ALL NOVEL chapter 72
72 – IF Gaiden 1: Don’t take it away, don’t miss it, never. (2)
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah, don’t worry. You can’t go anywhere in the first place.”
The house just ran out of ingredients, and in the end, I needed someone to go grocery shopping.
that couldn’t be me I was the only one taking care of Ellie, and it was obvious what would happen to the house without me.
But the money was running out, and the money I had right away with her was half of what I had.
Now, in a few more days, the money will be completely gone, but what else to do at that time.
I can’t drag the sick Ellie anywhere, and that’s why I’m alone with Shani…
it might not be bad
“Then I’ll be back, ah. Before that…”
I hugged her and stroked her as she poked her head at me with a low voice.
ha, really I smiled as I felt the heavy spirit being released as if I had a pet cat.
The feeling of her entwining her tail and holding her breath in my arms.
After scratching her head here and there and enjoying her charms, I was able to send Shani out of the house.
As you walk away, you wave your hand at me
And in that moment, I knew I had made a huge mistake.
“Keuk…?!”
He hit his knees on the floor and hit his head on the porch floor.
I tried to lift my arms, but the force that pressed my back grew stronger and tied my arms and legs to the floor.
…I forgot.
I had completely forgotten the contract she and I had made.
Flashing red eyes, she staggered towards me, grabbed my chin and lifted her head.
“…you are, you are really mean.”
There was no joy or smile to be found on her face, completely mangled with tears.
Only endless anger and hatred remained, digging into me.
“You know, the person who knows who I am the most…”
He gently raised his hand and caressed my cheek once, then began to apply force to the hand holding my chin.
A sharp pain was felt in both cheeks.
“But you who played with that cat right now… are you the guy I know? Are you the naive guy I love? Are you the guy who clung to me?”
She grabbed my face and pushed me against the wall, then grabbed me by the collar and lifted me up again, giving me a sharp scream.
“Knowing, knowing, knowing how much I love you!! Knowing that b*tch in front of me right now, that damn cat in the arms I’m supposed to hold!!”
She screamed in my face as she went along, as if she would kill me at any moment,
He poured out his anger on me as if he would stab a knife into his stomach and dismember it again and again.
“Well, I was wrong, Ellie, please…”
I was terrified and begged her forgiveness.
Even now, in a situation where there is nothing strange about being hit on the cheek once, twice, no, no matter how many times, I raise my hand and cover my face,
I tried to protect myself from her wrath.
“…I hate you, I hate you, but even people like me who can’t give up on you…”
Tutuk, tears knocked on the ground.
“I’ve already fallen in love with you, I’ve already given everything to you… I’ve come to want only you… You don’t even know that? My… love?”
Letting go of her hand that was holding me by the collar, she covered her eyes and sobbed.
Tears flowed incessantly between the gaps covered, and sadness flowed down her sallow jawline.
“I… I only have you… You… How? How could that be? I don’t understand. Is it because I only loved you that I don’t know all the things I did?”
Giving up on covering his face, he desperately spat out every single word he said to me while holding my hands with his tear-soaked hands.
With that trembling neck, with sunken eyes,
Looking at me with those eyes that are not even focused properly, now blurred as soon as they become blurred,
He confessed his love to me, barely showing the corners of his twisted and twitching mouth.
“I like you, I… I love you, you are my one and only companion, now and ever and after we are dead and buried I will only love you.”
Khehehe, a cracking sound came from his dry throat.
“Can’t I be by your side like that? Can’t I be the only one standing by your side and make the rest of the time just the two of us? In a nest just the two of us?”
Gathering teeth, shaking as if touched by the winter wind,
She looked at me with cloudy eyes.
With those two eyes that only I can see.
“Answer… answer me please. I’m dying without you. I’m dying without your love. I don’t want to. Please. Please.. It hurts, it hurts… My heart hurts so much. It hurts so much here.” …”
Tong, Tong, she tapped her chest and cried as she moved her hand to where the heart would be.
“This heart that beats only for you… I think it will stop. If I don’t receive love from you, I feel like I’m going to collapse right away. Do you know how much this… hurts?”
A silent moan touched her cheek, and her cries filled the house.
“I can’t be without you anymore… why… you… give me warmth, and now you want to take it away…?”
Because she was burdensome, because that heavy love was too heavy, thick, and thick for me to accept.
Because I was too… scared to accept.
But to her question, I couldn’t bear to give an answer.
Because I was so afraid of what would happen if I told the truth.
“Answer me… Marcus, please. Please. I want to remain a person who can be loved by you. Before I… cross the line any further, I ask you.”
She placed her hands on both of my arms and slowly began to squeeze my arms.
