Idol’s Childhood Friend

45 – Or, do it like animals from the beginning

After we finished reminiscing up to that point, we went back home, holding hands.

We didn’t say anything until the moment we passed through the common entrance, elevator, and front hall of the house and entered the house……

“Minah.”

“Yes.”

The moment the door closed, we looked at each other with eyes that seemed to melt us.

Each other’s eyes trembled with excitement.

As if they couldn’t control themselves, each other’s hands move towards the shoulders, arms, waist, and then back to the neck.

Embrace.

I crave your lips.

We crave and want each other wildly.

It’s just a kiss. The only things that are touching are you, my lips, and tongue, but a melting sensation envelops my entire body.

It’s hot.

I want to pour this heat out of my body right now. The more I think about it, the more my feelings for you become less dominant, and the more provocatively I mix them with my tongue.

“…… Ha.”

“…… “Huh.”

As soon as we parted our lips, each other’s hot breath burst out.

I look at your eyes with dark eyes.

It’s beautiful.

I am so loving and happy that you are my person and my woman, not anyone else.

“I like it.”

If I don’t express it, I feel frustrated and my heart beats like I’m going crazy. I surrender to the desire to pour out all my emotions.

Then wait.

Because I am human.

It is a ridiculous situation to ask a lion who has starved for several days to wait for meat in front of him, but I am an intellectual who knows how to make rational decisions.

Lips like cherry. Butt like a peach. Breasts like melons. Even if you want to taste that sweetness right away……

“I am. “I like you a lot, Chaewon.”

Because I am human.

“I hope you accept my heart.”

A romantic moment whispering love, what kind of expression am I making?

Even if I don’t look in the mirror, I can’t find anything romantic about my face… It was very obvious that he had a perverted expression distorted by low-level desires.

Ah… , I can’t stand it anymore.

It looks fiercely with greedy eyes that only want to eat it. Slightly lower the arm wrapped around your waist to your pelvis.

Bring your lips so close that they almost touch.

Blow your rough breath into your mouth.

But.

“Is this what they mean by saying that all men are beasts?”

You lightly push my lips with your finger.

That mischievous smile on his face, as if it’s nice to see him fretted, is so lovely.

“I want to fall in love with someone.”

There’s too much s*xiness again……

“Ugh———?!”

Push your tongue in to squeeze it.

Out of embarrassment, he grabs my left hand with all his strength and wraps it around my waist, walking forward little by little.

Tuuk-. In the blink of an eye, your back hit the wall.

“Pha…… !”

You blush and exhale.

Is it because it was so rough?

Your chest shakes violently due to unstable breathing, and transparent threads can be seen falling in your peripheral vision.

I snorted at your harsh, resentful gaze.

“Sorry, I’m an animal.”

“———.”

“Did you really think I was different from other men?”

I turn my head and place my lips close to your neck.

You flinched and let out a shallow moan as thick snort came down the back of your neck at an angle……

I don’t care, I bite your neck with my lips.

“… “Sigh.”

Unable to overcome the tickling sensation, your hands grabbed the hem of my clothes even tighter, and I moved my lips in a slow, circular motion at the area where they first touched.

This time, exhale hot breath through your mouth and slowly remove your lips from your neck.

I caress your blushing cheeks with the back of my hand and smile slightly.

“Romance. Romance. I had something like that too. Wouldn’t that be the case with the original soloist? “I want to do it, but I can’t do it, so I just think about it, and as I do that, one play after another comes up that I really want to play.”

“… ….”

“I wanted to make a very romantic confession. “When asked to confess while kissing, I thought a lot about where and how I could be romantic.”

“Hmm….”

“Hey. “You made it like this.”

Bite your ear lightly.

Gently touch the other side with your hand.

“You were the one who kept making me impatient and impatient when I tried to confess more innocently than anyone else. But what? “I want to fall in love with someone?”

“…… “Stop.”

“If you turn me into an animal and boast about it, will I go crazy or not?”

The hand that had been caressing her ear in a lewd way slips down and gently sweeps the side line.

I grab your hand, which was lethargic, and move it to my chest, slightly increasing the distance between you.

“I was wrong about being human. So, choose.”

He swallows his saliva and smiles seductively.

“If you pretend to be a noble human being, you end up becoming an animal.”

“… ….”

“Or, do it like an animal from the beginning.”

You slowly raised your hand that was on my chest and brought it close to my lips.

“But you are actually more of an animal than me.”

I lift just one corner of my mouth and lightly kiss the back of your hand.

———Sigh.

Your hand that was holding on goes to the zipper of my hoodie zip-up.

“… “I was just trying to skip over it to somehow observe my lifestyle pattern.”

The zipper went down without hesitation.

Tuuk-.

“Until the moon appears again, you are in charge.”

