To Me, Who Doesn’t Love You

A flustered Juno grabbed the door handle and dashed out, shouting after Suhan. But without even turning back, Suhan headed straight toward the building. Whether Juno had only stepped on the brake for a moment rather than shifting gears, the car began to inch forward as soon as one of his feet touched the ground.“Hey!”Juno hurriedly jumped back into the car, shifted into park, and got out again, but by then, Suhan had already entered the building and shut the door behind him.“That bastard… Damn it.”Juno cursed under his breath, shaking his head in confusion. Meanwhile, Suhan, who had entered the lobby, bumped into Yeonseo, who had rushed out to the entrance, his face as pale as if he’d seen a ghost. Suhan almost laughed at Yeonseo’s expression. Anyone would think I’d been hit by a car. Dropping any unnecessary jokes, Suhan shrugged and reassured him.“Don’t worry. Nothing happened.”As Suhan smiled and patted Yeonseo’s back, Yeonseo buried himself into Suhan’s chest like a child seeking comfort. His size, too big to fit so easily into someone’s arms, was endearing, like a large dog scared of something tiny, like a mouse.“I heard loud voices outside…”“Yeah, Juno was saying something, but it’s nothing worth worrying about.”“Did you fight?”Though Suhan spoke casually, Yeonseo, alarmed by his words, pushed him back by the shoulders and asked, eyes wide with shock like a startled rabbit. Watching Yeonseo’s surprised expression made Suhan want to laugh again, but he bit his lip to suppress it.“It wasn’t a fight. He just said something a bit cryptic.”Should I tell Yeonseo about it or not? Suhan pondered for a moment. Why had he, in the past, disliked Yeonseo so much? Was it simply because he had to marry the son of a family that had served his own like a subordinate since childhood, as if it were a trade for promotion? That would be understandable, considering the pride and temperament of the man people described as Suhan. But what if it was something else—something Yeonseo had done wrong and was still hiding from him? What if it wasn’t just a misunderstanding, but something so grave that it could overturn their entire relationship?“You two couldn’t possibly…”Juno’s words were clear in their intent: to drive a wedge between Suhan and Yeonseo. He had implied that their relationship wasn’t really mended, but rather, they were pretending that things had improved, just as he had mentioned over dinner.‘Then why did he backtrack?’If Juno was worried about Yeonseo or the chairman overhearing, there was no need to retract his words. After all, it had just been the two of them in the garage. If Juno wasn’t somehow negatively involved, there was no reason for him to act so suspiciously. The way he reacted when Suhan mentioned driving safely had also been a clear sign of unease. While it wasn’t enough to conclude that Juno had caused Suhan’s accident, it certainly suggested he knew that Suhan’s long absence was due to it.‘I never told the company the accident was the reason…’If neither the chairman nor his wife had informed Juno, then Juno—who had been overseas for a long time—shouldn’t have known about the accident at all. There were many things to verify. Suhan decided, for now, to hold off on telling Yeonseo about everything, and instead, he smiled.“But it’s really nothing. It was just like what we heard at Chef Lim’s restaurant the other day. Something about getting shot in the head, acting out of character, you know, the usual.”Yeonseo flinched at Suhan’s casual remark, but before he could react, the chairman’s voice called from behind them.“Is Suhan back?”Suhan lightly patted Yeonseo’s shoulder and answered with a smile.“Yes, I just got back from seeing him off.”He removed his shoes, changed into indoor slippers, and walked into the living room. Looking out the large windows, he confirmed that Juno’s car was no longer visible. It seemed Juno realized it would look odd to come back and start questioning him again after exchanging casual farewells. Or perhaps Juno was hiding something he didn’t want Yeonseo or the chairman to know. Either way, it was unsettling.“Come sit here. We’ve set out some fruit. Eating well will help you recover faster.”At times like these, Suhan found his in-laws to be quite caring. While they usually treated Yeonseo like an afterthought and catered to Suhan as though he were more of a prized guest, it was still clear that their true concern was for Yeonseo. Despite Suhan being their esteemed son-in-law who helped lead the family business, there was no doubt that blood ties ran deeper.“Thank you.”The Suhan of the past may have reacted differently, but the current Suhan wasn’t bothered at all. He picked up a piece of fruit with a toothpick and popped it into his mouth without hesitation.