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With those words, his member slowly pushed into me. The pain wasn’t too severe, as my body was already opened from previous encounters. I rubbed my tear-streaked cheeks against the bed sheets and tried to tighten my buttocks. Every time I tightened around him, Jiyod growled with pleasure, and at some point, unable to hold back, he forcefully spread my buttocks with both hands and thrust deeply from above.“Ahhh!”I let out a desperate scream as he penetrated me to the hilt in one go.My body trembled uncontrollably.My waist jerked up and my toes curled tightly.The place accepting his member writhed intensely.“Ah, ah, ahhhhhh….”I lay there, mouth open, letting out dazed moans and squirming for a while.Jiyod, breathing heavily and aggressively, pulled back slightly before thrusting deep again. The sensitive, swollen area from the previous encounter was pierced by his member, bringing a surge of both pleasure and pain.“No, it’s too deep, ugh, ah… pull out, pull out!”I screamed, clawing at the sheets. Trying to escape beneath him, I clutched the sheets with my hands and crawled forward, but he grabbed my waist and pulled me back. My body was dragged down, and Jiyod, holding my waist tightly, thrust forcefully again, making me jolt upwards. The sensation of his thick head penetrating deep was intensely vivid. My buttocks kept trying to rise.I started crying and pleading.“It hurts when you thrust so hard… please pull out….”“You swallowed it all before, so what are you complaining about?”He answered softly from behind.As he pressed down on me, he began moving his hips slowly. The sound of slick piston-like thrusts filled the air, and a clear liquid, not semen, trickled down from my member.I felt like I was going to come.After an early climax, the subsequent intercourse was always taxing, so I tried to endure the pleasure as much as I could. However, I couldn’t hold on for long.“It’s too deep, even now, ah, ah, ah, I don’t want it, I don’t want it!”Clear fluid dripped from the tip of his member. My insides shook violently. The intense pleasure was agonizing. My vision was blurry from tears.“Please be gentle…”I repeated those words in a daze.Please don’t be rough, I begged, it hurts. Jiyod stopped moving behind me and pressed his chest firmly against my back. He took a moment to quietly breathe, lightly kissing the edge of my ear with his lips before rising. He detached himself from me.The sensation of his thick member withdrawing made my body tremble.I lay face down with my legs spread, turning only my face to the side to watch Jiyod stand up and step out of the bed.When he returned, he was holding my hourglass.He set it on the bedside table, looking at me with a smile.“Then I’ll thrust as I please for exactly five minutes… after that, I’ll go as gently as you want.”He took his place behind me again.His hands grabbed my waist and pulled me upright. I staggered, bracing my knees and lifting my hips.“Support yourself with your hands on the bed and raise your upper body.”I barely managed to follow his instructions.I ended up in a beast-like position, sprawled on my arms and legs. He pressed his lower body tightly against mine from behind. His hot member touched the space between my spread thighs.Jiyod gripped my waist firmly with both hands.“I’m going to go in all at once, so try to hold on.”His words made me gasp for breath. My shoulders tensed with anxiety and fear as the thick, swollen head pressed against my anus. It rubbed slowly from the stretched entrance up to the swollen perineum, and then, unexpectedly, he thrust deeply into me in one go.Aah! A scream escaped my lips.My elbows gave way, and my arms wobbled, but I managed to hold on.Jiyod chuckled from behind.“You did well.”He praised me and repeated the same action once more.My limbs shook.My raised buttocks quivered. The forcibly penetrated anus felt as if it was scorched, and my belly, filled with his member, wriggled.“I’ll do it one more time.”He warned me as if giving notice and repeated the action again. I eventually burst into tears. He consoled me while repeatedly thrusting with fierce piston-like movements. My member, unable to withstand the shock, leaked thin semen in spurts. At the same time, Jiyod withdrew his member completely. The head of his penis caught at the entrance, and he paused briefly before pushing it all the way in again.After repeating this several times, my arms gave out, and my upper body collapsed. Only my lower body remained elevated. Jiyod, having paused his thrusting, changed angles and stopped halfway inside me.He withdrew.And then my body was turned over again.He licked my tear-streaked face and gently stroked my lower abdomen. After a moment, he lifted my legs high, folding my body in half and pressing down. With my lower abdomen compressed, he thrust rapidly once more. My dangling calves, resting on his shoulders, stiffened, and my toes curled.I began crying again.