Chapter 18 - r18
Chapter 18
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“…”
“…”
I was sprawled on the bed, my hands held captive by Geum-bi Noona.
Noona, looking down at me, kept gulping.
Her lips parted and closed several times as if she was about to speak, but stopped.
Only her gaze… never left my face.
“J-Ji-gu.”
“Mm.”
The moment Geum-bi Noona finally called my name,
Perhaps it was because of the feel of Noona’s thighs, calves, and buttocks pressing against me,
My groin twitched involuntarily.
“Uh…!”
“N-No, Noona. You know this, it’s an involuntary reflex.”
“Ugh, right. We decided to… think of it that way.”
I was doomed.
Geum-bi Noona had understood it as instinct back in the living room, but
Now that we were on the bed, her suspicions seemed to have resurfaced. She glanced at my lower half repeatedly, her guard up.
“I… trust you, Ji-gu.”
“Ah. Th-Thank you, Noona.”
While giving me a look that said she didn’t trust me at all.
While pinning both my wrists together and straddling me, restricting my movements.
Despite all that, Geum-bi Noona kept saying she trusted me… that she wanted to trust me.
‘This is really unnecessary suspicion. I really didn’t have those kinds of thoughts about Noona….’
The words that would have no persuasive power now ran through my mind.
Meanwhile, Geum-bi Noona looked back and forth between my groin and my face, then took a breath and continued.
“However… I don’t want to ignore the problem at hand just because of trust.”
“Ugh.”
“You know too, Ji-gu, right? I can’t just… trust your words and let you go here.”
With the situation having escalated to this point, I could only nod.
I had become indecently aroused while hugging Geum-bi Noona, and it hadn’t subsided even after we came to her room. On top of that, I had uttered those preposterous words about “teaching her about men.”
‘Actually, Geum-bi Noona is being very lenient. Normally, I wouldn’t have any right to complain even if she had already kicked me in the groin.’
Seeing me readily agree, Geum-bi Noona seemed slightly relieved and loosened her grip.
But she didn’t get off me. Instead, she moved her hand to my chest, caressing the area around my heart.
“Your heart… is beating really fast, Ji-gu.”
“It’s been like this since earlier. Yours was too, Noona… wasn’t it?”
“Hehe, you’re right. We’ve both been… like this since earlier.”
As if trying to lighten the mood, she brought up what happened in the living room.
Our bodies pressed together, our hands clasped so tightly that we could feel each other’s heartbeats, refusing to let go.
Perhaps remembering that moment of reassurance, Geum-bi Noona lowered her body, bringing her ear close to my chest.
“N-Noona?”
“Just for a moment… This will help me calm down.”
Geum-bi Noona, leaning over, focused on the sound of my heart.
Thump-thump, thump-thump, thump-thump. I swallowed repeatedly as the beating seemed to grow louder, even without listening intently.
Just when I thought all the saliva in my mouth would go down my throat,
Geum-bi Noona looked up at my face.
“Ji-gu.”
“Mm.”
“I’ll ask you again.”
“Yes… What is it?”
“If we had parted ways back in the living room, how… were you planning to take care of things down there?”
Geum-bi Noona, having regained some composure, returned to the original topic.
But my position remained unchanged. Scratching my head with my now-freed hand, I explained.
“Look, Noona. Just because a man gets an erection, it doesn’t mean he has to… release it.”
“Oh? R-Really?”
“Yes. If that were the case, wouldn’t everyone who gets an erection outside or in public be arrested as a pervert?”
“Huh? Men… get erections in those places too?”
“W-Well, not ‘just get’ erections. It’s just an example, an example.”
As I soothed Geum-bi Noona, who seemed to be digging into strange areas, I explained logically and slowly.
Since Geum-bi Noona was smart, she thought for a moment and easily understood what I meant.
“So… yours will calm down if I just leave it alone?”
“Of course.”
“But… why is it still hard?”
“Uh?!”
“It’s strange. According to you, it should have subsided by now, but down there… it’s been the same since we were downstairs.”
Despite seeming ignorant about men, she sure knew how to hit a sore spot.
I couldn’t lie my way out of this, so I covered my eyes with my arm and confessed honestly.
“It’s because I’m still… constantly aroused.”
“…Huh?”
“So, it’s because I keep getting stimulated by you, Noona…!”
“Huh? Uh? What?!”
Peeking through a small gap, I saw Geum-bi Noona’s face was bright red.
I wasn’t sure if it was because of the continuous physical contact since we were downstairs, or because of what I just said.
Just looking at her face made my erection even more persistent.
“Anyway, it’ll go down on its own if I’m away from you, Noona. What you’re worried about… won’t happen.”