“That’s right, Suhan loves mangoes. I should’ve bought some.”His mother-in-law made the belated realization and lamented not having mangoes on hand, but Suhan smiled and waved it off.“It’s fine. This is delicious.”Even though Suhan answered with a calm smile, the chairman and his wife seemed a bit uneasy, taking turns to offer more reassurances.“Yeonseo, when you head home later, stop by the department store and pick up some good, ripe mangoes. Not the small ones, the big, well-ripened ones.”“No need for that. I really appreciate the thought, though.”Suhan, sensing that they might even hand him money to go buy the fruit himself, quickly turned down the offer with an awkward smile. But then he noticed their expectant gazes.‘What now…’After a brief moment of blank staring, Suhan realized what they were hoping for. They’d mentioned it once before coming over, but it seemed they genuinely wanted him and Yeonseo to stay the night.‘Hmm…’Considering it took three hours to get here, Yeonseo would have to drive six hours round-trip in one day, so staying overnight might not be a bad idea. There wasn’t any urgent reason to refuse, unless they needed to keep up appearances of tension between them. Still, staying too long might increase the chances of accidentally revealing that Suhan had lost his memory. When Suhan glanced at Yeonseo, he followed the script they’d rehearsed at home.“I’ll check on the progress of a project tonight and see if we can stay. If something urgent comes up, we might have to skip dinner and head back.”Luckily, his in-laws, who often prioritized work over family, didn’t seem to think he was making excuses. They nodded in understanding.“Just don’t overwork yourself. You need to take care of your health too.”Luckily, they seemed to accept it without any trouble. As they continued chatting about small things—what’s in season lately, what good imported goods were available—Suhan’s eyes drifted back to the firmly closed door beyond the living room. He had wanted to open it earlier just to take a quick look at what was inside, but he’d been interrupted. If he missed this chance, he couldn’t guarantee when he’d get another opportunity. It would be better to ease his uneasiness now, at least a little.“By the way, I noticed the house has changed a lot. Mind if I take a look around?”Taking advantage of a brief lull in the conversation, Suhan brought it up. The chairman replied as if there was no reason to say no.“Of course, go ahead. Where should we start? Do you want to see Yeonseo’s room? We just renovated it with new windows, and it looks really nice. We also replaced the mattress since the old one was too worn out.”The chairman eagerly led the way, leaving Suhan and Yeonseo no choice but to stand up and follow.“Wow, it’s definitely spotless. You’d never think this was an old house.”The furniture showed some signs of aging, but maybe because the house had been furnished with antique pieces from the beginning, it didn’t look shabby or outdated. Rather, it had a stately charm. It seemed a bit mismatched for a room meant for a child, though.After looking through Yeonseo’s old room, the study, and even the reception room—spaces that most homes couldn’t afford to dedicate to individual rooms—they passed by the master bedroom. The chairman, smiling, made a playful remark.“When you two have kids, why not come down here and stay for a while? The sea is right out front, and it’s a great place for children to play. The yard’s nice and spacious too.”“Why are you saying such silly things?” his wife chided.“Oh, did I say something I shouldn’t have?”Suhan let the subtle hint about grandchildren slide with a laugh, but he couldn’t help enjoying the sight of Yeonseo’s ears turning bright red.“After everything you’ve done to me, you’re embarrassed about that?” Suhan bit his tongue to hold back the words that almost slipped out. He smirked to himself and turned away. The conversation soon shifted from the master bedroom to the well-tended garden visible through the windows, and Suhan was beginning to wonder if he’d ever get a chance to check that room.“Oh, Yeonseo, there’s something outside I planted for you to see…”As laughter filled the air with inside jokes, Suhan discreetly took a step back.“I’m just going to the bathroom for a moment.”“Huh? Ah, sure. We’ll be outside in the garden.”But Suhan had already decided where he was going.“…”Wasn’t this the guest room? He had probably never even used this room, so why did it bother him so much, like a protruding nail that needed fixing? He had to figure it out to relieve the unease. Before entering, he instinctively knocked on the door. Naturally, there was no response. It would have been frightening if there had been. Unlike the other family-used rooms, this one was mostly empty. When he grabbed the doorknob and turned it, a cold draft rushed out.