Huh?” Qin Yichuan tilted his head.
“You already know…” After my father finished speaking, the fingers that rubbed his knees couldn’t help but folded together, adding a little strength, “I’m not saying that homosexuality is rejected.”
It is undeniable that his mood was a bit complicated after secretly watching what his wife was looking at.
I didn’t fully understand it, I didn’t fully understand it, but I still vaguely felt that there were a lot of things above that were quite right. Homosexuality and heterosexuality are actually normal orientations, but it is just that one group of people has a small base and a large group of people.
However, he and his wife have been married for several years, and he does not want his wife’s sexual orientation to suddenly change. If she suddenly changes, doesn’t it mean that she is not interested in women but not men? And she was born a man, doesn’t that mean she won’t be interested in herself anymore?
Although he doesn’t know what kind of charm women have for women, but after seeing what many netizens say about lesbians, women are more careful, more romantic, more considerate and gentle than men. Therefore, he also wants to become more gentle and considerate than before.
At this time, Qin’s mother in the house brought the last dish to the table, and after setting up the tableware, she took off her apron and slapped it a few times, hung it aside, and then walked towards them.
“It’s just that I love your mother. I don’t want her to run with other women.” Qin’s father said in a soft voice, “so I’m justifiable to worry, right?”
At the moment when Qin’s father spoke, Qin’s mother, who was about to ask them to eat, stopped.
Love.
Qin’s mother laughed in a trance, her nose was inexplicably sore. Nasty, but really nice to hear.
But, running with other women? ! What the **** is this? !
Why did she run with other women? !
Which eye did he have to see her having **** with another woman? ! Also, why does he think that way? ! Who gave him that illusion? !
Is it…
After thinking for a second, Qin’s mother suddenly shook her head helplessly and funny. Could it be that he thought he had instilled those things in him recently because of a change in his sexuality?
“Dad…” At that moment, Qin Yichuan suddenly felt that his father was quite handsome.
“So, no matter what, I still have to fight for it. If there is no relationship between us for decades, then I can openly let her go and let her pursue those things. But now, I I can’t do it, and I don’t believe that she really has no feelings for me at all.” After saying this, Qin’s father sighed.
“What nonsense are you talking about!” At this moment, Qin’s mother’s voice suddenly drifted from behind.
With this sentence, Qin’s father, who was so frightened, immediately put away his emotions and turned his head to look at her. That little appearance looked like a bad boy who did something wrong.
“You heard it all?” Qin’s father asked for a moment.
“Yeah. I have good hearing, so it’s not like you don’t know.” Qin’s mother gave him an angry look.
Qin’s father was still stunned, feeling that he had no idea what his wife was thinking.
Then he asked again, “Then what did you hear?”
“I just want to know, what the **** are you thinking about? You’ve peeked at me a lot. Come on, let’s talk frankly and honestly. I’d like to know what your understanding is.” He was kind. Hilarious. Qin’s mother took a few steps forward and finally asked next to her husband.
“I… No. What about peeking at your stuff? If I want to see it, I’ll look at it blatantly. ” Qin’s father trembled a little when he spoke.
“Then why do you think I like women? I just want to tell you that homosexuality is the same as heterosexuality. There is no need to look at this group with prejudice. I hope you can understand it. However, I don’t like women. ” Qin Seeing his terrified look, his mother immediately took back her desire to play pranks.
“Then why did you tell me that…” Qin’s father was stunned for a while after hearing it, and finally he couldn’t help but ask.
Then, why did she let him know? Why do you have to let him understand? It’s none of his business what others do, and he’s not a lace edge.
However, before the words were finished, as if he realized something, Qin’s father turned his head to look at Qin Yipian, and then inexplicably appeared in his mind Yan Beiqi’s appearance.
Speaking of which, why did the child run to his daughter in the middle of the night that night?
Speaking of which, why did his wife take Qin Yipun to fortune-telling and then take Yan Beiqi to fortune-telling the next day?