“Ah, uh, mm. I see, mm.”
Finally managing to say what I wanted, I spread my arms wide.
I still didn’t have the courage to face her, so my gaze remained fixed on the ceiling.
Exhaling deeply into the empty air, I felt like I had finally let go of the lump in my chest.
About fifteen seconds passed before Geum-bi Noona spoke.
“But you know, Ji-gu.”
“Yes?”
“When you go back… you’ll be sleeping next to Su-jeong Unnie, right?”
“Uh, yeah. Right?”
“Can you really calm down… then? Won’t you get even more aroused?”
“……!”
Just how far was this Noona going to take this?
I was dumbfounded, but her words, which I couldn’t completely deny, left me speechless. I covered my eyes with my hands.
Geum-bi Noona, watching me, fell silent again.
A heavier… and stickier silence than in the living room lingered. Then, Geum-bi Noona’s fingertips brushed against my thigh.
“Huh?”
“You know, Ji-guu.”
“Mm, Noona.”
“I don’t think we can leave this… unresolved.”
“…Why do you think that?”
“Well, Unnie is sleeping in your room drunk, and if I’m not there too… something might happen.”
“…What about taking care of it in the bathroom or something?”
“The bathroom door is broken. What if… your younger siblings come in while you’re doing it?”
I racked my brains for a compromise, but it was flatly rejected.
Meanwhile, her fidgeting fingers had somehow made their way between my thighs… near my groin.
‘But… isn’t there a bathroom on the second floor too, Noona?’
Even if my younger siblings woke up, I doubted they would come all the way down to the first-floor bathroom in the middle of the night.
-Those words reached my throat, but contrary to Geum-bi Noona’s ceaseless hand movements, my lips couldn’t scream.
“Ji-gu.”
“Mm… Tell me.”
“It can’t be helped. This is… for our family.”
“Mm… Right.”
“…….”
“…….”
We didn’t meet each other’s eyes.
I stared at the ceiling, Geum-bi Noona at the bed, only our legs and fingers acknowledging each other’s presence.
Until her fingertips reached my twitching groin.
The moment her nail grazed that area, I gulped loudly enough to echo in the room.
“…Should I… help you, Ji-gu?”
Geum-bi Noona finally uttered those words.
Words I never thought she’d say, words I thought were impossible.
But… a voice that set my heart ablaze echoed softly on the bed.
“…….”
“…….”
“…How are you going to help me?”
“…With my hand, over your clothes… I’ll just touch it a little.”
Was asking Geum-bi Noona how she would help me my last shred of conscience or reason?
Probably neither. If I had any left, I would have shaken her hand off long ago.
“Please… Noona.”
My trembling lips failed to utter the right words.
What came out was something that should never have been said.
But at the sweet and seductive sound, Geum-bi Noona bit her lip and placed her right hand on my groin.
“…Uh!”
“…Huh.”
It was just the feeling of the fabric of my pants, yet Geum-bi Noona’s shoulders trembled in surprise.
But that trembling transmitted to her fingertips, giving me a strange pleasure, and I let out a silent moan from the corner of my lips.
Yes, silent enough to be unheard.
So, the fact that Geum-bi Noona glanced at me must have been a coincidence.
Just like how our eyes meeting now was 100% coincidental.
“Ah, uh, um… Ji-guu.”
“Mm, wh-why… Noona?”
“Well, this…… is this okay?”
“Ah, mm. It feels… good.”
What was I saying to my own sister?
What was Geum-bi Noona holding and asking her own younger brother?
Perhaps because of the darkness, all the actions on the bed were incomprehensible.
Between the two of us, who had fallen silent, only the sensitively touching skin slowly resumed its movement.
Geum-bi Noona’s hand, which once made my heart pound just by holding it, now stroked my groin.
I stared at the ceiling again, preventing my gaze from falling downwards.
Hoping that Geum-bi Noona was doing the same.
Praying that her trembling gaze was directed at the bed, like before.
‘Don’t look at this face… Look away, Noona.’
The heat under my chin must have been my imagination.
The dryness in my throat, the stinging gaze on my cheek, it all must have been my delusion.
Just like my shameless lower half, throbbing at Noona’s touch.
Convincing myself that this was all a dream, I covered my lips, trying not to let out a single moan.
“Haa…!”
“Ugh, huh…!”
I tried, but if things went as planned, we wouldn’t be in this situation.
Even though Geum-bi Noona must have heard my moan, she pretended not to and continued moving her hand.
She had to go to work in the morning.
Unlike her usual self, she showed no signs of falling asleep tonight.
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