“Ugh.”The wind stirred up a lot of dust, causing Suhan to frown as he slowly surveyed the room. It was simpler than the other rooms: an old, large bed, a tall lamp, a desk for light paperwork, and a vanity without drawers. Everything else was either thrown out due to age or was never there to begin with, but Suhan couldn’t be sure.‘The sheets seem to be new here too.’Suhan approached the vanity near the window and absentmindedly ran his fingers over its surface, noticing something odd. A ring-shaped stain, as if a wet object had been placed there for a long time. The furniture was so old and dull that the mark wasn’t noticeable unless touched. Had a flowerpot been there? When Suhan moved to switch on the light to see more clearly, the bulb flickered annoyingly.In the end, Suhan gave up on the light and used his phone’s flashlight to inspect the furniture and floor.“Huh…?”Moments later, the flashlight revealed something shiny between the floorboards under the vanity. When he bent down, he noticed marks on the floor, as if something ceramic or glass had been dropped and shattered.As he leaned closer to the floor, a powerful sense of déjà vu hit him, like stretched film snapping back. Images flashed in his mind. A lamp tipping over, its light flickering. Suhan grabbed his head, confused by these sudden memories.“Ugh!”The half-open window, the rose-patterned wooden furniture. Though the sheets and curtains had changed, it was unmistakably the same room. His vision blurred, and a wave of nausea hit. The flickering lights, the sound of electrical sparks, and the crash of something glass shattering on the wooden floor were vivid in his mind. Drops of dark red liquid splattered across the floor. This isn’t real. Suhan desperately tried to convince himself, squeezing his eyes shut.The real room was utterly still. The heavy curtains swayed faintly from a draft seeping through the window. The ceiling light had been switched off, and the standing lamp worked fine.Suhan returned to the floor, shining his flashlight on the glimmering fragments wedged in the floorboards. They were likely remnants of something that had shattered long ago but couldn’t be vacuumed up. Unlike the scene that flashed in his mind, there wasn’t a single drop of blood on the clean floor.When he closed his eyes again, he saw a pristine vase of fresh flowers falling and shattering on the dented wooden floor. Someone screamed. Someone cursed. “I’ll kill you, you bastard!” Violent shouts, crashing furniture, and a cacophony of destruction filled the air.The scene shifted to himself, stumbling out of the front door. He ran toward the garage, climbed into a car, and clutched the steering wheel with trembling hands. He was panting, his right hand covered in blood, leaving dark smudges on the wheel.When was this? Was this just before the accident? Suhan’s head throbbed with pain as he remembered the car from the memory used a key ignition, not a button. So, it wasn’t recent. The car in his accident was brand new.Then, when was this memory from? He had to remember. Think, remember… But the more he tried, the worse his headache became. Clutching his head, Suhan collapsed onto the floor. He had fought with someone in this room. But who? The person was a blur in his mind, like a movie character obscured by special effects. He couldn’t remember their height, gender, or even why they fought. I have to remember, please…!Suddenly, there was a metallic clink as the door opened, and Suhan lost consciousness.* * *When Suhan opened his eyes again, he was staring at a ceiling with patterned tiles. On one side, there was a window overlooking a parking lot at night, and on the other, a small storage unit. Suhan looked down at the bed he was lying in and quickly realized he was in a hospital room.As he blinked, trying to gather his thoughts, Yeonseo, who had been sitting beside him, sprang up in surprise.“Are you awake? You suddenly collapsed in the guest room…”Yeonseo reached out to help Suhan sit up, but he instinctively swatted Yeonseo’s hand away. Shocked by his reaction, Yeonseo flinched, eyes wide with concern. Suhan, equally surprised by his own reflex, quickly tried to calm him.“Sorry. I must’ve done it without thinking.”Though Suhan immediately apologized, Yeonseo’s hand hesitated in mid-air, no longer able to approach him. Without hesitation, Suhan grabbed Yeonseo’s hand. It was cold and trembling. After a brief pause, Suhan asked,“I’m not sick or anything, right?”Judging by the IV mark on his arm, they had run some tests while he was out. Yeonseo, relieved, pulled Suhan into a tight embrace and nodded.