“Stop, stop…”His member thrust deeply, and each time, the solid head hit deep inside. My insides shook violently. My navel area ached. Meanwhile, my member stood erect, leaking clear fluid. I felt embarrassed and devastated.Suddenly, he grabbed my knees with both hands and spread them wide.In the position with my body folded in half and my buttocks facing up, he could see my semi-erect member wriggling on my lower abdomen and the gap between my spread thighs. My scrotum glistened with slick fluid.I opened my eyes wide. Jiyod licked his lips. His eyes were narrow, and his lips curved into a smile.“Watch your hole swallowing my cock properly.”With that vulgar comment, he slowly entered me again.The thick member was slowly swallowed between my buttocks, and the sound of wet flesh rubbing against each other echoed. Gradually, steadily, though I thought it couldn’t go any further, the penetration continued. I couldn’t even breathe, merely staring at the horrific sight.“Ah, ah…”I felt so ashamed I thought I might die.I couldn’t hold back and squeezed my eyes shut, turning my head away.His member started moving back and forth inside me again. The hard head forced its way through my body. I couldn’t tell if the sensation in the deep, tender part was pain, shock, or pleasure. The sound of thrusting was loud, and the semen from the previous intercourse splashed around inside me.Each time he forcefully thrust his member into me, a thin liquid leaked from the tip of my penis, and I writhed and cried out in response to his movements.“I don’t want this, stop… Ah! Ah, ahh! I don’t want it!”Jiyod’s hand gently wrapped around my penis. He smiled, with a faint sheen of sweat on his face, collecting under his chin.“Whining while leaking everywhere.”His palm rubbed my penis up and down. Transparent fluid splashed from the tip. I screamed, pushing against his arm.“Stop, stop…! Ah…!”He left my member and quickly resumed thrusting, pressing my knees down with both hands. The sound of thrusting was continuous. His swollen head hit the same spot repeatedly. Each time it penetrated deeply, striking near my navel, I screamed and my body trembled. It felt like I screamed for a long time, or maybe I couldn’t even make a sound…My hips twitched. The thick member withdrew and then quickly thrust back inside. Whack! I reached climax, being struck deep inside.It wasn’t the pleasure of orgasm. My member remained semi-erect, leaking clear fluid. The walls gripping his member twisted and squirmed wildly. I could distinctly feel the contours of his member inside me. Each time the swollen head rubbed fiercely against my insides, a whimper escaped. My hole tightened and loosened, gripping his member. Jiyod panted roughly. His voice, laced with amusement, taunted me.“Try sucking like you did just now. Do you know? Your hole is clenching my cock as if it were gripping it with your hand…”He continued to babble on, but I could no longer hear him clearly.My vision blurred.The wave of orgasm that had receded momentarily surged back with greater intensity, crashing over me. I screamed again, writhing and pushing against his body. My hands trembled. Tears spilled from the corners of my eyes, trickling down my cheeks.“I can’t take it anymore, I can’t! Please… hick…”Jiyod continued to move, pinning me down as I struggled.The intense climax continued, and I briefly lost consciousness from the overwhelming pleasure.When I regained my senses, I was sprawled out with my limbs carelessly draped over the bed, pinned beneath Jiyod. His heavy chest pressed down on me. My legs were spread apart, and his member moved in and out of me more slowly than before.“Are you awake?”He asked, pressing his lips to my forehead. I could barely respond.“Uhh… Ah, ah…! Ah, ahh, ahhh…”The hourglass came into my blurred vision. All the sand had fallen to the bottom.“Stop, stop. Time’s almost up… Ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah!”My body began to tremble again. My anus fluttered, tightening around him.Jiyod panted heavily on top of me. He pulled his hips back and then thrust forcefully inside, the solid tip striking hard against my belly. I arched my head back, experiencing yet another orgasm. A beast-like sound escaped me, whether a moan, scream, or cry, I couldn’t tell. I thrashed around, convulsing. My whole body was in spasms, and my extremities trembled. As he pistoned slowly inside me during my climax.At some point, my insides relaxed, and he pushed in deeply.As I screamed, Jiyod laughed and licked between my eyebrows.