With our lips pressed together, your hands come inside my robe.

I also take off one of your clothes.

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“Min-ah, the sun is about to rise.”

A passionate time has passed, and the sky at 5 a.M. Is starting to become more and more blue.

I look at that scene while embracing in the living room.

“Wow. “Yumin, now that I see you, you don’t look like you, do you?”

“… “Are you a nerd too?”

As soon as we get out of the darkness and can leisurely look at each other’s faces, we make friendly comments.

But as our eyes meet, all I can do is laugh, and I wrap my arms around your waist more gently.

“So?”

“Huh?”

“What happened after that?”

I thought about what your rambling story meant, and only then did I understand.

After the high school CSAT, I was asked how I felt during my days thereafter.

“… Well, after that, it’s no different from what you know. “I worked hard with you until I became a college student.”

“Was it the hospital, the gym, and Pyeongchang?”

“And I couldn’t see you because I was busy around the time I went to school, but when I went on vacation, you came back.”

“… It was from then on. “You and I communicated every day.”

Daily life that we took for granted.

When you realize that there was a big reason there, you lightly lower your head with a sad smile.

The expression dimly reflected beyond the window was dark.

“Wow, am I so clueless? Without even knowing it, I said something to you….”

“I don’t know people’s speed. “You were naive.”

“How the hell are you holding on…?” ?”

“How did you survive? “Of course it’s because I like it.”

“… ….”

“I shouldn’t like you. I didn’t think I deserved to like you, but that’s okay. “If I didn’t really like you even for a moment, I probably wouldn’t have lasted.”

I pat your head and turn your body slightly to look at me.

“Are you worrying needlessly again?”

“… ….”

“Do you want me to guess that correctly, or do you want to say it yourself?”

Your eyes cannot easily meet my eyes.

He gently strokes your head several times to tell you that it’s okay, and even if you don’t notice, he leaves a shallow smile on his face.

“… “It was so hard to reach, but what if we break up too easily?”

Tell me about the anxiety you have.

“Right now, we are on an overseas tour from December of this year to next year. You and I are already busy. “What if we grow apart without any reason?”

“… ….”

“I feel so good and happy now. That makes me even more scared. “I hate it so much because I can’t be sure if we’ll be able to do this the next day, and the day after that, and even in the future.”

Your body in my arms is shaking slightly.

Even though it is early morning, it is not cold.

I got over my cold a long time ago.

“I know that you love me a lot, but I don’t want you to keep worrying about me, so…” .”

Anxiety and depression. It is said that no matter how much one overcomes, darkness comes upon those who have experienced extreme depression from time to time.

I am afraid that this happiness will disappear like bubbles in an instant. I am afraid that a day will come when this love that has been thrust upon me will no longer be my own.

Like coughing at an invisible dust, the thought of not knowing suddenly comes to me.

Even so.

“We too will eventually change.”

You and I already know how to overcome this pain.

“Many lovers have already heard the sweet sound of fate, and there are also many lovers who have broken up because of bad luck. The beginning of many loves is hot, and the end is cold enough to make you feel numb. “We are no different from them.”

“… ….”

“But. “There’s just one thing that makes us different from other people, and do you know what that is?”

After much thought, you shake your head saying, “I don’t know.”

I smiled and hugged you.

“Good affection, ugly affection. “Even though we showed both our good and bad sides, we still like and trust each other.”

“———.”

“No matter what you show in the future, I have the confidence to love you.”

Lightly kiss the cheek.

I gently brushed the area where my lips touched with my thumb and looked straight into your eyes.

“I love you, but I’ve been preparing for 15 years. Review pre-study and write notes on incorrect answers. “I did it so many times it was so boring.”

“… ….”

“I assure you, you are so simple and consistent that I don’t think you will show up in a way that I don’t know from now on. Even if it comes out, I don’t think there will be anything wrong with it. “You know, I go to a good school.”

Bend your knees slightly and bring them to eye level.

A bewildered look, as if in disbelief. When I saw your face with the so-called goofy expression, I couldn’t help but laugh.

“I’ll show you the test paper and all the answers, so just memorize them.”

“… “What if it’s wrong to do that?”

“I’ll give you the correct answer and move on. Instead, you must write a note of incorrect answers.”

“———.”

“If I don’t like studying, should I go for a game format? I’m thinking of going to a 2-person raid to wake up that cheeky guy called Love, how about it? “I’m already ready, so now all you have to do is come.”

I slowly closed my eyes, smiled, and stopped in front of your lips.

1 Second. 2 Seconds. 3 Seconds.

I waited for you, feeling my heart beating quietly.

“… I am the leader of the engineering team. “No complaints?”

I laugh out loud at the feel of my lips.

“As you wish.”

Such a long kiss———.