“They said it was just exhaustion…”“Well, that’s a relief.”As Suhan gently stroked Yeonseo’s back, memories from his dream returned. In the dream, he had dozed off on the guest room bed. It was daytime, and soft sunlight filtered through the curtains. He wore a sleep mask to block the light. Then, someone opened the door, and a foul smell wafted in.“Damn, what the…?”Before Suhan could even react, someone grabbed him with a strong grip, turning his body forcefully. Suhan, who had been resting in outdoor clothes rather than pajamas, was suddenly overpowered, with pheromones being released onto him. Whoever it was seemed to assume that, like most omegas, Suhan would easily succumb to a pheromone shower. However, Suhan’s resistance was far stronger than expected. Even with his eyes covered, he instinctively remembered the location of the standing lamp and swung it toward his assailant. The cord was violently ripped from the socket, causing sparks to fly from the bulb and wiring.Suhan immediately tried to tear off his blindfold, but the intruder charged at him again, forcing him into a struggle. Amid the ensuing commotion, Suhan’s right hand clenched around the shards of a broken vase.He quickly opened his palm and inspected between his fingers. There were faint scars on his ring and middle fingers, as well as the base of his thumb, as if they had been grazed by something sharp and rough. The sensation of a sharp piece digging into his soft flesh was so vivid, it felt as if it had just happened. If someone had been stabbed, it was likely in the chest, abdomen, or thigh.Fearing the worst, Suhan frantically stripped off Yeonseo’s shirt. While there were minor burn marks, just as Suhan remembered, there were no signs of any stab wounds or cuts.Without a word, Suhan then unbuckled and pulled down Yeonseo’s pants with force, revealing smooth, unmarked skin that seemed far too pale and flawless for a man approaching thirty. Beneath the skin, Yeonseo’s half-erect member lay prominently.“Um, Suhan… here… this is…”Only then did Suhan, overwhelmed by relief, come face-to-face with Yeonseo, who was now stripped bare, his face flushed bright red in confusion. What the hell… It took all of Suhan’s willpower not to curse out loud.No, this wasn’t supposed to happen. Watching Yeonseo, his face flushed red and his clothes disheveled in confusion, it was hard for Suhan to hold back. Suhan brushed his palm across Yeonseo’s smooth, toned abs, his gaze shamelessly lingering on the growing bulge. Feeling the intensity of Suhan’s stare, Yeonseo turned his head and mumbled.“Um, someone might come to check on me later…”Probably not anytime soon, though. Suhan confirmed the familiar logo on the bedding and straddled Yeonseo’s thigh. As Suhan lightly shifted his weight onto Yeonseo’s thigh, the increasingly swelling member strained against his underwear, beginning to dampen.“It’ll only take a moment. If we finish quickly, it’ll be fine.”Though Suhan wasn’t sure if it would actually go that smoothly. The actions he was about to take didn’t quite align with the unpleasant dreams he had earlier, but unlike the discomfort he felt in the dream, the growing excitement now brought a strange sense of calm. He wanted to erase all those bad sensations with this overwhelming heat.Suhan moved slowly, pressing his palm to the floor as he rocked his hips. The friction from the hard length trapped beneath his pants rubbed against Yeonseo. Yeonseo bit his lower lip at the frustrating sensation, the rough friction teasing him.The sight of Yeonseo holding back, unable to move despite being able to take what he wanted at any moment, was unbearably cute. How does he manage to make everything so damn tempting? Suhan swallowed his vulgar thoughts and took Yeonseo’s trembling hand, guiding it toward his chest. The coldness of Yeonseo’s fingertips, likely from Suhan swatting his hand away earlier, was almost enough to make Suhan want to kiss them. But he resisted.“I’m not taking off my clothes, so no one will know, okay?”As Yeonseo’s fingers brushed against the slight bump under Suhan’s shirt, a jolt shot through Suhan’s lower body. His eyes caught on the faint bite mark left on Yeonseo’s lips from earlier. With a gaze that mixed desire and affection, Suhan knew there was no escaping this moment. Yeonseo, as if resigned to the situation, began to trace Suhan’s body over the thin fabric. His cold fingertips had barely touched Suhan when his body immediately responded, the small nub stiffening beneath his touch.