Xiu Erdai's daily essays
Chapter 058
0203_guilt
Me: "Where does the anger that belongs to me come from?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "This is the point. = The anger of the other [-] people is like beads, but yours is a thread that strings all the anger together. From this perspective, it is easier for you to understand why I don't want to use dead people to reduce the number of rounds. Because those people who died before meeting you, their beads, you can't string them directly, I have to post-process and stick them on. This post-processing will cause obvious It’s unnatural. Your line is the most important. Every time I have to find the right line to start the game, that’s why the haunted time is not necessarily the reason. Maybe there are suitable lines for two hundred years in a row, maybe a thousand years apart There is no suitable line. It depends on fate."
Me: "You still haven't explained where my mood swings are."
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Guilty. You feel guilty for those who see you, whose emotions fluctuate violently, get hurt, or even die. This feeling is like a string of beads. Once you don't feel guilty for someone among them, then he The angry beads will not be on the line, and I have to glue them manually again. Those beads that are glued on later can only be used as decorations, and they are inferior products in the construction of my new body. Defects in the body. Fortunately, I don't pursue perfection. Of course, if possible, I still hope that the defects will be as few as possible."
Me: "Is the order in which I appear to people really random?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Most of the time, but if I find someone who dies too easily, I will let that person join the queue. Most of the people who died shortly after meeting you were in the queue. Unfortunately, My estimate is not very accurate, because with Wanxin's difficulty, most of the deaths are caused by internal conflicts or accidents among you ten thousand people, and have little to do with the secret realm itself, so there are still about [-] people before I have time to arrange to jump in line and they will die. Died suddenly. In addition, the first person is not completely random, in order to reduce the difficulty, I limited the random range to your fellow disciples."
The Ice Sculpture Ghost answered every question, and it was very detailed, which made me feel a little guilty for constantly questioning him...
Feeling guilty, is it wrong to be soft-hearted?Because I would feel guilty, I chose me as a ghost, and let people who are easy to die meet me first, so that their deaths seem to be related to me?It is better to melt this ice sculpture.
0204_last day
Nothing happened on the last day before leaving Wanxin, except that the missing person appeared in front of everyone.
"It's still not complete." Yun Xiazong, as one of the well-organized teams, was able to comment leisurely.A whispered, insider comment, of course.
The Ice Sculpture Ghost explained to me: "If there are still corpses, I can bring them here, but only the soul is left, and the soul is still incomplete and dissipating, so it is difficult to move. Anyway, even if those are moved, You will also see their corresponding soul lamps go out immediately."
Me: "What you want is anger, which is a special state of spiritual power. Fundamentally speaking, it is the power exposed by the soul. Why do you use the body to define life and death?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "The power of a soul with a body is different from the power of a soul without a body."
Me: "Really?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "The body is not just a container or a shelter for the soul. The spiritual power is released after it circulates in the body, and it is sent directly by the soul. These are two different things. Why is the Nascent Soul so important in infancy? Why should the meridians be carefully warmed and not damaged? I need anger to build my body, and of course I need the vitality from a living body. Light soul, my soul strength is already too strong. Enough is enough, there is no need to add more."
Oh, that's how it is. "What do you want to do when you get out?" I asked.
The ice sculpture ghost was surprised: "Go out? No, I don't plan to go out now."
Me: "Is it because the body hasn't been constructed yet?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Of course not. The construction method is very simple, as long as the materials are complete, it can be completed in an instant. When the small ice sculpture is formed, you can see that I am already wearing a body. It's just that a stranger comes out suddenly Scaring you guys, so I took it off for now."
Me: "Then what do you mean by not going out?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "I don't want to go out. I like Wanxin's environment very much. I like to stay here alone."
Me: "...Then why do you spend so much effort building your body?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "To be able to go out. However, 'can' does not mean I 'like' to go out. I just don't like being forced not to go out."
...OK, I think I can understand.Not loving to leave the house and being imprisoned are two different things.Active otaku and passive otaku are two different things.The key is to look at the mood.
"Beauty, don't you feel cold holding the ice sculpture with bare hands all the time? Use a cloth pad?" Shi Bolin leaned over to make him close.
