I Became an Extra Who Died Instead of the Main Character

55 – Fairy (part 1 finished)

“Who was I?”

The moment Lian’s low question reached her ears.

Adel Listonia’s time has hardened like stone.

‘Master… Are you okay?’

Realizing that the situation was not serious, her spirit Undine sent a worrying message.

She couldn’t hear her because she couldn’t organize her confused thoughts.

Would it be right for her to tell Rian about her past?

Those nightmares that existed in the terrible past. Is it okay to inform Rian, who has lost her memory?

Those hellish days.

The desire that was coiled in Adele’s mind said this.

‘Don’t tell me. Forgetting everything is for Lian.’

Don’t tell me.

Don’t tell Rihanna about her past.

Aren’t you happy? It’s filthy, but wasn’t it fun by Rian’s side today?

Like the distant past that won’t come back anymore. Didn’t you feel your heart pounding when you saw Rian looking straight at her with her pure and clear eyes?

When Rian scratched her head as if she didn’t know, she would tell her one by one with a small smile.

Aren’t you happy?

If Rian recalls her memories, she believes that today, which was like a dream, will truly become a dream.

Having recovered her memories, Lian will push her away again.

With the guilt she didn’t have, she wished her happiness and said she would walk away.

She doesn’t even know that her happiness can only be found by her side.

If she shuts her mouth. She didn’t know if everyone could be happy.

Forgetting everything that happened in her past, Lian will live as her original, innocent Lian.

The Kindred family will regain her vigor thanks to Lian, who is back as before.

She was also by her Rihanna’s side, and as Rihanna’s fiancée, she would be able to live on until Rihanna’s death.

······Until Lian died.

The day her fiance died in the past was only three years away.

Unlike in the past, Lian’s lifespan may have increased.

Adele knew better than anyone in the world that that was a lie.

Because the disease Lian suffers from was originally hers.

The symptoms Lian was suffering from were much more serious than the symptoms of the disease she had already suffered from.

Even if memory loss was caused by a previous accident, vision loss was never a minor symptom.

Even Rihanna hid the fact that she had lost her sight from everyone except Principal Lapis and Professor Javert.

She told her principal and professor to make her strange behavior understandable. It was clear that she was never worried, comforted, or hoping for her help.

If you wished for that in the first place. There would be no reason to hide blindness from others.

If Rian develops another symptom without her knowledge.

Blindness, memory loss. If more than these symptoms overtake her fiancé.

Will Lian really tell her about this?

Not at all.

This stupidly good childhood friend of hers.

It was clear that she wouldn’t say anything because she didn’t want to worry her or her others.

She said that if she announced that she was ill, everyone would be worried.

Only. For that reason.

And.

If that happens in the future.

Can she really notice? She didn’t notice Rihanna’s eyesight even right next to her?

It couldn’t be.

Her childhood friend was always thorough in this area.

Right now, not too long ago, no one noticed.

Except for Professor Javert and Principal Lapis, whom Lian himself told us about.

No one noticed Lian’s condition. Eventually, it led to her memory loss.

Can she dare to assure me that something like this won’t happen again?

You dare.

In this situation.

Would it be right for her not to tell Rihanna the truth about her?

If you don’t tell her the truth, Rian will die without knowing why she is dying.

She doesn’t even know why she’s dying, and she’ll say ‘I’m fine, don’t cry’ to her who is crying because she can’t speak next to her.

Because her childhood friend, ‘Lian Kindred’, was such a person.

“·······Lian.”

“Huh?”

I had to tell you.

If I told her, even if she couldn’t be by Lian’s side like today, even if what happened today would remain as a fleeting dream.

Even with Rihanna losing all of her current form after recalling all of her memories.

That’s courtesy to her childhood friend who took her bottle.

It was the last consideration for a loved one.

“·················································································································What kind of life you have lived.”

Her story continued until lunchtime ended.

***

“······That’s why you lost your memory. Lian.”

After her long story.

Lian finally seemed to understand a little.

Why did the other students stare at him with disgust, what is the identity of the voice that still resonates in his head.

Why did she treat him well when he lost her memory?

It was only after hearing her explanation that he seemed to understand a little bit.