“Ah…”As Suhan continued to move his hips, the stimulation to his chest drew soft moans from him. Below his waistband, his member had swelled so much that it was impossible to hide. Yeonseo, glancing at him with half-lidded eyes, carefully unbuckled Suhan’s pants, pulling down the front just enough to reveal Suhan’s straining erection. With a firm grip, Yeonseo wrapped his palm around the shaft, spreading the moisture that had gathered at the tip.As Yeonseo’s delicate hand moved along the heated flesh, Suhan’s hips tensed. His back arched, highlighting the curve from his lower back up to his waist.“Not there…”Even though Yeonseo’s thumb was rubbing against the slippery slit, making Suhan’s member twitch, there was somewhere else he wanted to be touched. Lifting his hips as if to guide Yeonseo, Suhan allowed him to pull down his waistband a little more.“Just a little.”Following Suhan’s instructions, Yeonseo lowered the pants just enough to expose the cleft of his rear. The underwear, now bunched just below his buttocks, clung tightly to his thighs. Stifling a laugh, Suhan crawled on his knees over Yeonseo’s lower abdomen. Between his legs, a slick wetness had already started to trail down from his perineum. The soft, sensitive muscles within his firm buttocks twitched in anticipation.As Suhan lowered his hips, the rounded head of Yeonseo’s member pressed against his exposed folds. The pressure at the tight entrance made Suhan shiver in anticipation. Meanwhile, one of Yeonseo’s hands snuck under Suhan’s shirt, tracing from his navel up to his ribs, kneading the smooth planes of his chest. Suhan inhaled sharply and let out a short laugh.“Tell me the doctor’s coming soon.”Yeonseo, caught in Suhan’s playful command, could only comply. Though it felt strange, if Suhan liked it, Yeonseo couldn’t help but like it too. The unfamiliar words slipped from between his clenched teeth.“The doctor’s coming… soon…”Suhan’s lips curled into a smile as he reached behind to check the wetness between his legs. It wasn’t fully loosened yet, so it would probably hurt a bit to take Yeonseo inside, but it wasn’t like he hadn’t done it before. Suhan, his thoughts slightly unfocused, pressed down on the head of Yeonseo’s member and spoke.“Yeah, so we should hurry, right? Ah… hnn…”As the thick head slowly slipped into his narrow opening, Yeonseo’s face instantly twisted in reaction. Suhan found it oddly satisfying, seeing Yeonseo’s usually delicate and expressionless face contort under such primal sensations. The pristine canvas, so carefully maintained, was now being marked by Suhan’s every move.“You can’t knot me… not here.”Yeonseo nodded faintly in acknowledgment of Suhan’s warning. His obedience, like that of a loyal puppy, only served to fan the flames of Suhan’s growing desire. The space between them had shrunk to less than a hand’s width, but the slow, deliberate pace of Yeonseo’s entry made the tension unbearable.Despite Suhan’s earlier preparation, his entrance was still tight. The friction was nearly painful, but the slick lubrication trickling out helped Yeonseo’s erection inch deeper. The sensation of his insides being stretched to the limit, as Yeonseo’s thick length pressed against his internal walls, was vivid throughout Suhan’s entire body.“Ah…”When more than half of Yeonseo’s length was inside, the tip pressed against a certain spot within Suhan. The sudden stimulation nearly caused Suhan to collapse, his arms losing strength. He barely managed to grip the sheets to support himself, while Yeonseo’s hand, which had been playing with Suhan’s chest, shifted to his lower back to steady him. Before Suhan could even fully process Yeonseo’s touch, he felt the other man hold him in place, pushing their bodies flush together.“Ah…!”When Yeonseo finally buried himself to the hilt, Suhan arched his back, trembling as a wave of pleasure overtook him. In response, Yeonseo gripped Suhan’s erection tightly, preventing him from spilling. Suhan, caught off guard by the sudden pressure, twisted his body in surprise, but Yeonseo whispered softly.“You can’t… stain your clothes…”Though he wasn’t wrong, how had he even figured that out? Taking advantage of Suhan’s momentary shock, Yeonseo lightly thrust his hips, aiming for the sensitive spot inside. The sound of their slick bodies meeting, coupled with the lewd squelch of their fluids, echoed in the air.“Ah… ngh…”With his length held firmly by Yeonseo’s hand, the sensation was far more intense than when he was merely being stroked. Yeonseo’s relentless thrusts from below, combined with his tight grip on Suhan’s erection, left Suhan barely able to think. The earlier composure he’d shown was long gone, and Yeonseo wasn’t giving him any chance to regain it as his hips continued to buck aggressively.Though Yeonseo was thrusting fiercely, his movements were still somewhat clumsy, the rhythm slightly off as if he was still getting used to it. Suhan’s thighs trembled with each jolt of Yeonseo’s hips.