Why is she so concerned about Yan Beiqi’s feelings?
“Is Bei Qi okay recently?” After thinking of that, Qin’s father suddenly turned to ask Qin Yipian.
After Qin Yiquan heard this, he couldn’t help being stupid for a while: “She… is fine.”
“Yeah.” After listening, Dad Qin didn’t speak, just nodded, and then went straight to the dining table.
He didn’t know what he was thinking about, he just felt that his mind was messed up.
So, does it mean that it is not your wife who likes women, but your daughter? So, the wife said, I hope he can understand?
Thinking of this, Qin’s father clenched his hands unknowingly.
Qin Yipin squeezed sweat in his hand. When talking about this kind of issue, he suddenly mentioned Yan Beiqi. Could it be that what did he think of? Do you know that the relationship between you and Yan Beiqi is more than just friends?
A little apprehensive.
After taking a seat at the table, Qin Yipun picked up a spoon and gave his parents and himself a bowl of soup.
After picking up the bowl of soup in his hand and taking a sip, Qin Yipuan looked up at his father from time to time.
The father, who has always had a serious appearance, now looks extra serious, as if he is facing employees in the company.
Such a father is really not used to it.
For a long time, when one third of the meal was eaten, Qin’s father suddenly asked Qin Yipuan: “Yipuan, do you still have no boy you like?”
Qin Yipin nodded.
Qin’s father didn’t continue to say anything more, he just added vegetables and rice.
A few minutes later, Qin’s father suddenly asked again, “Yipan, why haven’t you been in a relationship? What kind of man do you like?”
“I…”
“No more Guo Degang.” When Qin Yichuan was about to speak, Qin’s father suddenly interrupted.
Because every time she asked her what kind of boy she liked in the past, she would either describe it as perfunctory, or it would make people feel weird. After all, her daughter said she liked a series of bald men represented by Guo Degang.
Although he is a little bald, Qin’s father still hopes that his daughter can find one with thick hair.
“Actually I…” Qin Yipun stared at the plate of fried broccoli in front of him. After hesitating for a long time, he looked up at his father: “Dad, do you want me to be happy?”
After his daughter’s question, Qin’s father felt that the truth was a few points closer to his guess.
He felt that he could almost guess what his daughter would say next. Qin’s mother also turned her head to look at him.
“As a father, of course I want you to be happy. Every parent wants their daughter to be happy.” Qin’s father replied.
Inside, there still seems to be a very subtle feeling. Even if he knew that homosexuality was normal, he still couldn’t accept it completely.
“Then, Dad, do you believe that I can choose a path to happiness myself?” Qin Yichuan asked again.
After listening to it, Qin’s father put down the tableware and was speechless for a long time.
At this time, his wife glanced at him and said, “Everyone’s path is different. I think it’s the most comfortable to take the most convenient path in front of me.”
Qin’s father turned to look at her, as if waiting for her to continue.
In fact, the wife did continue to speak.
“The word happiness, I always think it is a very delicate thing. Because it is linked to people’s feelings. But in fact, everyone’s feelings about happiness are different. Some people may feel the greatest happiness. There is a lot of money to be squandered. Some people feel that the greatest happiness is good health, while others feel that the greatest happiness is that they must walk with the help of their loved ones. At this time, even if they are in the same boat in the sea of misery The heart is also sweet.” After Qin’s mother finished speaking, she took a piece of green vegetable and put it in her mouth.
Qin Yipun has always been very grateful to God for giving her such a mother.
She loves reading books and looking for meaningful fillers for her life. She has never stopped learning and thinking in her life. Therefore, when looking at many things, even if she can’t understand it at first, she is still able to jump out of the box of inherent thinking faster than most people and look at a problem objectively.
After listening to his wife’s words, Qin’s father thought for a while, and said, “But… I will ask you directly. What do you think is your happiness?”