I glanced at the magic weapon to keep warm and reminded: "I am Bing Lingen." You should not worry if I hold a ball of fire with my bare hands.
Shi Bolin: "But this is not ordinary ice. You can see that it doesn't melt after you hold it for so long, the facial features are still so clear, and the creases on the clothes are not blurred."
I reminded again: "I am an ice spirit root." Not to mention that this ice sculpture is actually a spiritual weapon, even if it is really ordinary ice, as long as I want to, I will hold it all the time and it will not melt.
"But..." Shi Bolin wanted to continue his efforts, but the senior sister next to him got annoyed first, "Calm down a bit, didn't you see that the second son doesn't want to talk to you? You really have to be cruel to upset a beauty."
Shi Bolin was very able to listen to opinions, and immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, beauty, I just feel sorry for you, and I definitely don't want to bother you." After speaking, he immediately shut up and looked at me helplessly.
The outspoken senior sister also stared at me intently, and said to the sister beside her: "When you look at a beauty, you should look at it quietly. The buzzing is the most unpleasant."
Do you feel comfortable?Would you like melon seed juice?With a cold face, I focused on observing the monks of other sects——I have observed enough fellow disciples of the Yunxia Sect, so save yourself today.
0205_Report
After leaving Wanxin, the casual cultivators were the first to disband, and the other sects counted their own disciples. After confirming that there was nothing that had to be dealt with immediately with other sects during the secret realm, they bid farewell to the other sects and set off to return Zong.
During the two months that ten thousand of us have been in Wanxinli, the elders of the same clan who brought us here will certainly not wait here all the time. Generally, there will be a lot of people stationed here only in the first seven days and the last seven days, and most of the rest of the time will be here. They all returned to the clan, leaving only one or two people here just in case.
——Sudden changes in the secret realm, such as spitting out the people inside or causing time-space distortion and disasters to the surroundings, etc., have almost never happened to Wanxin, but there are countless secret realms that have happened, so people still have to keep an eye on them.
The big brother is busy with his affairs, he returned to the sect the next day after sending us to Wanxin, and he didn't come back until yesterday.
After we came out, Xili immediately walked to the elder brother and reported: "300 people are all here. There is no irreversible damage."
Eldest brother nodded: "Is Kunlun damaged?"
Bian Xili: "Yes. I don't know the specifics, disappeared for no reason, and died for no reason. This kind of thing happened not only to Kunlun this time, but Junior Brother Pei Lin was also one of the people who disappeared, but fortunately he was also one of the people who came back safely. And it was the one with the most complete beard when he came back. I don’t know if this is man-made, but Kunlun didn’t trouble anyone, and other sects with missing disciples have attacked, but there is no evidence.”
Senior Brother looked at me, and I replied, "I'm not considered missing. Although I'm trapped, I've been in touch with Senior Brother Bian intermittently."
"Our missing disciples were in contact intermittently at the beginning, but gradually the disconnection took longer and longer, and finally we couldn't get in touch at all. Until the corpse suddenly appeared." Mi Sanxi, the team leader of the Peeping Heaven Gate, came over and sighed. .
The elder brother nodded to Mi Sanxi: "Let's talk privately later."
Mi Sanxi: "What are you talking about privately? This time, in the Seventh National Congress, we were the only ones who lost their disciples at the Gate of Peeping Heaven, and we will be punished again when we go back. I don't know if I said that Kunlun also lost people, and I will be less said a few words."
Big brother: "So it's a private chat, so I won't come to your door to add hatred to you. After all, the comparison is too tragic. And I suggest you not to mention Kunlun, no matter whether Kunlun is good or bad, it will eventually evolve into 'Look at others' Kunlun ...also...' This kind of sentence pattern."
Mi Sanxi: "Get lost. I came here to tell you that you have been a bit unlucky recently, and you need to find a lucky star to cover you. This fellow Daoist Pei Lin is not bad. Who is Elder Pei's third son? Fellow Daoist Jiang, for your safety , go and beg to hug Mr. Pei's thigh. Otherwise, don't say I didn't remind you if you fall on the ground. "
Hey, I heard, I am honored to be called Fuxing, but do you look for Fuxing because of his face?The Shi Bolin next to me is the real lucky star, are you reading it wrong?No wonder it is said that the Gate of Peeping Heaven is declining more and more.