“Ah… huh… ngh…!”Even though it was already hard enough to handle, with Suhan forcefully pushing it in, he couldn’t keep his body in control. As Suhan instinctively tried to shrink his legs and pull his body back, Yeonseo tightly restrained him with one arm. Stuck in a position where he couldn’t move backward or closer, Suhan struggled to clear his mind.“Ugh… you like it when it goes in so deep, don’t you?”Immediately after the whispered, hushed words tickled his ear, Suhan lost all composure to the sensation of being forcefully pressed inside by Yeonseo’s firm touch.“Wait a second, Yeonseo. I…”“What is it?”Yeonseo, with his eyes half-closed, asked in a dazed voice while kissing Suhan’s cheek. Suhan bit his lip tightly, lowering his voice to plead.“It’s… it’s so cold, so, hand, ah, ah… hand…”With no strength left to hold himself up from the floor, Suhan collapsed on top of Yeonseo, his shame covered by his muffled words, which were trampled by an absurd response.“…No, hold on.”Both were equally overwhelmed with excitement. Yeonseo wrapped his arms tightly around Suhan’s waist, holding on as he pressed his lips against Suhan’s mouth. Instead of spreading his legs wide and accepting Suhan like usual, Yeonseo leaned back, supporting himself on his knees, tightening his lower body. The inside felt much narrower than usual, making Suhan feel as though the earlier excuse of it being the “first time,” which he hadn’t believed, might actually be true. As Yeonseo entwined his tongue with Suhan’s and sucked deeply into his mouth, Suhan had to forcibly swallow the breath caught in his throat.“Mm, uhm… ugh…”Wet sounds echoed as the dripping fluid splattered with each thrust, but no one paid attention. Suhan, in particular, didn’t have the capacity to care. Each time he tried to catch his breath, Yeonseo’s tight inner walls pressed deeply, pushing against the sensitive entrance, making Suhan instinctively shake his head. His mouth was blocked while the lower part of him was being ravaged at will. Whether Yeonseo’s insides had lowered slightly or Suhan’s length had grown, he couldn’t tell, but his body was being tightly gripped by the walls, creating a cacophony of wet skin slapping against skin, mixed with suppressed moans.“Ah, Yeonseo, please… I….”Suhan was desperate now, beyond caring about anything else. His body had been pushed to its limits, as if ready to climax the moment he let go, but Yeonseo’s hand remained firmly wrapped around the base of his shaft. Instead of releasing him, Yeonseo pressed his thumb over the tip, gripping just beneath with the rest of his fingers, stroking the engorged veins and ridges teasingly. Whenever Suhan sought comfort by burying his face into Yeonseo’s chest, Yeonseo would thrust harder, intensifying the sensation. Their kisses, desperate and full of emotion, made it seem like Yeonseo was begging for affection, but his lower body moved mercilessly.“Just a little more… please…”Yeonseo’s breathy, waterlogged voice wasn’t unpleasant, but the words coming from his beautiful tone were frustrating. Why was he being so stubborn? Suhan shook his head, clinging to Yeonseo. And in that moment, when Yeonseo’s length was almost withdrawn, barely resting at the entrance, he suddenly thrust sharply, piercing deeply into Suhan’s tender flesh.“Aah, ugh…!”The wave of overwhelming pleasure hit Suhan, leaving him breathless as he convulsed under the sensation, unable to resist the intense bliss. Yeonseo’s inner walls gripped tightly around his length, molding to its shape, squeezing in desperate desire for release. The tightening walls squeezed Suhan’s shaft as Yeonseo’s own release shot deep inside, filling him with thick, milky fluid. Suhan felt the tremors from Yeonseo’s quivering abdomen through his own trembling thighs. The sensation of being filled from the inside overwhelmed Suhan, causing him to collapse under the weight of it all.“Hah… ha…”Milky liquid trickled down the folds, pooling at the connection between them. Yeonseo, still gripping Suhan’s shaft tightly with one hand, used the other to grip his inner thigh, slowly guiding Suhan to lie back. As Suhan’s hips lifted, the fluid that had been slowly leaking out shifted back inside.“You can’t let it… spill…”Yeonseo muttered in a trance, gently pulling out. A mix of foamy liquid bubbled from the tightly closed opening. Yeonseo watched for a moment, staring at the swollen, soft entrance he had just filled. Then, lifting Suhan’s legs onto his shoulders, he leaned down toward the base of Suhan’s shaft, finally releasing the pressure from his thumb.