Chapter 177
Chapter 181: You Are Wrong, I Refuse To Be Right, You Are Ignorant And I Am Ignorant (34)
The chess room was well-lit, and the sunlight cast bright shards of gold through the wooden windows. The leaves of the potted plants by the window also refracted bright highlights, and the branches fluttered slightly with the breeze floating in the air.
It was supposed to be warm, but the air in the room was almost condensed. It was as if there was an invisible haze hovering around for a long time.
Huo Yige took those cases and reports and never spoke.
He pursed his thin lips, his bloodless face even began to turn blue, bloodshot eyes appeared in his eyes, and his pale and slender hands pinched the papers, forming deep and unsightly folds from the not-so-thin paper.
It was only at this time that Chao Ci discovered that there was a deep ravine between Huo Yige’s brows, which looked particularly attractive. Obviously, the ravine between the eyebrows is caused by frowning all the year round, but this is the first time Chao Ci has seen it.
He didn’t speak, and Chao Ci waited patiently for him, anyway, it was still an hour away at this time.
No one in the room broke the silence for a while.
After a long time, maybe more than ten minutes, or more, the time in silence is always pulled.
Huo Yige put down the case in his hand, took off his glasses, and raised his eyes to meet Shang Chaoci’s gaze.
His eyes were so scary that when he looked at him, Chao Ci’s heart skipped a beat.
He used to think that Huo Yige wearing glasses was a gentle scum and pretending to be aggressive, but now when he took off his glasses and looked at him like this, he realized that the glasses gave him softness to a large extent, rather than the sharp edge at this time. Sharp and crazy.
“You want me to let go?”
He spoke in a low voice, hoarse with some kind of cold and crazy color.
Chao Ci didn’t expect that the first sentence he said was actually like this.
That’s what he came here for, even if he hated Huo Yige to the core, Huo Yige’s various actions have been hurting him, but he could see that Huo Yige loved him.
So he wanted to tell him that it was Huo Yige who forced him to commit suicide and drove him crazy.
Everyone is qualified to be jealous, but Huo Yige is not qualified. Because he is a deserving lunatic.
Before that, everything was going in the direction he expected.
But it seems to be out of control now.
Even so, Huo Yige had no intention of letting go.
“Then you want to force me to death again?” Chao Ci looked at him with an equally cold expression.
The pain on Huo Yige’s face flashed, and his lips turned white. But he was quickly suppressed by him, and the madness was buried in his eyes.
“I do not know…”
Yes, even if he didn’t show it, he was indeed in pain as Chaoci imagined.
The man he loved, with understated banter and buried malice, told him that he nearly killed him, twice.
How could he not be in pain, not feel guilty, and for a moment, regret almost made his heart stop.
But let him let go? Let him hand over the remarks to others?
He couldn’t do it.
He can’t even show his timidity now, there’s no time for remorse. When Chao Ci came with such jokes and malice, he showed his cowardice, and all his rights would be eroded by this conscientious boy, and he would never have anything to do with him from now on.
“I won’t hurt you again, but I can’t let go.” Huo Yige said.
“You’re hurting me if you don’t let go, Huo Yige, you know, you’re a lunatic, you’re pushing me to a desperate situation all the time!” Chao Ci said.
Huo Yige opened his mouth and almost lost his voice for a while.
Pain, regret, and struggle.
“Don’t target Zhao Yi and Tan Lie again, or I’ll jump off the Huo’s building now – Huo Yige, I dare.”
Chao Ci looked at him fixedly.
Stubborn, bored and threatening.
He didn’t know what Huo Yige’s plans were at this time, so he could only directly state his goals and requirements.
“…Okay.” Huo Yige said.
Of course, he also knew that this was a threat from the court speech, a threat achieved by taking advantage of his guilt and remorse.
His original intention to suppress Zhao Yi and Tan Lie was, on the one hand, for revenge, and on the other hand, with the intention of crushing them. Without the Zhao family, it would be easy for him to move the Chao family. Where can Chao Ci go then? Just go back to him.
But now he can’t do that anymore.
For the first time, he hated himself.
He hadn’t found out at all before…
He should have found it. But with the arrogance of an elder, he didn’t see at all that this seemingly sunny and cheerful child was on the verge of desperation.
“But I can’t let go.” Huo Yige said.
His eyes were tightly locked on Chao Ci, like a falcon.
“I’ll take you to heal me when I’m sick, and I can give you anything you want.”
He, Huo Yige, lived for more than 30 years, but he fell into a mess on a kid who was more than ten years younger than him.
“I don’t want anything.” Chao Ci’s face was full of boredom and fatigue, “As long as you leave, my life will be half better, you know?”
“Impossible.” Huo Yige didn’t even think about rejecting it outright, but re-emphasized, “I can’t let go.”
“Then you are forcing me to die!”
“I won’t, I won’t force you again.”
“Is this a question for you?” Chao Ci stood up directly, and the suppressed emotions couldn’t help but burst out, “Huo Yige, as long as you get close to me, I feel disgusted, not only you, but also me. I’m so disgusting!”
He was even a little hysterical.
But Huo Yige was always calm, no matter how his heart surged, at least on the surface.
He fixedly looked at Chao Ci: “I won’t force you, and I won’t let go.”
“If you are really dead,” Huo Yige’s calm eyes like a deep pool finally showed a little wave, “then I will be with you.”
Chao Ci couldn’t help but let out a scream.
He was really going to be driven crazy by Huo Yige.
How can he get rid of this man? !
“Go away! Go away!”
Huo Yige also stood up and took a step forward subconsciously.
He wanted to hug Chao Ci.
But in the end, he stopped and stood still.
In fact, no matter what, the purpose of Chao Ci’s visit today has been achieved.
He originally wanted to make Huo Yige stop suppressing Zhao and Shuhua.
In this matter, he successfully achieved his goal. But at this time he couldn’t be happy.
Maybe it’s because he finally found out that he really provokes a lunatic who can’t get rid of it no matter what.
That feeling of powerlessness and the disgust that sticks in the throat.
“Huo Yige, if I fall in love with anyone, I can’t fall in love with you.”
As he said, he turned and left.
He didn’t want to stay here any longer, watching the figures and faces in the nightmare keep appearing before his eyes.
Huo Yige quietly looked at Chao Ci’s figure who strode away without looking back.
As soon as he went out, the bodyguards who were waiting for him at the door also left with him. The group of people was as mighty as when they came, but the leader had a bit more unavoidable gesture.
It wasn’t until Chao Ci’s figure disappeared from sight that Huo Yige sat down on the seat as if he was drained of all his strength in an instant.
It is impossible for him not to be heartbroken and not to regret.
Just as Zhao Yi first learned of Chao Ci’s suicide, there seemed to be a vat full of blood and a lifeless youth in front of him.
He actually pushed Chao Ci to this point.
And he didn’t know anything, and relying on this ignorance, he was forced to get better again into a desperate situation again.