Qin fiddled with the rice grains with the tip of his chopsticks. After hearing his father’s question, he thought for a long time, and then looked at him fixedly: “Yan Beiqi.”
After listening to it, Qin’s father didn’t say any more, just continued to bow his head to eat.
He didn’t speak again until he put down his chopsticks.
For a while, the atmosphere became a little weird. Qin Yipuan couldn’t help but get nervous.
When I just heard him say that he does not reject homosexuality, I still feel that there is drama, but now, I suddenly feel a little worried.
Until the evening, when they said good night and went to bed, my father didn’t mention that.
Occasionally, when I need her help with something, I will ask her to pick it up.
Lying on the bed, Qin Yipuan tossed and turned and felt a little sleepy.
So Qin Yipuan started to swipe Weibo out of boredom. Inadvertently, I wandered into the Weibo homepage of a pair of Jiquan Internet celebrities. I saw that the pair of Internet celebrities posted a lot of photos of their recent travel photos, and the two hugged each other and laughed wantonly. After seeing it, Qin Yipuan liked it.
Suddenly I found that there were too few photos of myself and Yan Beiqi. Looking through the album, there are only a few.
Too few, how can I sit in a rocking chair and watch slowly when I get old? Just need to create more memories.
If you can get to that time.
the next day.
When Yan Beiqi woke up, it was slightly bright outside.
At the window, the light from outside quietly pierced the curtains that were lightly closed behind the glass, and smudged the room.
Since the beginning of the year, her sleep has increased. And those weird, suffocating nightmares are gradually diminishing, and I can usually sleep soundly.
Before you know it, many things seem to have changed.
In the past, she slept very little. Even when someone warned her that staying up late is easy to die suddenly, she still had the idea of hoping that this kind of thing would happen to her.
But now she doesn’t want to die suddenly. She also wanted to accompany Qin Yipun to see more things.
After stopping the drug for a long time, she recovered fairly well. The things that were tormenting her, before she knew it, were leaving her one after another.
In the past, her life was basically dominated by endless work.
There are no other feelings, and almost all energy is devoted to it. Can’t stop, don’t dare to stop.
Because, once she stopped, she couldn’t find the meaning of her existence in this world. She needs to get moving and find evidence at work that she is alive.
Once she stopped, her brain would tell her that this world is boring and everything is meaningless.
Then, the world in front of you will start to shatter like a glass ball falling to the ground.
Now, however, she rarely has such negative thoughts.
It can’t be said that there are no, in fact, occasionally there are some weird ideas that come up.
But now, unlike before, she has learned to suppress those thoughts. After all, she has Qin Yi poured, and she is responsible for each other’s lives. She didn’t want to be a deserter, she just wanted to be a soldier and defend the country where Qin Yipun lived to the death.
After waking up, Yan Beiqi saw the message from Qin Yipu.
“I came out to my dad,” she said.
“Then what?” Yan Beiqi asked immediately.
“He hasn’t made a statement yet.” Qin Yipun came over with several sighing expressions.
“Do you need me to talk to him?” Yan Beiqi asked while looking at his work schedule.
“It’s okay, don’t worry too much. I think it’s interesting, because his attitude is not very tough.” Qin Yipun replied.
Yan Beiqi breathed a sigh of relief after reading it.
At this time, Qin Yipuan sent several pictures in succession. The picture is a photo of two girls taken in various places.
“They are a couple. This is a photo of their trip. It’s beautiful, right? From now on, with you in my life and me in your life, we will definitely live more beautifully than them.” Qin Yichuan then sent another sentence like this.
After reading it, Yan Beiqi smiled slightly. Suddenly, I remembered what Qin Yichuan said when he was in the hospital.
Qin Yiquan said that in summer, he will take her out for a walk, and travel along the paths she has traveled.
I want to rub myself into her life, and I hope that in the years to come, I can be filled with bits and pieces that belong to them.
“That’s natural. I’ll take you all over the world. As long as you don’t let go, I won’t let go. Unless I die.” Yan Beiqi replied.