“Ah…!”At last, Suhan’s pent-up release slowly dribbled from the tip. Before it could spill down the length, Yeonseo’s tongue darted out, catching it just in time.“Wait, what…!”Suhan, caught off guard, tried to stop him, but before he could finish, Yeonseo had already taken the tip into his small mouth, eagerly sucking up the remaining liquid like it was something sweet. His throat bobbed as he swallowed, long lashes fluttering as he gazed up at Suhan. As Yeonseo finally pulled away, a long string of silver saliva trailed from his lips, breaking apart as he smiled sweetly at Suhan.“What are you…?”Suhan, too shocked to protest, could only gape in silence. Yeonseo, with a playful smile, rested his cheek against Suhan’s inner thigh. He ran his hand down Suhan’s length, milking the last of his release, cleaning up the mess with tender licks. By the time he finished, the only evidence of their time together was the warmth inside Suhan, still filled with Yeonseo’s release.“…You’re doing things I never even asked for.”Suhan let out a breathless laugh, more from disbelief than displeasure. Yeonseo, sensing the mood, glanced up nervously.“…But you like it, don’t you?”“When did you get so bold?”Suhan teased, but Yeonseo didn’t answer. Instead, he took Suhan’s slightly softened shaft back into his mouth, resuming without hesitation.“Is Mr. Suhan’s guardian inside?”With a knock on the door, someone who appeared to be a hospital staff member called out to Yeonseo. Even though he had just been doing something he hadn’t been asked to do quite skillfully, it seemed Yeonseo had completely forgotten they were in a hospital room in the heat of the moment. Startled, he tried to get up quickly, nearly falling off the bed, but Suhan caught Yeonseo’s arm in time to stop him from tumbling.‘Did you roll off the bed like this in the bedroom too…?’Rather than finding it pathetic, Suhan thought it was irresistibly cute. He gave a quick kiss to Yeonseo’s frozen face and took control of the situation.“Just a moment! We’ll be ready soon, but things aren’t quite sorted yet. Could you come back a little later?”Unless there was some emergency, no one would forcibly enter the room when someone was answering from inside. Suhan responded in a calm voice, and the person outside replied brightly.“Oh, of course! I’ll come back in a little while.”Suhan laughed as he fixed Yeonseo’s hair, who now looked more like a flustered hamster that had lost its hiding place than the dominant alpha he had been just moments ago.“Let’s finish this at home, okay? At home.”One round wasn’t nearly enough to quench the desire. With a satisfied expression, Suhan gave Yeonseo another quick kiss before helping him get dressed properly, fixing the clothes he had disheveled earlier.* * *A little while later, in the car on the way home, Suhan endured an uncomfortable sensation throughout the drive.I should’ve taken a quick stop in the bathroom to clean up before leaving. Even though he might have a kinky side, doing something like that in a shared, public space like a hospital room wasn’t something he was entirely comfortable with.It probably wouldn’t have been an issue if he had just cleaned up, but to scoop out the deep-seated liquid, he would need to insert his fingers all the way inside and not just stop there but prod around. Could he really stop at just that? Suhan imagined himself asking to be touched in the stall and decided not to overestimate his self-control.As a result, he had to endure the long ride with his lower body tightly clenched. It was such a foolish decision.“……”Seeing Suhan’s discomfort—something reminiscent of the time before he had lost his memory—Yeonseo anxiously shifted his hands on the steering wheel, unsure of what to do.“…Next time I try to pull something like this, stop me.”Suhan, now pale-faced, said, and Yeonseo quickly nodded in agreement. But honestly, how could you stop me? If I told you to, you’d probably pull down your pants and get hard even in the middle of the street… Suhan shook his head in disbelief as they finally walked from the parking lot to their home. Along the way, Yeonseo repeatedly suggested that he could carry Suhan, which Suhan refused each time.Finally, the moment the front door clicked shut, Suhan’s strength gave out, and he collapsed to his knees. Yeonseo caught him with one arm. Having managed to maintain his composure as a responsible adult until they got home, Suhan smiled weakly and asked Yeonseo,“I don’t have time to shower… Want to do it with our clothes on?”Yeonseo, equally lacking the capacity to refuse, quickly lowered his pants. His thick shaft pressed urgently inside, and wetness spilled from Suhan, filling the space between them.