“It shouldn’t hurt anymore, right? Can you feel how your body is open enough?”“No, not yet, it’s not… Ah, ahh…”“If you do it more often, you’ll get used to it faster.”Jiyod continued to babble, moving his hand down to caress my lower abdomen. His firm palm pressed on the area above my navel. As my abdomen was pressed, my insides constricted.“Uuuh…”Unknowingly, I widened my thighs further as I let out a moan.He pressed down on my lower abdomen and pistoned roughly with loud, forceful thrusts.“Don’t press, ah, aah!”He grabbed my wrists and forced my hands to my lower abdomen. My lower abdomen heaved up and down violently under his palm. His member entered deeply into me again, and Jiyod pressed hard against the back of my hand. He continued pistoning while pressing on my abdomen, and I could only continue to cry out.After a while, he caught his breath and rose off me. He gathered my thighs with one arm, pulling me sideways and resumed thrusting forcefully. With his waist twisted, my inner body constricted. Jiyod scolded me for being too tight, though I couldn’t hear him clearly.Now, my body had completely relaxed, allowing his member to penetrate to impossible depths. Each time the hard tip stretched my narrow insides, my body convulsed with intense pleasure.“Stop, please stop! Hah, ah, ahh, it’s too much… I hate it…”As I cried and begged, Jiyod bent down and covered my lips with his.His tongue slipped between my parted lips, moving in and out as if performing the act of penetration, touching the back of my throat. It felt like I was being penetrated both ways simultaneously. My body trembled, and my vision blurred. I was scared. I reached out, clinging tightly to him. His thick member thrashed violently inside me. The solid tip struck my sensitive spots with force, and I felt him climax inside me. I wanted to scream, but my mouth was blocked.As he ejaculated inside me, I reached another climax. My member, having already ejaculated multiple times, was barely erect, making this climax a particularly intense one.My hips twitched, and my hole writhed. I could feel the walls of my insides clinging to the tip spewing semen.Jiyod withdrew his lips from mine. He growled fiercely, holding me in a way that caused pain and thrusting a few more times. After ejaculating multiple times inside me, his movements finally ceased.I lay there, dazed.Tears streamed down my face.My limp fingertips still twitched with spasms.Jiyod’s hand gently caressed my tailbone. I lay in the afterglow of climax, softly moaning as he touched my body.I soon fell into a drowsy sleep, overwhelmed by pleasure and fatigue.I wrapped my arms around Jiyod’s side, holding him tightly. I buried my head against his chest and breathed softly. He embraced me back. It was a tender hug, contrasting sharply with the rough intercourse.After a short while, he let go of me and rose from the bed.I felt him leaving the room, half-asleep. His lips brushed lightly against my cheek before he stepped out, and I drifted into a shallow sleep.Jiyod returned not long after.He carried me, half-asleep and still dazed, out of the bedroom. His destination was a small bathroom adjacent to the bedroom. A large marble bathtub stood in the center, filled with hot water that seemed to have been there for some time.He set me down beside the bathtub.My knees wobbled. I barely managed to support myself by gripping the edge of the tub.“Hold the edge of the tub with both hands and press your hips towards me.”I looked up at him, doubtful.No way, no way….Seeing my thoughts on my face, Jiyod responded kindly.“It’s not what you think.”“Then why…?”“I’m going to help with the cleanup. I’ve made a mess deep inside you, and it won’t be easy to remove it by yourself.”At first, I didn’t understand. It took a few seconds for me to grasp what he meant by ‘made a mess deep inside.’ My jaw slowly grew warm, and soon my entire face was flushed with embarrassment.I shook my head.“I can do it myself.”“Don’t be stubborn.”“It’s not stubbornness…”“You won’t be able to reach it with your own hands. Besides, it’s been a while since I’ve made a mess inside you, so it’s probably dried up. The hole will have closed by now. Or would you prefer I open it up again by thrusting once more?”He spoke lewdly without a hint of embarrassment.I shook my head a few times, red-faced, but couldn’t bear to argue with him in the not-so-dark bathroom, naked, and couldn’t resist his veiled threat. I eventually complied, placing my hands on the edge of the tub and turning around.I only hoped the thick steam in the small bathroom would obscure his view somewhat.