“If you didn’t like me, what part of it did you hate? How much did you hate it, did you turn your eyes to that damn b*tch? Why did you leave me behind? Why are you paying attention to me. Why.”
“Hey, wait… aww…!”
With a thump, I was pushed hard against the wall.
Her darkened face came closer to me.
“I gave you my everything, my love, my heart, this body, even the deepest, most precious parts.”
There was a thump, and once again the back hit the wall.
“It’s black -“
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Resentment overflowed from her eyes and from her heart.
“…Anything I say won’t reach you? Are you trying to tell me that you won’t give me your love? If you’re hesitant because you couldn’t say a single thing about choosing that cat over me…”
With a sigh, the body was once again pressed together with the light.
“Ah…!”
“Be prepared. I’ve already risked my life and my life here.”
I’m not kidding, I’m serious.
The will to get an answer must have been strong, but a greater force was acting on me trying to keep my mouth shut.
Staring at me as I collapsed on the floor and my arms were shaking, she slowly rose from her seat.
“If you don’t want to answer, I’ll wait until you do.”
I brought a chair and looked at her quietly sitting in front of me.
You really, really don’t intend to change.
I could clearly see that the oppressive aspect I felt was really nothing from her point of view.
The way she tried to ‘persuade’ me to eat just one hair,
It was really persuasion from her point of view, and I understood.
Even if I shed tears and struggle in pain,
She was staring at me without blinking an eye.
“…I’m scared!”
At those words I barely uttered, I felt the invisible power I had felt so far disappear like a lie.
“Keheuk, Coke! Ugh…”
“Go ahead.”
Staring at me, who was coughing, with cold eyes, she got up from her seat and knelt down in front of me.
He grabbed my head as I coughed on the floor and forced her to meet her eyes.
Feeling raw in her feelings of resentment, she ordered me in a dry voice.
“Continue talking.”
“…So, Ellie, I’ve been afraid of you. Ever since I knew how great your love was… I’ve been scared. Will I be able to handle it, will I be able to understand you, if I continue to love you, How much must I change, how much more must I love you to satisfy you.”
I told her honestly and without any lies what I had felt so far.
“I didn’t have the confidence to comply with that request to be strictly filled with you all the time. I was afraid of you like that. So I tried to run away. And to Shani, that’s… that’s right. I ran away from the fear I felt for you. – “
Crack, his neck was grabbed, and he was lifted up against the wall.
“Cuck, heck, heck…!”
“Mr. Shenney… Shenney? Shenney? Shenney??!!?!?”
Seol, could it be that he responded to being called by his name?
Lifting me up with so much force, she watched with wide open eyes as I grabbed her arm for a moment and suffered.
Soon, he let go of the strength in his hands and threw me to the floor.
“Kheuk, ugh, khehehek, kolok, kolok kolok!”
“You… are possessed. Even if you are possessed, you are possessed too firmly.”
My chin and clothes were grabbed, and I was dragged to the floor.
Showing no sympathy for me as I struggled to catch my breath along with the tears, she pierced my ear with a cold voice.
“I don’t know what tricks that nasty b*tch has played on you, but I dare, dare I make you take responsibility for making me see you that way… before that…”
Suddenly, the door opened.
A little chilly air hit my lungs.
In that moment, instinctively I knew what this place was like.
A basement for storing food and items.
The place where once she watched the chains on the wall and looked me insidiously.
“I will protect you. From the outside. From the outside world full of things that try to keep us away. The cat, your twisted thoughts, everything that made me hate…”
Carrying me spread out on the ground on her shoulders, she lightly moved her feet down the stairs step by step.
“So, don’t blame me. It’s all for you and me.”
No matter how much I twisted in fear, no matter how hard I tried to free myself from her back, my condition did not change.
Eventually I had no choice but to open my eyes and accept everything she was doing to me.
I shuddered at the situation, which hadn’t changed at all from before, and my situation, which had deteriorated.
Still, I couldn’t lift an arm.
In her madness, in her love, in her obsession, in her possessiveness,
I was thoroughly bound and imprisoned in her safe.
A cold metal strap was attached to his neck, and a short chain attached it to a hook on the wall.
“Mr. Marcus, you, no one else, are my life, my life. You are so precious to me.”
Click. and the padlock completed the lock on my necklace.
It was faintly reddish, and it gave off a bright light at the same time as her eyes flashed.
“So, I’m sure you understand. Everything I do for you and me.”
Her red lips touched my stiff cheek.
“And even if you don’t understand…”
Suddenly, the chain pulled and pulled me in front of her eyes.
“I’ll make you understand.”
…I made an irreparable mistake,
no,
I had to commit