A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned

2 – Haerin Kang (2)

Haerin Kang (2)

At home, there was a cheap desktop with XP running on it.

I quickly copied the novels written in my notebook when my father went out to work to earn money, or when he was teasing an aunt at a hamburger house.

After independence, I didn’t have any spare money left to buy a computer, so I borrowed a laptop I didn’t use from my older sister.

My older sister used it when she was a freshman, so it wasn’t in very good condition, but I was only going to write anyway, and I was confident that I could buy it right away after a couple of months, so I was using it without much discomfort.

Originally, I was thinking of buying a cheap one.

I had no intention of buying a computer that could easily break 2,300 won if it was expensive.

But my sister was against it.

‘You don’t know what people do. Who knew you could become independent with the money you saved by writing?’

she said forcefully.

‘You deserve to write good things. Cheap stuff only suits that scumbag… Don’t think that you are cheap because of that person.’

That person was my father.

My sister’s hatred for my father was stronger than mine, and she never treated him like a father.

In the end, I bought something better than planned.

I was honestly grateful.

My sister is the only one who tells me this.

When I die, the property will be passed on to my sister.

I’m sure I’ll get angry if I say this.

“……..”

I pretended to be bothered, but honestly I was excited.

That I buy my own stuff.

It seems that I have been going around and looking at all kinds of sites, both domestic and overseas, for almost a month.

The result is this guy.

The sleek body of a red wine.

My older sister said that the color doesn’t seem to be zero, but strangely, I thought I would have to do it if it wasn’t for this laptop.

It may be because of Kang Hae-rin’s eye color.

It was Kang Hae-rin who made all these miracles possible for me, and she had red eyes in the setting.

Dark red pupils contrasted with pure white.

It is similar to the color of this red wine.

I know it’s a somewhat middle-aged set-up.

However, I was fascinated by it at the time, and it was mentioned several times in the initial setup, and I couldn’t fix it after that.

Of course, I still don’t hate it.

It was Kang Hae-rin’s trademark when he suddenly revealed his true colors as a murderer in a dark alley or while knee-to-knee.

To speak with the authority of a writer, her pupils are not really the color of blood red to stand out.

How closely can you tell?

When it reveals its intention to kill, it lights up its eyes, and the ‘victims’ read the ghastly murder in it.

It’s a sign of death, but it’s often not noticed by people who aren’t her victims.

Normally, her black hair, which is described as ‘the color of a crow wet in the rain’, would stand out more.

That mysterious color that always seems to be soaked in water.

If you put all of this together, you will know.

that she is a rare beauty.

Anyway, I don’t know if it’s because of my relationship with Kang Hae-rin, who has a deep meaning to me, but I liked this laptop.

Even though it was a maker I had never seen before, it absolutely had to be this as long as Kang Hae-rin and the laptop were connected.

I was patient and patient at best, obsessive and paranoid at worst.

“Now I can give it back to my sister.”

When I think of my current image, I moved all the novel files I had written on my sister’s dainty pink laptop to USB, which didn’t suit me.

“……”

A pop-up window informing you that the files are being copied.

‘5 minutes.’

‘Four minutes.’

…

Suddenly, a strange window popped up on the screen.

[Sync novel. (46% in progress)]

It’s embarrassing to say this myself, but unlike my appearance, I’m pretty quick at grasping the situation.

Maybe it’s because I had to develop a sense of noticing his father’s feelings in order not to get hit.

The moment I saw that phrase, I felt uneasy.

As a full-time web novel writer, there was no way I wouldn’t know what kind of repercussions that meaningful phrase would cause.

However, this is in reality, not fiction.

I rubbed my eyes.

[Sync novel. (74% in progress)]

… Is mental illness escalating again?

I haven’t taken medicine in a long time.

However, if there was going to be a problem, it was more strange that nothing had happened for over three months, and above all, the teacher in charge said with confidence.

‘Dongmin is now healthy!’

I denied what I tried.

Let’s think normally, Lee Dong-min!

[Sync novel. (99% in progress)]

And finally the pop-up window disappeared.

“……”

I felt uncomfortable, but nothing like being sucked into the laptop screen didn’t happen.

“So it is.”

I smiled and looked at my new laptop.

I should type a few thousand characters before going to sleep.

It is a kind of taming work.

The touch of the keyboard was soft.

The key feel is good and the key pressure is low.

