chapter 73
73 – IF Gaiden 1: Don’t take it away, don’t miss it, never. (3)
“I think it’s always good to be together at mealtime. It’s a time to have a happy conversation while watching you savor the food I made. You and me.”
I hear her footsteps trudging down the stairs.
The buttocks and back are itchy. I sat down because my legs hurt, maybe it was because I touched the excessively cold floor.
“…Not the time to laugh and talk to that cat.”
She was watching everything.
It wasn’t that I was sobbing in the room.
He knew everything I had done with Shani, and he knew that I had petted her and held her in my arms.
I knew everything, and I kept each one carefully in my heart.
…that was genuinely scary.
I had a grudge, and it seemed that no matter what I did, it wouldn’t be resolved easily.
Whatever I say now, it won’t reach her.
“Don’t worry… I know what you want to be like. But you won’t be like that nasty b*tch. You’ll understand me, you’ll get to know me.”
With a clatter, the bowl of food was placed on the ground.
A piece of roasted meat still steaming, roasted peas, and roasted potatoes were neatly arranged.
“Wait. This will be your room from now on. Sitting on the ground and eating will be inconvenient… At least you will have to stand up to eat, right?”
“Work, stand up?”
To eat standing up, wasn’t it sitting on a chair?
“…Then, did you think the punishment I would give you would be so easy? You thought you could live in a warm house, receive warm love, and receive warm things indefinitely without paying anything in return?”
As she turned her back and was about to climb the stairs, she strode forward and stabbed me in the chest with her finger.
“You should have seized that opportunity long ago. Even if you only did so, so that I could remain a kind rabbit, a person who loved you warmly.”
Cook, cook, he pushed me hard against the chest and pushed me against the cold stone wall.
“Even if you did that, neither you nor I would have had any reason to suffer.”
Staring at me with red eyes, she let out a low purring sound from her neck, put her hand around my neck, and pulled the chain hard, pulling me into her arms.
“Ugh!”
The very moment I grabbed her body and hung on, frowning at the intense pain I felt in her neck.
She flicked her tongue and began to wet my throat.
“…You dare to smear a disgusting smell on someone else’s partner… Where did you learn that bad thing?
stray cat. It was wrong from the start.
I felt sorry for you, and you accepted it because you wanted it…”
Soon, on that dry, slightly roughened surface that gave me goosebumps from the cold air,
Her hot, soggy saliva began to ooze out.
Achingly fast, biting, biting through my teeth, my neck was trampled in her mouth until my skin swelled up,
It wasn’t until this distance that her scent rose with hot steam, and then she stopped marking.
“From now on, every day, gulp… ha… heh… huhuh, it’s really thick… much more than that year, several times more… uh huhu…”
She smiled contentedly and gave me a short kiss on the cheek, then leaned into me, allowing her warmth to permeate every inch of my body with her whole body.
“Your body is a bit cold. It’s a bit cold here, right?
The previous owner could have done something nasty and even painfully tortured, but I don’t.
Because I want your love.”
Her words calmed my mind a bit, though.
At least when I realized how reassuring she was to say that she wouldn’t hurt me, I realized how much fear I had for her.
And, it seemed like she didn’t either.
“…Still, I am a scary person to you.
A person that would be nice to disappear right in front of your eyes.”
Showing a bitter smile, she touched my still closed lips once.
“Kisses, sloppy interminglings, heartfelt caresses, all service to you…?
No matter how much I love you, it means nothing if you don’t accept it as love.
And if you think I’ve put you here to get your own way, you’re very mistaken.
With a face that seems to have given up and put it down,
It’s a face that says ‘I can do this’…
yes i will Of course, I won’t do anything like low-level violence, something that hurts you and makes you cry.”
With a clatter, she put her hand on the food.
The food that had been steaming all of a sudden had lost its luster and had become hard even at a glance.
cooled down
food.
“…This is what I thought of. First of all, I want you to know how precious and beautiful the food prepared for you is.
How precious was the food that was served to you every day, the food that made you smile, warm, and comfortable.