0206_bad luck
The status of each sect is always changing, and the changes in the top ten are relatively infrequent. After all, once the stage of transformation into gods and the stage of Mahayana exist, it will be at least hundreds of thousands of things. This period of time is enough to train the next generation to succeed. People form a virtuous circle.
For the top ten sects, the one that can shake the foundation the most is the catastrophe that occurs once every ten thousand years on average. "Ten thousand years" is just an average, and it is an average with very few samples. Maybe 5000 years after a catastrophe is the second time, maybe 5000 years before the next one.
Although it is difficult to estimate the time, there are still some signs before the catastrophe, but the transition time from the sign to the disaster is too short, and the so-called signs are too destructive and cannot act as a buffer .
In addition to the lack of preparedness for the first catastrophe, one of the things monks did most during the sign period of the two catastrophes later was to hand over their precious items to the great power who might survive in order to pass them on.
——It is impossible to leave the planet to avoid disasters during the catastrophe. Even if the people and objects or even a few words of information left the planet before the catastrophe, all of them will be sent back to the planet when the catastrophe occurs to accept the test of planetary survival.
The trouble is, there are only a few Da Neng, and most of them have sects behind them. It is quite difficult for them to preserve the resources of their own sect, and they can no longer take care of other monks.Therefore, most monks can only place the things they value most in the most defensive places they can find.Most of the time, these defenses are not enough to survive the catastrophe, so nothing will be left in the end.
On the other hand, the resources preserved by Almighty may not be in good condition.It is not uncommon to die in a great disaster during the Mahayana period, let alone Huashen Yuanying.So in fact, no matter who saves the resource, it may be destroyed.It depends on luck. Of course, if the luck is the same, the higher the cultivation level, the easier it is to survive.Therefore, the accumulation of the top sects is getting deeper and deeper, and their status is becoming more and more unshakable. The seven first-rate sects can pass on without success and stand firm, while the second-rate sects can only continue to be destroyed and built.
Among the top ten sects, there are also those who are particularly unlucky, such as the Sky Gate.
Before the beginning of the Cultivation Calendar and the first catastrophe, there were also three top schools, but there was no Gate of Rebirth among them, and it was replaced by the Gate of Peeping Heaven. This is a school that focuses on divination. In short, it is full of magic sticks.
Glancing at the Heaven Gate divination revealed the occurrence of a catastrophe, but at that time the monks did not understand how terrible the disaster was. Although they also did resource conservation work, they were still optimistic in their hearts, thinking that Nascent Soul and above would definitely be able to A large number survived, and the divination said that even the Mahayana period was damaged, it must be a Mahayana period with particularly bad luck, because the divination clearly stated that it was only a natural disaster, how powerful could it be?Not planet destruction.After the catastrophe is over, all the small sects will be destroyed, and all the resources will be concentrated in the hands of the big sects. The greedy ones think this is not bad.
The Skywatching Sect who obtained the divination result is the most important and the most rigorously prepared, but unfortunately, the Mahayana family who fell in the first catastrophe accounted for three places, and the trauma is not enough to describe this decline. transport.A large number of resources were destroyed because of this. Those materials are okay to say. The key is inheritance. Any loss of Mahayana period means that its intensive research expertise can no longer be taught to subsequent disciples, and its previous disciples are limited. For nature has not learned all.
Afterwards, Gu Tianmen recited words again and again, and the words were recited frantically. Let alone the Mahayana period, there is only one in the whole sect of the Huashen period, hanging and hanging at the end of the seven first-class sects. When will it fall into the second-rate pile.Thinking about the top sects that kept pace with Kunlun in the past, if the bad luck continues, they might be compared with the Hehuan sect. Thinking about it, I feel sad for them.
——I really don't mean to despise the Hehuan sect.The Hehuan Sect specializes in double cultivation, and the Glancing Heaven Sect specializes in divination. Everyone has a remarkable specialty. Compared with many sects with less obvious characteristics, the two of them can indeed be compared?
