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Chapter 110: Jinjiang Literature City exclusively published 88

Chi Chuji didn’t continue speaking, but Le Xi already understood all her unfinished words.

Although Lexi was very expectant of their children, she still respected Chi Chuji’s choice.

“I understand…” Le Xi bowed her waist, crawled on Chi Chuji’s body, and whispered softly against her thigh: “I understand…then this child…this child…”

Don’t do it.

She had known it a long time ago, Chi Chu Jiqi really didn’t have much love for her, and those trivial likes were not enough to give birth to a child belonging to them.

It’s just that this unexpected child is a surprise to her. She just wanted to keep her, so she begged Chi Chuji to be born.

At the same time, she also knows how much Chi Chuji loves her own ballet career, so she can’t selfishly ask Chi Chuji to give birth to a child she doesn’t love.

That’s right, that’s it? That’s it.

Le Xi only felt that a fire suddenly rose in her chest, and after the air in her chest was burnt, it went out silently. Only the feeling of suffocation after the oxygen burned left her chest tight and short of breath, and she was a little out of breath.

She held Chi Chuji’s hand and relaxed for a while, then forced her head up and smiled at Chi Chuji reluctantly: “Then let’s make an appointment with the doctor for surgery.”

“Um.”

Le Xi raised her eyes and looked at Chi Chuji’s indifferent expression. After a long silence, she buried her face on her thigh, not daring to look up at her.

Chi Chuji looked down at her in silence, put his hand on her black hair, and gently rubbed it.

Le Xi emptied her head, only feeling that her chest was empty, as if something had been taken away, and nothing was filled. She can’t speak?, can’t tell, can’t fight, only silence.

Endless silence, like a deadly country wrapped her.

After Chi Chuji finished the glucose infusion and temporarily regained her body consciousness, Le Xi led her away from the hospital.

After arriving at the parking lot, Le Xi wanted to drive back to her home, but Chi Chuji stretched out her hand to hold her: “Call for driving.”

In the current state of Lexi’s unconsciousness, she might get both of them in while driving on the road.

Le Xi looked at her sideways and nodded for a while: “Okay.”

She obeyed Chi Chuji’s meaning, took out her mobile phone and called for a substitute driver, and sat down in the back row with Chi Chuji back home.

Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. Even if Le Xi is lost, he still has to prepare the reunion dinner for the evening. So when she got home, she started to work in the kitchen.

Maybe it’s? I’m used to being busy in the kitchen, but she? Nothing? What’s wrong. For example, the misplacement of seasonings because of the unsatisfactory soul did not happen to her now.

She was just cooking in the kitchen, and kept thinking of her childhood. She thought about the appearance of Gu Mingzhuo and Le Yang busy in the kitchen, she wanted to smile Le Yang, and she wanted to kiss Gu Mingzhuo on Le Yang’s cheek.

In the year she was born, Le Yang was only thirty-four years old. Before she married Gu Mingzhuo, she was the principal of the National Ballet and the head of the Junior Ballet…

If Le Yang hadn’t gotten married and left the group, then she would be able to get to the point of Chi Chuji very early. Instead of going to the Children’s Palace to teach children dancing after getting married and returning to China.

As for Gu Mingzhuo… she is a very good photographer and has won many awards…

If she didn’t give birth to her with Le Yang, then she would have a good career.

Le Xi thought about it, not only did he ask? So? Why did they give up so many things and give birth to themselves?

Because of what? Because of love? Why can their love give birth to a child?

Lexi’s head was faintly aching, her heart was tight, and she was slightly out of breath. She took a deep breath, and warned herself in her heart: I can’t think about it any more, and I think about it further, but it only adds to the grief.

Le Xi raised her hand, patted her face, brought out the prepared food, put it on the dining table, and said with a strong smile, “Aunt Chuji, we are eating.”

They had a good reunion dinner together, and lay on the bed together after bathing. In the darkness, Le Xi put Chi Chuji in her arms, put her hand on her abdomen, and rubbed it unconsciously.

Chi Chuji felt her subtle movements, and was silent for a long time before speaking?: “Le Xi…”

Le Xi bowed her head and kissed her earlobe: “Huh?”

Chi Chuji turned his back to her, and there was no emotion in his voice: “If you want a child so much, you can? Leave me, fall in love, get married, have a normal relationship…”

“This child, is it? My business alone has nothing to do with you.”

“If you want a child, I believe there will definitely be someone willing to be with you and nurture a new life with love.”

Just like Le Yang chooses Gu Mingzhuo, there will always be people who choose marriage, children and love.

Chi Chuji’s words were very calm, but in the middle of the night, it was like a sharp knife that pierced Le Xi’s heart deeply. The pain spread from her heart, and her limbs were completely weakened by the pain.

Le Xi hugged Chi Chuji, and said in a dumb voice?: “What I want is not a child, but a child of me and you.”

She? She doesn’t like others, why should she have children with others.

Chi Chuji lay on her side and said softly: “It’s true that this statement is not too accurate. You like me, so you want to give birth to a new life with me. In other words, is it true? Do you want to have a child with your lover.”

“As long as you leave me and choose others, you will soon achieve your goal.”

