chapter 4
4 – #004 I decide.
When summoned to this world for the first time.
108 People were divided into various groups.
Divided into male and female.
Divided into grades.
Divided into clubs.
Divided into insiders and assas.
In the midst of such a split, I wanted to be with my girlfriend Chae Yu-ri.
– What? Uh, um, hey, I’ve already organized a party… I think it’s hard to be with you because it’s all girls. Sorry.
But Chae Yu-ri woke me up.
Exactly, he abandoned me.
The justification was to have a party with women, but later I found out that it was a party with people from the same sports club, including men.
The reason is that I am a ‘undertaker’ and I am a ‘distance dealer’ who is classified as an aristocrat among nobles.
Aren’t nobles usually tankers?
Unfortunately, tankers were the lowest in this world.
We received the game’s system as a perk, but ‘resurrection’ was not a perk.
When you die, it’s over.
Of course, a tanker standing in the vanguard was a job full of danger of dying first, and even those who received the job of a tanker abandoned their shields because they were afraid to step out with their shields.
-f*ck, you’re telling me to go to the front and die!!
-What are we going to do?! Are you still a man?! You couldn’t do that while you were in the military?!
-What does it have to do with the military, this ㅆ-
The crack occurred quickly.
No one wanted to take on the vanguard, and mankind in this world became disillusioned with the warriors after seeing them die.
In the midst of that, I became a person who was not welcomed by mankind in this world as I had a job as a mortician.
Even when I first turned down the party.
Even after that, Chae Yu-ri did not help me.
Despite the fact that he himself joined the kingdom’s magic corps and later rose to the position of a royal wizard, he kept his distance from me.
She has been giving and receiving so much love on Earth, and this woman has abandoned me since she thought I was not doing her good.
“Do you have any excuses?”
“…….”
Chae Yu-ri didn’t say anything.
I can’t read thoughts, but from years of experience, this woman is now rolling her hair.
How can you convince me?
How can I change my mind?
“Hey, Siwoo. I don’t know what you think about me, but you should be wrong about that.”
“Misunderstanding?”
What nonsense.
“I didn’t throw you away because I was a funeral director. It’s not like that at all, because that was the situation at the time…”
“So, have you ever visited me before?”
“…….”
“Even during the victory party, you overlooked me like a chicken. Like someone I didn’t have. You treated me as someone who didn’t know me, as if I had no ties on Earth.”
“Siwoo, that’s it!”
“Chae Yu-ri. How about you just live here?”
I put the ring back into my bosom.
“I could live happily as a royal mage, and now all that remains is to live a splendid life.”
“It’s not Earth…!”
“hahahaha, that’s right. You were excited about going back to Earth and using magic.”
I didn’t hear it myself.
This is what I heard from other people.
“If I had magic, I wouldn’t have any inconvenience living here, but why do I want to go back to Earth? I just live here.”
“I want to go to Earth…! Huh? Siwoo? Please, I beg you like this…!”
Chae Yu-ri approached her and knelt down on her knees.
“Please take me. You know my mom and dad. You saw my family. Huh?”
“It’s over after saying goodbye to my family. I’m betting on my family here. How about living here with a new family?”
“Hey!! Hap…!”
Even though Chae Yu-ri screamed, she kept her mouth shut in surprise.
“Anyway, with a temper. Hey, Yuri. Are you so desperate? You want to go to Earth? Enough to throw away everything you’ve built here?”
Nodding.
Yuri Chae vigorously nodded her head.
The warriors were further divided into two groups.
Those who choose to continue living in this world.
A person who wanted to return to Earth even if it meant dying.
Chae Yu-ri was the latter, if I had to insist.
Removed the phrase ‘Even if you die’.
“Then I can’t help it. I’m sorry to the others, but…”
I got down on one knee in front of Yuri Chae.
“I have no choice but to choose someone who fought alongside me.”
“Siwoo! …Huh?”
“……Never had one?”
I smiled at Chae Yu-ri.
“When we were fighting the demon king army on the front line, where was Chae Yu-ri and what was she doing?”
“That, that’s…!”
“Ah. You said you fired magic bombardment from afar? You said you were sucking honey from behind? No, you said you did your best as well? You weren’t on the front line, you were on standby at the rear of the kingdom!!”
This woman.
I have never been in front of a ‘death crisis’.
So you must have survived until now.
The reason I’ve been alive so far is because I avoided the battlefield.
At least it was to such an extent that even while on the battlefield, they fired long-range artillery fire from the rear.
Even.
“Do you remember Yunjeong?”
“……!”
Chae Yu-ri’s expression shakes sharply.
Jeongi Yoon.