Qin Yichuan couldn’t see the word “death”, so he hurriedly replied: “Don’t talk nonsense!”
“What I said is the truth from the heart.” Yan Beiqi paused, sent it, and then added, “Don’t worry, I won’t do stupid things. I’ll walk behind you.”
“Ah?” Qin Yipuan didn’t return to his senses for a while.
“Because, if I go first, you will be too lonely alone. So, I have to live long enough. Only then can I never let you be alone.” With a breath, he looked at Qin Yipuan’s head and smiled.
How much does she love Qin Yipuan?
The first thing I do every day when I open my eyes is to see if she has sent messages to find her, whether she has posted any Moments, or any Weibo.
No matter what she is doing, no matter how busy she is, as long as she receives Qin Yipian’s information, she will read it and reply in time. Every minute and every second in life is too precious, and if you can’t grasp it, you can only make full use of it. Use it to think of her and love her.
What Yan Beiqi said, Qin Yichuan had seen similar words elsewhere. Originally, when I watched it as a bystander, I didn’t feel anything.
But now, from what Yan Beiqi said, her nose was inexplicably sour.
“Okay. I’m going to wash the brush, and then continue to attack my father!” Qin Yipin pinched his nose, sat down beside the bed with his mobile phone, and smirked.
After chatting with Qin Yipian, Yan Beiqi looked at the photos he had taken while walking alone for a while.
At that time, I was just following Qin Yipian’s footsteps alone to see those scenery. Those pictures were taken by friends.
Suddenly I want to know how Qin Yipour and himself appear in those photos. They must look more beautiful than the net picture Qin Yipun found.
However, Mr. Qin pays great attention to whether he looks good in the photos, so he can’t just ask someone to help take pictures. What if the random person who pulls in is better than you?
After thinking about it, Yan Beiqi turned on his phone and searched for photographers on Weibo.
There are tons and tons of photography big Vs popping up on the search page. After I clicked in and looked around, I didn’t feel very satisfied. Although Yan Beiqi’s own skills are so poor that he vomits blood, his aesthetics are still online.
Finally, Yan Beiqi entered a Weibo account called “Photographer-Ning”.
As soon as he entered, Yan Beiqi saw Ning Fa’s latest Weibo.
The text reads: “I’m glad to have you.”
In the picture is a woman, wearing a **** yellow suspender dress, with curly hair like water ripples falling on her back, and the expression between her eyebrows reveals a faint coldness. Gorgeous yet cool.
It felt pretty good.
There are many comments below.
Some shouted: “I really want to have a girlfriend who can take pictures!”
Another part is about kicking over the dog food.
Then, some people posted pictures of themselves being taken by the object in the comments. After Yan Beiqi saw those photos, he felt as if he had seen himself. The amount of help.
After that, Yan Beiqi continued to scroll down to look at other pictures she took.
Ning’s pictures are very good, and there are various styles. Crucially, each photo has her own basic style—clean, but not cookie-cutter at the same time.
I also took some wedding photos, and they all look creative and not old-fashioned at all. In fact, sometimes she is not as difficult and critical as Huamei said, but she hates old-fashioned things and hates it from the bottom of her heart.
But this Ning is really not bad. In the future, if he and Qin Yichuan can get married, he will find her too.
This day, when Qin’s mother woke up, she looked at the flowers in the room and shook her head helplessly, but there was a smile on the corner of her lips.
Because my husband bought too much these days, some of the petals started to turn black and wither.
Although she said that she didn’t like her husband giving flowers and that he was stupid, in fact, when she saw these flowers, her heart was still warm.
It is very rare for people of this age to be able to fiddle with these things.
Most of the old couples will not have any idea of creating small surprises and romance for each other after the years have worn down their passion, and they will let the days pass by calmly.
Reaching out and twisting the petals, Qin’s mother began to search the Internet for the method of making dried flowers. She wanted to preserve these little surprises from her husband, not let them wither.