Le Xi closed her eyes, only to feel that Chi Chuji’s words sounded extremely harsh at this time.

She didn’t know? How should she refute Chi Chuji, pursing her lips, enduring the discomfort in her heart, and then she spoke for a while? Stopped the other party: “Chi Chuji, stop talking, I don’t want to discuss this issue with you.”

She doesn’t want to be Chi Chuji’s child anymore, she wants an equal position to talk to her.

Obviously Chi Chuji would not be? A person who would listen to her, she thought about it, or? Tell her what she thought of Lexi? Come: “I remember a long time ago, I told you if you like one People, first of all you have to love yourself? If the other person likes you, everyone is happy. If the other person does not like you, please give up as soon as possible and love yourself well?”

Chi Chuji found out a long time ago that Le Xi inherited a certain aspect of Le Yang’s characteristics, such as loving someone. It’s absolutely okay to leave everything behind.

Chi Chuji had no emotional experience. At first, she felt that such Lexi didn’t matter, as long as it didn’t affect her. But now Lexi’s annoying level is even higher, she feels that she? It is necessary to remind the other party.

Such a heavy love is irritating.

Le Xi took a deep breath and pressed her emotions to her mouth: “I know you don’t like me, so? Do you need to emphasize this with me again and again?”

“Do you have to… have to show me the reality?”

Chi Chuji understood that after a relationship has changed, it is difficult to return to the original point. When Lexi ran away from home for the first time, Chi Chuji was prepared that she would feel resentful because she couldn’t ask for it.

Instead of letting Lexi spend her youth on her own body and waste so much likes, it is better to interrupt the relationship and let her leave.

Lexi clings to her too much. If this goes on, sooner or later, her heart will go wrong.

Chi Chuji didn’t look at the evil taste of others being tortured for her in love. She turned sideways, looked at Lexi’s face in the dark, and whispered to her: “I just? I hope you love yourself?”

In the dimness, Le Xi felt Chi Chuji’s breathing approaching, and suddenly there was an illusion of being held in the palm of her hand in her warm words.

But soon, Chi Chuji broke her delusion.

Chi Chuji raised his hand, holding her face in his mouth, and said to her: “Le Xi, this child is not really your first child.”

Le Xi was stunned for a moment, unbelievably? His eyes widened in disbelief, and he stammered?: “You said…what did you say?”

Chi Chuji sighed, and after a long time he said to Lexi: “That’s? Literally. Many years ago, I had a child of yours. At that time, I was in good health and I was free to work. ? Give birth to this child and raise her up.”

“But? I don’t need it.”

Chi Chuji’s words were like a knife, cutting Le Xi’s heart: “A long time ago, I told you clearly that the relationship between us is nothing more than taking what we need. I need you to be an inhibitor, you Begging me not to leave this home.”

“You shouldn’t do it, you like me.”

“From the beginning, I didn’t expect you to like me.”

Since it is? Chasing the Phantom, it would be better to chase for a lifetime. Why do you want to like her?

Le Xi was shocked, she stared at Chi Chuji in the dark, two lines of tears slipped from the corner of her eyes.

Chi Chuji patiently wiped her tears, and whispered to her: “Le Xi, you didn’t want me to leave you at that time. It was nothing more than? You want a home. Only children will always want their parents to be at home? .”

“But when you grow up, you know? What is it? Like, you can tell what kind of feelings you are for me. So? You can? Form a family of your own? Find a family that you like. People, falling in love, getting married…whatever? Good.”

“But I hope you understand, this person will definitely not be me.”

“In my heart there has never been such an option, so? Don’t think about staying with me all the time to make a difference.”

This seems to be the first time that Chi Chuji had spoken so softly to her since Le Xi was a year old. It was obvious that her voice and words were soft as spring breeze, but Le Xi felt like she was lost. The ice hole was like a hole, and the lips were so cold that they began to tremble.

Chi Chuji stroked her face lightly, and after a while, he said, “You will move out tomorrow? Go.”

Lexi’s tears kept flowing down, she breathed quickly for a while before she spoke with tears?: “That…that kid…”

“The first child… is it? How old was I?”

Chi Chuji hesitated for a while and told the truth: “Eighteen years old.”

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… So? At that time, Chi Chuji really was pregnant. But because of her… she didn’t want that child… when she was?, she didn’t want that child…

Lexi’s voice became crying, like a broken porcelain doll, and she made her final complaint: “Chi Chuji, you lie to me!”

Chi Chuji wiped her endless tears, and said faintly?: “Yes? Ah, I lied to you. But even if I didn’t lie to you, when you know when you have a child, what can you do? Woolen cloth?”

A child who has not graduated from high school still regards her as a mother’s child, what can he do?

Maybe she spoke at the time, and Le Xi would collapse more thoroughly. You can’t get rid of your own psychological problems all your life, and grow up like you are now.

Even if she is? is using Lexi, but? In this matter, she can be regarded as “benevolent and righteous.”

The author has something to say: Miss Chu Ji: Tired.

If Lexi is still so humble, she can’t learn to love herself, and she can’t learn to talk on an equal footing, she probably won’t be able to come back for the rest of her life.

Happy Lantern Festival

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