He was a member of the Yoon family and his name was Jeongi. Along with Chae Yuri, he was one of the aristocratic wizards.
Then she died.
The Demon King’s army was not an idiot to leave the wizards firing magic fire from the rear unattended, and they sent an assassin to raid the rear.
“It was like that before Yunjeongi died. That b*tch Chae Yu-ri abandoned her and ran away.”
“That’s…!”
“Do you have anything to say? I heard the will myself.”
If Chae Yu-ri helped her, she could have lived.
Chae Yu-ri abandoned me and ran away.
Yuri Chae, that rotten b*tch!!
“…You’ve never heard of it yourself. Because the demon assassin ran away with the teleport magic while stabbing Yunjeong in the stomach.”
“It couldn’t be helped! If I die, the magic defense base will collapse!”
“Yes. I couldn’t help it. But did I listen to the will? Yoon Jeong-i said that.”
I grabbed Chae Yu-ri’s hands as she came out.
“When Chae Yu-ri dies, she must be buried next to him.”
“Hey!!”
“Didn’t you decide to die together? Yoon Jeong-i died in this world, so shouldn’t you die in this world too?”
“S-Don’t do that…! Please? Huh?”
As soon as I let go of my hand, Yuri Chae grabbed her cage with her weeping eyes.
“Siwoo, please. Look at me just once.”
“……What are you doing now?”
“Let’s go back to Earth together. I, I’ll do my best. You, are you just going back? If it’s someone you’re going back with, at least it’s good if you’re someone you’ll continue to spend with. Huh?”
Chae Yu-ri leaned forward.
“I can be your girlfriend again, right?”
As much as he knew what weapon he had now, Yuri Chae looked at me with miasma in his eyes.
“Siwoo, you know I really love you…? We liked it, huh?”
“…Nice.”
If.
If it wasn’t for this world, we might have worn each other’s rings by now and went on a trip to Jeju Island or overseas for our 1st anniversary.
That much, we liked each other.
We knew everything about each other, we knew where we were good, and we even stayed together when we said we were scared at night.
But.
“It seems that love has cooled down in the middle, I’m sorry.”
I relentlessly took a step back.
“Sorry. I’m here to check one last time. Am I a nerd or am I clear on my mind?”
“What…?”
“I’m so sorry, but I’m not excited to see you anymore.”
I don’t know if the feelings from when we were lovers were still there.
“You’re nothing to me anymore. You’re just an ‘ex-girlfriend,’ okay?”
“Hey, hey…!!”
Again, Chae Yu-ri’s pupils began to grow ferociously sharp.
“You bastard…! Do you think you can run away to Earth alone?! You can’t go! You can’t go alone, can you?! That’s right!!”
“Isn’t it?”
“Don’t be an asshole!! I don’t think you’d notice that much?! If you were really stubborn, you would have gone to Earth by yourself as soon as you woke up!!”
That’s right.
Since there is no way to go to Earth alone, I must take one with me.
“Siwoo, please. Among them, I worked the hardest. The other b*tches didn’t level up or fight demons! You’re next to me…!”
“You know. Hey, I think you’re really crazy. You’re the best woman in the class.”
Really objectively.
If everyone on the continent were given one vote in a democratic way and voted for her, this woman would get the most votes.
Chae Yu-ri did at least fight.
She never fought the demon lord directly in the front line, but she abandoned her friends and ran away by herself, although she fought in the rear, at least she fought directly.
“Isn’t it? I, I’ll do really well. From now on, I’ll work hard…”
“You shouldn’t have worked hard.”
“I wanted to work hard too! But it turned out like this!!”
“Yes. You can’t undo what has already happened. Just like you can’t turn back time.”
I smiled as brightly as possible at Yuri Chae.
“Our Yuri, fighting! I’m sure you’ll get along well in this world. I believe in you!”
“Yaaa!!”
Turn your body relentlessly.
Chae Yu-ri from behind poured out all sorts of double curses at her, the F sound, and even spread her pad lip, but I heard even that curse as a compliment.
“You’re a bastard who can’t even go back to Earth.”
Refreshing.
Coming out of the dungeon, I was able to check my heart again.
“…Thank God, me.”
Because I’m not sick.
“I wondered what if my heart was shaken because it was my ex-girlfriend, but there’s no such thing.”
The moment I thought I had to leave. The moment he fiddled with the ring in front of Yuri Chae.
The woman who emerged as the owner of this ring was not Chae Yu-ri.
“…Saint.”
“Yes.”
I stretched out my hand toward a saintess with a haggard face approaching me from the front.
“I’ll be sure to pick you up later. Definitely.”
“…I’ll wait.”
You can sleep in peace.
Morning.
‘Undertaker’, missing.