The sound is also small.

Tadat, Tadat.

I tried to write a few words while imagining the scene where Kang Hae-rin is looking for new prey.

[… A hot desire surged from the depths of Kang Hae-rin. It wasn’t the cool purple she used to see when she felt alive, but a violent desire, close to red wine like her eyes…]

“…Did I write this down?”

It’s embarrassing, but as a person who has risen to the top 10 of the platform, I have the experience of writing on my own.

At times like that, I come across a strange sentence that I had never written and admired myself, but now it’s different.

I’ve never really hit anything like this-

Whoops.

“… It’s a surprise…”

I was startled by the sudden vibration of my phone and had a seizure.

“… Who is it?”

I exchanged numbers with a few people at school, but it wasn’t late night messaging.

Besides, it was past 9pm now.

It’s very late for me, who normally sleeps at 11 o’clock.

“Who is it?”

But soon I doubted my eyes.

[Are you at home now?]

no.

I can’t do this.

The sender was ‘Kang Haerin’.

‘Am I really going crazy?’

I hit my head.

The habit I used to do when I was stressed came back to life.

In fact, is it all delusion that he ran away from home and that he saved up a lot of money to live as a full-time writer?

… It’s not like that, right?

My hands were shaking.

‘no.’

It’s never delusional.

Even when I was living in novels and fantasies all day, it was not so much that I couldn’t distinguish what was right in front of my eyes.

Then who is Haerin Kang?

Once my sister knew the name.

My sister worried that my novels were too violent and decadent, but she read them all.

‘It’s fun, Lee Dong-min! I can see why it’s popular. My brother, are you qualified to make money by writing?’

My sister’s hand that patted me.

Maybe the last time I saw you at a cafe, I changed my name to ‘Kang Haerin’ and saved it?

My sister’s number was stored properly.

[Dami Lee]

‘That’s right.’

There’s no way she could play a joke like this.

She thought I was unstable, so I wasn’t as good at pranks as the other siblings.

Sometimes I wished she could kick me in the back like the other sisters and tell me to cook ramen, but that will never happen.

‘Then who is it?’

There is no one else.

I didn’t have any friends who would play pranks like this on me.

Even in high school, and among college classmates.

It was confusing.

I feel like throwing up.

[Dongmin, I’m in front of your house right now.]

“……”

It’s creepy.

Who the hell is playing these pranks?

It’s like a ghost in an urban legend or ghost story that announces its location over the phone and approaches.

“… in front of the house?”

I was lost for a while and saw that the Korean file in the red wine-colored laptop was being input by itself.

spot detection.

The cat wasn’t pressing the keyboard, but the real laptop was typing letters by itself.

“f*ck!”

I jumped up.

I banged my head lightly against the wall.

“No, it is not.”

thump, thump.

“Relax, Lee Dong-min!”

Even though I blinked my eyes several times and even washed my face, the laptop was typing on its own.

Whoops.

The message from Kang Hae-rin was also real.

[Are you sleeping?]

[It’s not yet time to go to bed.]

[Honey, are you nocturnal?]

“……..”

I picked up the phone with trembling hands.

I can’t even think of what to reply.

The writing on the notebook was more spectacle.

[… Kang Hae-rin felt a particularly strong desire once a month. When I was young, before committing murder, I did a lot of ridiculous things because I didn’t know what the ‘essence’ of it was. How innocently I believed that desire could be sublimated through art.]

[… However, her desire for art and music was not completely exhausted. All her life she had resigned herself to murder and her inseparable destiny. no one could have imagined That she can become whole in the arms of just one person…]

If anyone was hacking, it was clear that he was a big fan of my novels, no, an otaku.

It was a sentence that seemed to come out of my head.

Exaggerating a little, I can’t write like this.

[… Meeting Lee Dong-min was her luck. I was curious at first, but strangely I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Looking at those sad eyes that seemed to understand all of her past history, her heart tightened and her heart tingled deeply. It is unfamiliar to her who has always considered herself to be an emotionless machine…]

“no!”

I instinctively ran and hit backspace.

“It can’t be real!”

Not even realizing what was going on, I started erasing the text on my laptop.

But to no avail.

As if I were writing with my past writing as a database, the writing was written again and again.

There was no problem with plausibility at all.

The writing speed was faster than mine.

If I measured hitting the batter in real time, it seemed to be at least 600 to 700 or more.