“Hurry up…”I whispered softly, and he responded with a laughing voice, “Alright.”He picked up a thin leather pouch from the shelf. It was as small as a child’s ball, with a long, finger-thick stopper attached. It looked like a leather water bottle used in the desert, but I couldn’t understand why he suddenly picked it up.When I looked at him with puzzled eyes, Jiyod placed it into the bathtub and filled it with warm water. The thin leather expanded.“What is that?”He laughed at my question.“I’m going to put water inside you.”“…Why?”The answer was so far from what I had expected that my “why?” came out a beat too late.“By now, my semen must have dried up inside you. I’ll use the water to flush it out.”The absurd response left my mind momentarily blank.Unable to find words, I stayed silent until he spoke in a gentle tone.“If you stay still, it’ll be over quickly.”My eyes welled up with tears. I lowered my gaze and bit my lip, nodding. The thin end of the stopper entered between my hips. Since my anus was still loose, it was easily inserted, and water quickly flowed inside me. It was hard to endure. After a while, he removed the leather pouch from me, and my stomach was already swollen. I gripped the edge of the tub tightly, enduring the overwhelming foreign sensation. But I couldn’t stop the tears from slowly rising.It felt like the water would spill out if I relaxed. My hips twitched. Tears began to well up, and then Jiyod pulled my body towards him. He had me squat beside the tub and lifted my hips. His thick fingers entered me. I probably screamed… or maybe I didn’t, but I’m not sure. His fingertips scraped the inside of my belly, and an unbearable mixture of pleasure and pain surged. Despite tightening my anus, his fingers reached deep, scraping the swollen walls, causing them to naturally loosen again. Water began to trickle out slowly from that area. I couldn’t hold on any longer.I tried to stop him somehow, but he didn’t.“Ah, no… stop.”I whispered through my tears. Jiyod answered that it was alright. He probably said something even more vulgar. But I couldn’t hear it clearly and ended up squatting on the floor, hands down, letting the water mixed with semen flow continuously in front of him.After everything was over, he picked me up, curled up on the floor. My face was damp with tears. Resentment and sorrow surged.“Let me go…”“You’ve had my semen inside you from your backside more than once in front of me. What’s there to be embarrassed about now?”“Lies.”Tears fell again.“What would I gain by lying about something like this?”He responded like that and kissed my cheek, then carried me into the bathtub.Jiyod comforted me as I cried, kissing me dozens of times and even washing my still-sniffling body. By the time we left the bathroom, I had no strength left to cry. The intense sex and the shocking experience in the bathroom had left me too exhausted to even move a finger. The sensation of having something still inside me, whether it was water or his penis, remained.He carried me into the bedroom across from the disheveled one.The window there was half-open. A white, thin curtain was draped, through which a golden river could be seen from the bed.The bed was clean. A silk quilt with sparkling silver embroidery was spread out neatly.Jiyod laid me on the bed and climbed in beside me. His limbs held me tightly, and I turned away from him in a last act of resistance. He chuckled softly and hugged me tightly from behind.“Are you still angry?”“……”I didn’t answer.Instead, I placed my hand on his arm, which was wrapped around my lower abdomen. I felt the soft, elastic muscles shift under my palm.“Are you no longer angry?”He whispered again in my ear, and I sighed.After having shared such an intense experience, the sun was already setting over the golden river.I watched the sun sink completely below the horizon, and the golden dawn slowly turning red, purple, violet, and indigo. Jiyod’s hands, still tireless, gently and slowly stroked my body, and as I gazed at the sunset, I fell asleep.I woke up when he got up abruptly from the bed, leaving me behind.Barely lifting my heavy eyelids, Jiyod pressed his lips firmly between my eyebrows.“I’m sorry. Did I wake you?”“Mmm…”As I moaned softly, still caught in drowsiness, he kissed my eyelids a few times with a soft “smack” and then got up from the bed.I opened my eyes halfway and watched his smooth, muscle-covered back move like flowing water in the darkness. As he walked to the window naked and stretched out his right arm, something dark climbed up his arm.It was a crow. Or at least, something that looked like a crow. No bird I knew had three eyes.I shook off my drowsiness and managed to push myself up with the help of my arm. The blanket that had been covering me had slipped off the bed.Jiyod turned back towards me. With a fluttering sound, the creature that had been sitting on his arm flew up into the night sky.