Me: "Where does the anger that belongs to me come from?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "This is the point. = The anger of the other [-] people is like beads, but yours is a thread that strings all the anger together. From this perspective, it is easier for you to understand why I don't want to use dead people to reduce the number of rounds. Because those people who died before meeting you, their beads, you can't string them directly, I have to post-process and stick them on. This post-processing will cause obvious It’s unnatural. Your line is the most important. Every time I have to find the right line to start the game, that’s why the haunted time is not necessarily the reason. Maybe there are suitable lines for two hundred years in a row, maybe a thousand years apart There is no suitable line. It depends on fate."
Me: "You still haven't explained where my mood swings are."
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Guilty. You feel guilty for those who see you, whose emotions fluctuate violently, get hurt, or even die. This feeling is like a string of beads. Once you don't feel guilty for someone among them, then he The angry beads will not be on the line, and I have to glue them manually again. Those beads that are glued on later can only be used as decorations, and they are inferior products in the construction of my new body. Defects in the body. Fortunately, I don't pursue perfection. Of course, if possible, I still hope that the defects will be as few as possible."
Me: "Is the order in which I appear to people really random?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Most of the time, but if I find someone who dies too easily, I will let that person join the queue. Most of the people who died shortly after meeting you were in the queue. Unfortunately, My estimate is not very accurate, because with Wanxin's difficulty, most of the deaths are caused by internal conflicts or accidents among you ten thousand people, and have little to do with the secret realm itself, so there are still about [-] people before I have time to arrange to jump in line and they will die. Died suddenly. In addition, the first person is not completely random, in order to reduce the difficulty, I limited the random range to your fellow disciples."
The Ice Sculpture Ghost answered every question, and it was very detailed, which made me feel a little guilty for constantly questioning him...
Feeling guilty, is it wrong to be soft-hearted?Because I would feel guilty, I chose me as a ghost, and let people who are easy to die meet me first, so that their deaths seem to be related to me?It is better to melt this ice sculpture.
0204_last day
Nothing happened on the last day before leaving Wanxin, except that the missing person appeared in front of everyone.
"It's still not complete." Yun Xiazong, as one of the well-organized teams, was able to comment leisurely.A whispered, insider comment, of course.
The Ice Sculpture Ghost explained to me: "If there are still corpses, I can bring them here, but only the soul is left, and the soul is still incomplete and dissipating, so it is difficult to move. Anyway, even if those are moved, You will also see their corresponding soul lamps go out immediately."
Me: "What you want is anger, which is a special state of spiritual power. Fundamentally speaking, it is the power exposed by the soul. Why do you use the body to define life and death?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "The power of a soul with a body is different from the power of a soul without a body."
Me: "Really?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "The body is not just a container or a shelter for the soul. The spiritual power is released after it circulates in the body, and it is sent directly by the soul. These are two different things. Why is the Nascent Soul so important in infancy? Why should the meridians be carefully warmed and not damaged? I need anger to build my body, and of course I need the vitality from a living body. Light soul, my soul strength is already too strong. Enough is enough, there is no need to add more."
Oh, that's how it is. "What do you want to do when you get out?" I asked.
The ice sculpture ghost was surprised: "Go out? No, I don't plan to go out now."
Me: "Is it because the body hasn't been constructed yet?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Of course not. The construction method is very simple, as long as the materials are complete, it can be completed in an instant. When the small ice sculpture is formed, you can see that I am already wearing a body. It's just that a stranger comes out suddenly Scaring you guys, so I took it off for now."
Me: "Then what do you mean by not going out?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "I don't want to go out. I like Wanxin's environment very much. I like to stay here alone."
Me: "...Then why do you spend so much effort building your body?"
Ice Sculpture Ghost: "To be able to go out. However, 'can' does not mean I 'like' to go out. I just don't like being forced not to go out."
...OK, I think I can understand.Not loving to leave the house and being imprisoned are two different things.Active otaku and passive otaku are two different things.The key is to look at the mood.
"Beauty, don't you feel cold holding the ice sculpture with bare hands all the time? Use a cloth pad?" Shi Bolin leaned over to make him close.