The pampering and cuteness that always calls you as soon as it is made and to get you recognition for your efforts in making food,
How much love and effort it takes to make it happen.
I want to tell you that.”
Without a word, she moved the food away from me and went upstairs without looking back.
…Are you starving? food in front of you?
Thinking like that made me very scared, so I inadvertently stepped forward and tried to see if my arms could reach the food.
It didn’t matter.
The rattling of chains echoed through the empty cellar.
Taking away my freedom, I could see how tender she had been to me before.
Having been able to do this, I could see that she had long ago resisted the desire she had from the day she saw these rings.
And since I did not give her love, she dragged me into this cellar without hesitation.
How big and heavy is her heart?
Would something like me dare to endure?
“…why, are you trying to run away?”
Unfortunately, the direction of the food was in the direction of the stairs.
Her red eyes were shining, and a small table was held in her hands.
Looking at me through her hidden face, she gently descended the stairs one step at a time.
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Rattle.
and the table was set,
“Ughhhhh!?!?!?!”
current, current.
it hurts,
ㅇ.. What is this?
“…That’s punishment. The thing I hate the most, the thing I hate to give.”
With a tearful voice, she barely managed to say a few words, then laid me on her lap and put my head down…
slowly…
Gently, stroked.
“You can’t get out. I won’t allow you to leave this den anymore for any reason. That’s what I thought from the moment I entered.
I want you to know that I love you and that I am prepared to do this.
That resolution is this necklace.
This necklace responds to my magic and my emotions.
I can give you any punishment I want.
It’s a short, concise pain that’s as considerate as possible… you know? I mean I really hope you don’t get sick.
But you have to be punished.
Please understand that you can’t get away from me.”
Breathing heavily, he recalled the sensation of the electric current that had made his throat ache.
I hate it, I hate this kind of pain,
Before I felt anything resentful, the overwhelming pain cooked through my brain.
No will to resist, no courage to say anything to her,
Eaten up by pain and fear.
“…Let’s eat now.”
The plate she had brought was so cold that the food had turned so bad that the fat in the broth had turned white.
Chilled forks and knives. Lifting them up and slicing up a chunk of meat, she cut it into bite-sized pieces and brought it to my mouth.
“eat.”
I was afraid of the pain to deny it, and my stomach was empty.
He opened his mouth without hesitation and put food into his mouth…
Like her food, the liver seemed okay, but the texture and feel were not good at all.
I didn’t have the confidence to pass the unpleasantly soft, hard, and unpleasant smell of meat down my throat every time I chewed it.
“Ugh…”
He frowned and spit it out in his hand, then hurriedly examined her.
however,
“Well, well, well…”
She was chewing on the meat without a word.
She, too, seemed to be displeased with this ‘food’ and was crushing the meat with her teeth.
Unlike me, she eventually swallowed it.
“…from now on, you and I will eat like this.”
Calmly, she continued with her fork and knife.
“One piece for me and one piece for you. We will feed each other. Food from one plate. And I promise you right here.
I will always eat with you, and only eat something at this time. I don’t use snacks or shortcuts.”
A dish that has turned terribly.
She pushed it to me and handed me her fork and knife.
“Now it’s your turn. And, what you spit into that hand-“
Before she could finish her words, she took it back to her mouth and swallowed it with a heavy heart.
Fortunately, as if she liked my behavior, she gave me a shallow smile.
I picked up the potato with the fork that was handed to me and put it in her mouth.
I couldn’t bear to eat this horrible meat.
She again handed me the fork and knife and started slicing the meat.
“The meal on this plate, I won’t stop until it’s all empty. So…”
He put the cold meat into his mouth again and forced the fishy juices down his throat.
The unpleasantly hard, chewy meat was crushed and swallowed.
This meal reminded me of my daily life with her.
The days were happy, full of warmth, and full of pleasure even though they were exhausted.
Taking love out of them, I am left with nothing.
Only the cooled meat, the hardened peas, and the potatoes that she could yield to her were all that was left.
…This was such a terrible torture.