“What was that just now?”“It’s a messenger of Ismion.”Jiyod answered with a voice full of joy.I looked up at him with a puzzled expression, and he came over to me, taking large strides and kissed me loudly on the cheek.“I have to go now. You should rest some more. I’ll have Urkal take you back.”Then he left me, dazed, and swiftly exited the bedroom. A short while later, he returned, buttoning his clothes. As he fastened the buttons on his shirt, he bent down and pressed his lips on my crown.“I’ve just received very, very good news. Of course, Slan, what’s good for me is good for you as well. The opposite is true as well.”He put on a black long tunic over his shirt and quickly fastened his belt.“Don’t forget. Everything I do is for you.”He then took my chin and kissed me deeply and intensely. The kiss was short but fervent. When the kiss ended, I could only stare blankly at him. He gave one last peck on my lips, then swiftly left the room like the wind.I didn’t fully regain my senses until after he had left for about ten minutes.A chilly breeze was coming in through the partially open balcony window. The spot where he had been was already cold, and the warmth that had been clinging to me moments ago was gone, replaced by a coldness.My body still felt limp.The room was dark. The fading remnants of sunset filtered through the window, and the wind carried the smell of river and sand.I slowly got out of bed. However, the moment I stepped out of bed, my body collapsed to the floor.“……?”Confused and unable to grasp the situation, I sat there blinking. Only after a while did I realize my condition. I was still naked, sitting helplessly under the bed with my legs spread apart. My knees and back had no strength.My face grew warm. I barely managed to pull my knees together and close my legs. My pelvis, which had been spread open for a long time, ached. I strained to lift my body by putting one elbow on the bed.After some effort, I finally managed to get my body up. I grabbed the thin blanket crumpled on the bed and covered myself.Wrapping the blanket around me, I hurriedly put on my clothes, which had fallen on the floor of the opposite bedroom. The intense encounter from just a few hours ago came to mind, and my face flushed with embarrassment. I wanted to scream from shame. I quickly dressed, fearing that someone might see me.When I put on my clothes and found my shoes scattered in the middle of the terrace, I heard a horse whinnying from outside. Along with it, there were heavy footsteps. For a brief moment, my body tensed with anxiety, but then I remembered Jiyod saying he would send Urkal for me.I put on my coat and hurried out of the reception room.I ran into Urkal at the entrance of the mansion. Dressed in a black cloak, he looked like a giant boulder. His expressionless face looked down at me, but strangely, there was no feeling of intimidation. Perhaps it was due to his polite and cautious demeanor?“I’ve come to pick you up, Lord Slan.”I followed him out of the mansion.Worried about whether I could ride a horse given the lingering soreness between my legs, I was relieved to see a small two-wheeled carriage waiting for me in front of the mansion. It was simple, without any patterns or crests, so it didn’t stand out much.As I was about to get into the carriage, Urkal asked from behind.“Would you like some help getting in?”Embarrassed by his question, which seemed to notice my inability to properly support myself, I shook my head.“I can get in on my own.”Once I was in the carriage, Urkal closed the door behind me. He climbed onto the driver’s seat, and I felt the carriage settle heavily. Through the open window in front of the driver’s seat, I could see his broad back.Urkal started the carriage.The horse began to walk at a slow pace. The carriage swayed gently, and I sat in the seat, looking out the window.The air was cold as the sun had already set. However, the dim moonlight reflected off the surface, making the Koebisto River look like flowing mercury.I hesitated for a moment and then asked Urkal on the driver’s seat.“Where did Lord Jiyod go?”Contrary to my expectations, the answer came readily.“He went to Stravin.”“Stravin?”“Yes. Ismion is there now.”I blinked in surprise.Stravin is a city located just below the Tabros Great Mountain Range, and it takes about ten days to reach from Karlac in the east even at a brisk pace.The Lord of Stravin is Jiyod’s father, but according to Karlac law, which doesn’t recognize illegitimate children, they do not address each other as father and son. When did Ismion get there, and why did Jiyod go to Stravin?