I glanced at the magic weapon to keep warm and reminded: "I am Bing Lingen." You should not worry if I hold a ball of fire with my bare hands.
Shi Bolin: "But this is not ordinary ice. You can see that it doesn't melt after you hold it for so long, the facial features are still so clear, and the creases on the clothes are not blurred."
I reminded again: "I am an ice spirit root." Not to mention that this ice sculpture is actually a spiritual weapon, even if it is really ordinary ice, as long as I want to, I will hold it all the time and it will not melt.
"But..." Shi Bolin wanted to continue his efforts, but the senior sister next to him got annoyed first, "Calm down a bit, didn't you see that the second son doesn't want to talk to you? You really have to be cruel to upset a beauty."
Shi Bolin was very able to listen to opinions, and immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, beauty, I just feel sorry for you, and I definitely don't want to bother you." After speaking, he immediately shut up and looked at me helplessly.
The outspoken senior sister also stared at me intently, and said to the sister beside her: "When you look at a beauty, you should look at it quietly. The buzzing is the most unpleasant."
Do you feel comfortable?Would you like melon seed juice?With a cold face, I focused on observing the monks of other sects——I have observed enough fellow disciples of the Yunxia Sect, so save yourself today.
0205_Report
After leaving Wanxin, the casual cultivators were the first to disband, and the other sects counted their own disciples. After confirming that there was nothing that had to be dealt with immediately with other sects during the secret realm, they bid farewell to the other sects and set off to return Zong.
During the two months that ten thousand of us have been in Wanxinli, the elders of the same clan who brought us here will certainly not wait here all the time. Generally, there will be a lot of people stationed here only in the first seven days and the last seven days, and most of the rest of the time will be here. They all returned to the clan, leaving only one or two people here just in case.
——Sudden changes in the secret realm, such as spitting out the people inside or causing time-space distortion and disasters to the surroundings, etc., have almost never happened to Wanxin, but there are countless secret realms that have happened, so people still have to keep an eye on them.
The big brother is busy with his affairs, he returned to the sect the next day after sending us to Wanxin, and he didn't come back until yesterday.
After we came out, Xili immediately walked to the elder brother and reported: "300 people are all here. There is no irreversible damage."
Eldest brother nodded: "Is Kunlun damaged?"
Bian Xili: "Yes. I don't know the specifics, disappeared for no reason, and died for no reason. This kind of thing happened not only to Kunlun this time, but Junior Brother Pei Lin was also one of the people who disappeared, but fortunately he was also one of the people who came back safely. And it was the one with the most complete beard when he came back. I don’t know if this is man-made, but Kunlun didn’t trouble anyone, and other sects with missing disciples have attacked, but there is no evidence.”
Senior Brother looked at me, and I replied, "I'm not considered missing. Although I'm trapped, I've been in touch with Senior Brother Bian intermittently."
"Our missing disciples were in contact intermittently at the beginning, but gradually the disconnection took longer and longer, and finally we couldn't get in touch at all. Until the corpse suddenly appeared." Mi Sanxi, the team leader of the Peeping Heaven Gate, came over and sighed. .
The elder brother nodded to Mi Sanxi: "Let's talk privately later."
Mi Sanxi: "What are you talking about privately? This time, in the Seventh National Congress, we were the only ones who lost their disciples at the Gate of Peeping Heaven, and we will be punished again when we go back. I don't know if I said that Kunlun also lost people, and I will be less said a few words."
Big brother: "So it's a private chat, so I won't come to your door to add hatred to you. After all, the comparison is too tragic. And I suggest you not to mention Kunlun, no matter whether Kunlun is good or bad, it will eventually evolve into 'Look at others' Kunlun ...also...' This kind of sentence pattern."
Mi Sanxi: "Get lost. I came here to tell you that you have been a bit unlucky recently, and you need to find a lucky star to cover you. This fellow Daoist Pei Lin is not bad. Who is Elder Pei's third son? Fellow Daoist Jiang, for your safety , go and beg to hug Mr. Pei's thigh. Otherwise, don't say I didn't remind you if you fall on the ground. "
Hey, I heard, I am honored to be called Fuxing, but do you look for Fuxing because of his face?The Shi Bolin next to me is the real lucky star, are you reading it wrong?No wonder it is said that the Gate of Peeping Heaven is declining more and more.