“So, you’re saying that it’s the spirit that’s resonating the electrical sound in my head right now?”

“······Yes, probably right.”

“Is there any way to summon like you?”

“There is, but… You need to know the name of the spirit to summon it.”

“······Really?”

It was clear that Rian probably couldn’t summon the spirit.

He didn’t know the names of the spirits because of his amnesia.

If you don’t know the spirit’s name, it’s impossible to summon the spirit like her. Is it possible to communicate only with the phoneme?

“I… I hear… What’s your name?”

“······Lian?”

“Hello?”

But looking at Lian talking to herself, it was clear that the conversation wasn’t going well through transmission.

From her point of view, it seemed that what he was saying was not being conveyed to the spirit.

Only what the spirits say can be heard by him, and what he says cannot be heard by the spirits.

One-way traffic. Lian’s current appearance was like a one-way street.

“Is the spirit not hearing your voice?”

“Oh, I guess so.”

“······Sorry for not being helpful.”

“No, it was Adele who told me that this voice was the voice of a spirit. Why are you sorry?”

“····.”

Far from blaming her for not being helpful at all, Ryan comforted her by telling her not to be sorry.

Consolation, not criticism.

“Lian.”

“Huh?”

“Why are you still nice to me?”

It was strange.

Her obviously she remembers her Rihanna pushed her away looking at her wistfully.

I quietly wished her happiness behind her back, and kept her from approaching in front of her.

“Why don’t you push me…?”

Why did Lian not push her away after hearing her story?

“Me? You?”

Ryan didn’t seem to understand the point of the conversation.

As if she had no idea what she was talking about.

“Why should I push you away?”

“······But I just told you…”

“Story? After hearing all that, I think I did everything wrong?”

“······· Huh?”

Her brain started malfunctioning.

Lian did something wrong…?

No. It was all her fault. All of this happened because she couldn’t take good care of Rian…

“According to what you said, didn’t you mean that I was compared to my parents because I was so lacking before I lost my memory?”

“No. You are not lacking…”

“Then I became a fool by myself because I had a sense of qualifications toward you, and I also hurt you.”

“····.”

“Then it’s cheap even if you call me an idiot. For some reason, other students looked at me like that. It was because everyone deserved it.”

······· hahahaha.

That’s right. Ryan was originally like this.

“Perhaps the reason I absorbed your bottle with my own magical power was because of my shallow pride.”

“····.”

“What is the reason for me to push you away? Rather, I should bow to thank you for coming to me even after I did this.”

Although her childhood friend found out about her past through her.

I couldn’t recall details like the feelings I had at the time.

No, I didn’t think of anything in the first place.

She just forcibly drew the erased part of her memory, and her original memory wasn’t restored.

So she didn’t push her away. I accepted that others looked at me that way.

Even when she said that she had taken her bottle, she said, ‘I deserved it.’ He nodded her head.

It’s only now that I realize why Lian reacted this way.

For Rian, who has no memory of her, it would be like listening to her story.

Because she heard only one of her stories and she concluded that ‘I was bad.’

“But, Adele, I think you’re really nice.”

Not at all. She was never nice

It’s much better to say that he’s like a devil…

“Even though I hurt myself in the past, you’re talking to me like this and treating me kindly.”

“No, I…”

“If you have a pretty face and such a kind personality. Actually, aren’t you a fairy, not a human?”

“······What?”

– You’re not a fairy? A person can’t be this pretty.

Remnants of her past raced through her mind intensely.

Memories I will never see again. A happy past that would never exist in front of her again.

She passed before her eyes.

“············································”

Adele Listonia started to cry.

“Adele? Why is she crying all of a sudden?”

Naturally, Rihanna was suddenly taken aback by her crying and tried to comfort her.

In Lian’s clean eyes, which contain only pure worries.

– You said fairy back then, maybe?

– Stop… I’m still embarrassed.

Unlike the time when we became friends again here, there are no happy memories of her then.

I realized that the word fairy was a memory that only remained in her memory.

······ Realizing that the childhood friend she remembered, who spent her thrilling childhood with her, has now completely disappeared from this world.

“Ahhh!”

She wept more bitterly.

For quite a long time.