“It’s quite a hassle… It hasn’t been long since you returned from the Grand Canyon.”Urkal responded tersely to my mumbling.“We didn’t suffer much in the Grand Canyon, unexpectedly receiving aid from Kirdara.”Aid from Kirdara?My mind became confused.Jiyod had gone to Soedergran at the end of the Grand Canyon that winter to meet Selcie and her son. However, I was almost certain that his goal was not to bring them safely to Karlac.Selcie and her son did not return to Karlac. The carriage they were in slipped in the Grand Canyon and fell into a deep, untraceable chasm.The search ended without success. There was uncertainty about the alliance with Kirdara, but strangely, it passed quietly.As if sensing the confusion in my mind, Urkal spoke up.“Lord Slan. If you have any questions, please ask.”His voice was blunt, but I could read the goodwill behind it.“We don’t hide anything from Lord Slan. Lord of Ipsen also wishes this. But if it’s difficult for Lord Slan to ask Lord of Ipsen directly, you can inquire with me or Ismion.”When I remained silent, he added.“Please, treat us as comfortably as before.”His words stirred a small ripple in my heart.He was also someone who knew the past me, like Ismion, Jiyod, or Ida.What principle selects which memories resurface?My mind darkened, and a cacophony like thousands of people murmuring filled my head.Eventually, I couldn’t hold back and asked aloud.“Did you… kill Selcie?”I wondered what kind of answer I was expecting, but my stomach tightened, and my words grew increasingly unclear, leaving the question unfinished.But the wait wasn’t long. Urkal answered briefly.“No.”Just before I could exhale a long breath, he continued.“But it was originally intended.”Originally intended to… kill Selcie and her son?I gasped briefly.“Was the aid from Kirdara…?”Urkal answered quietly without looking back.“What you’re thinking is correct.”“However, there is no longer a reason for Kirdara to break the alliance with eastern Karlac.”“Lord Slan, the situation has changed a lot over the past two years. There is a dispute among the Seven Dragons of Kirdara. Lord of Ipsen has judged that it is better for the marriage alliance to be broken.”A dispute among the Seven Dragons of Kirdara…I pondered his words in a daze.The alliance between eastern Karlac and Kirdara was old. It began with a marriage alliance when a Duke of Karlac married his sister to Kirdara, solidified when his son inherited Kirdara’s title, and it was further strengthened through successive generations, culminating in Selcie’s recent marriage.“Are you planning to go to war with Kirdara?”“Quite the opposite.”“Opposite, meaning… you’ve judged that Selcie’s husband won’t be able to inherit the title?”Urkal didn’t answer, but his silence was a clear affirmative.“It has become much more difficult for him to inherit the Kirdara title. It will require much bloodshed… The situation has changed a lot, Lord Slan, compared to two years ago.”He paused for a moment.“…Both Kirdara and eastern Karlac have changed. Eastern Karlac currently lacks the capacity to engage in war with outsiders. It has only been one season since the civil war in Alto was settled. The marriage alliance with Kirdara would only bring discord, and it is better to sever it before that happens. Fortunately, they also think the same, so the process was smooth.”“Them…”I repeated his words dumbly.Lister had once told me that Selcie’s husband had only entrusted the safety of Selcie and her son to eastern Karlac until the situation stabilized…A fleeting suspicion crossed my mind that perhaps Selcie was killed by her husband, but it quickly vanished. It was hard to believe that he would abandon the alliance with Karlac. Given Kirdara’s chaotic situation, losing such a valuable ally would have been unacceptable. It seemed more plausible that another of the Seven Dragons, the rival, might have done so.But all my reasoning felt like the idle fantasies of a madman.I was completely unaware of both Kirdara’s fragmented situation and the current state of Karlac.After a long pause without a response, Urkal’s firm back shifted slightly. He turned around, and the brows of the formerly stoic man were now awkwardly furrowed.“Lord Slan…”He lowered his usually blunt voice as if trying to comfort me.“I understand that you’re confused. Now is the time to trust Lord of Ipsen and wait. Things will not return to how they were before now that we’ve returned to Karlac.”To trust and wait…But what if I cannot trust, and what if I cannot wait? I felt powerless. I didn’t understand much, but I simply nodded.Silence fell, and the carriage continued to sway slowly.Until we returned to Karlac Castle, I did not say a word.