0206_bad luck
The status of each sect is always changing, and the changes in the top ten are relatively infrequent. After all, once the stage of transformation into gods and the stage of Mahayana exist, it will be at least hundreds of thousands of things. This period of time is enough to train the next generation to succeed. People form a virtuous circle.
For the top ten sects, the one that can shake the foundation the most is the catastrophe that occurs once every ten thousand years on average. "Ten thousand years" is just an average, and it is an average with very few samples. Maybe 5000 years after a catastrophe is the second time, maybe 5000 years before the next one.
Although it is difficult to estimate the time, there are still some signs before the catastrophe, but the transition time from the sign to the disaster is too short, and the so-called signs are too destructive and cannot act as a buffer .
In addition to the lack of preparedness for the first catastrophe, one of the things monks did most during the sign period of the two catastrophes later was to hand over their precious items to the great power who might survive in order to pass them on.
——It is impossible to leave the planet to avoid disasters during the catastrophe. Even if the people and objects or even a few words of information left the planet before the catastrophe, all of them will be sent back to the planet when the catastrophe occurs to accept the test of planetary survival.
The trouble is, there are only a few Da Neng, and most of them have sects behind them. It is quite difficult for them to preserve the resources of their own sect, and they can no longer take care of other monks.Therefore, most monks can only place the things they value most in the most defensive places they can find.Most of the time, these defenses are not enough to survive the catastrophe, so nothing will be left in the end.
On the other hand, the resources preserved by Almighty may not be in good condition.It is not uncommon to die in a great disaster during the Mahayana period, let alone Huashen Yuanying.So in fact, no matter who saves the resource, it may be destroyed.It depends on luck. Of course, if the luck is the same, the higher the cultivation level, the easier it is to survive.Therefore, the accumulation of the top sects is getting deeper and deeper, and their status is becoming more and more unshakable. The seven first-rate sects can pass on without success and stand firm, while the second-rate sects can only continue to be destroyed and built.
Among the top ten sects, there are also those who are particularly unlucky, such as the Sky Gate.
Before the beginning of the Cultivation Calendar and the first catastrophe, there were also three top schools, but there was no Gate of Rebirth among them, and it was replaced by the Gate of Peeping Heaven. This is a school that focuses on divination. In short, it is full of magic sticks.
Glancing at the Heaven Gate divination revealed the occurrence of a catastrophe, but at that time the monks did not understand how terrible the disaster was. Although they also did resource conservation work, they were still optimistic in their hearts, thinking that Nascent Soul and above would definitely be able to A large number survived, and the divination said that even the Mahayana period was damaged, it must be a Mahayana period with particularly bad luck, because the divination clearly stated that it was only a natural disaster, how powerful could it be?Not planet destruction.After the catastrophe is over, all the small sects will be destroyed, and all the resources will be concentrated in the hands of the big sects. The greedy ones think this is not bad.
The Skywatching Sect who obtained the divination result is the most important and the most rigorously prepared, but unfortunately, the Mahayana family who fell in the first catastrophe accounted for three places, and the trauma is not enough to describe this decline. transport.A large number of resources were destroyed because of this. Those materials are okay to say. The key is inheritance. Any loss of Mahayana period means that its intensive research expertise can no longer be taught to subsequent disciples, and its previous disciples are limited. For nature has not learned all.
Afterwards, Gu Tianmen recited words again and again, and the words were recited frantically. Let alone the Mahayana period, there is only one in the whole sect of the Huashen period, hanging and hanging at the end of the seven first-class sects. When will it fall into the second-rate pile.Thinking about the top sects that kept pace with Kunlun in the past, if the bad luck continues, they might be compared with the Hehuan sect. Thinking about it, I feel sad for them.
——I really don't mean to despise the Hehuan sect.The Hehuan Sect specializes in double cultivation, and the Glancing Heaven Sect specializes in divination. Everyone has a remarkable specialty. Compared with many sects with less obvious characteristics, the two of them can indeed be compared?
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