I was confused.

“It’s an illusion, it’s a lie.”

Am I disillusioned with myself for ‘experiencing’ this, or was Kang Hae-rin frightened?

At first I thought it was the former.

But little by little, my heart was put on the latter.

I was terrified.

“… This is the introduction to the novel I wrote.”

I muttered in despair.

Even for a very short moment, I remembered the contents of the study novel in which Kang Hae-rin came to visit me.

It was an IF development that I started writing with the thought that it would create the best ending for Kang Hae-rin.

And that novel has a bad ending.

“……..”

[… it was. Lee Dong-min was the person who would ‘degrade’ Kang Hae-rin to a normal human being, wife, and girlfriend, not a murderer. He was like her savior! It was the first time I felt like this. With him, she could resist the urge to kill. It can be reduced from once a month to once every two months.]

“… no, don’t do that. It’s overrated.”

I tore my hair out.

The image of Kang Hae-rin, who must have been drawn thousands, no, tens of thousands of times before the cover came out, passed by.

A white and beautiful face and red eyes that calmly restrain themselves while suffering from infested desires and strong urges to break taboos.

Perfect and pure evil.

It was then.

smart.

“……”

Drums, cymbals, drums, and gongs were clearly swirling in my head, but as soon as I heard a knock, my son-in-law sat down quietly.

Only that knock was heard twice.

smart.

It was a polite, calm knock.

You can tell the owner’s personality just by listening to the sound.

And I had an intuition that it was Kang Haerin.

It can’t be like this.

But this is reality.

“self? it’s me.”

No, you’re a human that shouldn’t exist.

The thought soared in his throat.

I do not know yet.

Maybe someone who knows my history of psychosis is trying to tease me and bully me.

Yes, it might be a girl like ‘Seo In-woo’, ‘Nam Jae-chan’, or ‘Kim Hye-eun’ who were Iljin in high school.

bad guys.

I am not the same as before.

Now that I’ve grown up and become stronger, I’m not weak enough to fit in with the Iljin’s childish games.

I was about to grab the doorknob, but I hesitated.

‘It’s not.’

The voices outside the door were not like the voices of those three or anyone else I had ever heard.

“Are you sleeping?”

The voice that claimed to be Kang Hae-rin was clear and clean.

Not like a villain with the alias of a murderer, his tone is thin and delicate.

‘If the face I imagine is correct…’

The face you will see when you open the door must also be that of a beautiful girl.

I don’t know if such a thing will be ‘implemented’.

Because it is the result of synthesizing all kinds of delusions inside me in a closed way, no matter what celebrity I put forward, it cannot be prettier and more dignified than Kang Hae-rin.

Such unrealistic beauty cannot exist.

… Let’s pretend it’s not there.

I thought in a strange state of excitement.

Yes, apart from the fact that the character Kang Hae-rin itself cannot exist, you shouldn’t open it to people you don’t know.

It was then.

“Then excuse me.”

Beep, beep, beep-

Kang Hae-rin opened the door lock without hesitation.

He pressed ten digits without a single bow.

“… huh? Were you there?”

Haerin Kang with his hands behind his back and a smile.

Oh, that was Kang Haerin.

It couldn’t have been strong.

Well-groomed eyebrows and pure white skin.

The white white with no visible blood vessels and the big, clear, strange red eyes nestled between them.

However, the facial expression is as innocent as it is.

The corners of her lips drew a slight arc.

Tdy Dick.

The door closes behind your back.

She shyly approached and kissed him.

It was a kiss that was as light as a butterfly.

“Can I stay for a while?”

Kang Hae-rin came close to me.

Ah, the sweet smell.

soft voice.

This time, my breath was more mixed than before.

Ah, Kang Haerin, that’s right.

I couldn’t help but feel it, a soft physical sensation I knew best than anyone else, but never actually touched, touched my heart.

Soft texture like velvet and moderate elasticity.

I stumbled and fell.

“So good? To the point where your legs are weak?”

She stroked my cheek and kissed me again.

Pleasantly moist feeling and very light, non-objectionable, high-quality perfume scent mixed with body scent.

Apart from that, my head hurt.

It’s the first time I’ve felt this way.

I was used to the comfort Kang Hae-rin gave me, even though it was a female body I had never experienced, and even though it was so cozy that I wanted to drown, I wanted to push it away at the same time.

In an instant, a blackout came to my head.