“What are you looking at?” After washing up, Dad Qin walked to the bed and sat down, then stretched out his head to look at the phone in her hand.
“Look at how to make dried flowers. You bought so many, you can’t watch them rot.” Qin’s mother stared at the mobile phone page and said without looking up.
“I thought you didn’t like it…”
“Do you like it or not, don’t you have any points in your heart? You don’t know until I tell you?” Qin’s mother stared at the phone and continued to speak in a light tone.
So, Qin’s father stretched and smiled, like a child. It’s just that his face is a little swollen, covering up his handsomeness, leaving only stupidity.
“Look, this is the happiness I got because of my persistence.” At this time, Qin’s mother said another word.
Qin’s father put down his stretched hands, rubbed his neck, and glanced at her.
“If I had kicked you because my parents looked down on you and listened to their words, then I wouldn’t have a daughter as cute as you, and I wouldn’t have a cute and silly girl like you. The husband who gave flowers.” Qin’s mother continued.
Qin’s father rubbed his neck again after listening, and didn’t say much.
“My daughter is very similar to me in some ways. I think you should also trust our vision. That child is a good person.” Qin’s mother put the phone aside, and then looked at the gift from her husband. those flowers.
After listening to Qin’s father, he sighed: “I just think…”
“What do you think?” Qin’s mother asked.
Qin’s father scratched his head and said nothing.
“Forget it. Don’t forget to take medicine with your face. I’m going to make breakfast. ” After Mama Qin finished speaking, she turned the door handle, opened the door and walked out.
Father Qin looked at the door that was closed again, and still sat there sullenly, his brows almost twisted into twists.
After Qin Yipun finished washing up, he sat down with them for breakfast.
At first, it was basically her mother who was talking, Qin Yipun and her father were both ummmmmm.
Later, Qin’s mother went back to the room after breakfast, leaving her and her father at the dining table.
It seemed that the two of them were even more embarrassed.
“Dad. Pass me the bowl and I’ll wash it.” Seeing his father put down the bowl and chopsticks, Qin Yipun extended his hand to him.
“Oh.” Qin’s father nodded, and then handed the bowl and chopsticks to Qin Yipun obediently.
After that, Qin Yipun walked to the kitchen with the cutlery, ready to wash the dishes.
However, just as she turned on the faucet, her father appeared behind her.
“Let’s take a shower together.” Qin’s father thought for a while and said.
“No, it’s rare for me to come back once, so I can’t let me show filial piety to you?” Qin Yichuan smiled. Although she was still worried.
After listening, Dad Qin nodded, but still stood beside her and watched her move.
“Yipuan, have you ever been scolded by me since you were a child?” Qin’s father struggled for a long time and asked.
“No…” Qin Yichan was stunned, and hurriedly turned to look at her.
“Then, have I hit you?” Qin’s father asked again.
Qin Yichuan shook his head again.
“That’s right, I also remember that it’s your mother who beats you often.” When Qin’s father said this, the expression on his face suddenly became very aggrieved.
“Dad, why did you suddenly ask me this…” After Qin Yi drained the plate, he couldn’t help turning his head to look at her.
“I just can’t figure it out. One night has passed, and I still can’t figure it out!” At this time, Qin’s father looked even more excited.
“Ah?” Qin Yipian suddenly shivered.
Those two thick eyebrows looked terrible.
“Do I look scarier than your mother?!” Qin’s father suddenly asked angrily.
“Ah?” Qin Yipun was stunned for a while, then quickly shook his head.
“Then I can’t figure it out even more!” Qin’s father squeezed his hands behind his back.
Qin Yichuan couldn’t help swallowing.
“Why do you choose to tell her about such an important matter first, but keep it from me? Will I eat people? No, I will only be jealous!” Qin’s father stretched out his hand, holding a bottle of old vinegar on the running water table. The countertop tapped lightly, expressing his anger and dissatisfaction at the moment.