Chapter 86
And I can.
– Oh, my God.
My whole body is bloodthirsty and wary.
She asked Lord Pride to look for me just to save Maria and lead her to the special ability to heal herself. In the midst of finding me, you knew my betrayal and my sins, and yet you took me so far and saved Maria.
If her help is not merciful, I, Maria…
What have I ever done to such a man?
He spread bad reviews over the years to use them and kept falling into the name. Understanding that she was becoming the vessel of the queen as she grew, she nevertheless spread false rumors, twisted facts and continued to defile her name. Five years against a young girl who was only eight years old. Furthermore, I have been exposed to disrespectful words many times, even in public.
And as soon as she began to be recognized by the Queen, she returned her palms and kept trying to take them in with this mouth that defiled her name.
Today and so forth, royalty would not even have to pay for the life of Lord Pride if it was to gain a special ability to heal the disease.
For seven years, I’ve only been thinking about using her.
To the great benefactor who saved me from this hell and, above all, Maria. What have I been guilty of?
With this mouth, I am angry with myself when I prayed and begged for my sin. Regret and self-blame push in and make me want to die.
At that time, I couldn’t help but want to expose all the words released to Master Stayle to me at that time with my words from my mouth.
“Oh my…”
Unexpectedly, the words finally leaked out.
Now I can’t stop trembling at the great sins I’ve committed.
Unforgivable, my sins are.
How can I be glad with my loved ones in this place, who have betrayed, blasphemed, and continue to fall upon such a one?
“Dear Pride…”
Stand up and lay flat in front of Master Pride and Master Stayle.
It overflows with gratitude, sin and regret for her, and she doesn’t know what to do. First of all, I want my neck snapped on this occasion.
He thanked her and said, “If you weren’t here, I’d be Marianne.” As soon as he said, he was struck by fear again.
Yes, Maria wouldn’t have helped without her. It could have gotten cold in my hand by now.
It was words of gratitude and more penance that overflowed and squeezed out of the back of my throat, even when I received your word from Lord Pride.
For five years to such a great benefactor, I could not bear the fact that I had come with disrespect.
I have been touched on my shoulders and I have even been afraid to let this one break my knee, and I can’t stop trembling.
My name is called, and I raise my voice to Lord Pride, who repeatedly tries to say that I have done nothing.
He said he had committed many unforgivable things.
I can’t forgive you, I’m nobody myself.
It’s not just that I’ve been using you to desecrate you. I thought it would be all right for me to continue to deceive and betray the people and sacrifice even the queen who had mercy on us, Albert, the king and his wife, who were friends. I am self-satisfied with myself, I scorn even the people with special abilities and those who suffer from human trafficking, and on top of that, I cannot contain the resemblance of indignation at myself for trying to twist and bend the laws of the country. And the next thing I know about anger and regret…
It was a disgrace.
So far, what have I been thinking…?
I have broken the law, used young children, who are also my friends’ beloved daughters, and even betrayed my friends, who have treated us with special treatment in contempt of the people… I have behaved as if it were a legitimate right for five years.
There’s no way Maria would be happy where she was saved for doing this. Maybe she is heartbroken and mourned that there were those who sacrificed themselves. No, I’m sure you will. Where I saved her in no other way than a just one, her heart will not be saved. I would rather suffer extra.
This body while being entrusted with the proud and responsible position of prime minister of the country. Apply to yourself, lose blood, etc.
And yet, I…
I couldn’t stop feeling anger, regret and shame whilst rumors, connections with back-running humans, acquiescence in human trafficking, betrayal willingness and everything were being revealed to her in front of Maria and the samurai.
And the prime victim is Lord Pride in front of us.
Be clear when you are ready.
Being her… I sincerely wished to be brought to justice if I wished to her, my friend’s beloved daughter, me and Maria’s benefactor, and the victim of my rampage.
I don’t want to be forgiven.
I want you to judge me, this stupid, outrageous me.
With this filthy life if it is to come true.
“… is that definitely in the sense of entrusting me with the judgment of your sins?
I respond to her words without interruption.
Her words continue afterwards.
He didn’t mean to blame us. Even the words, honestly, doubted my ears. I really wondered if she was going to forgive me then. But stiffen yourself up and keep waiting for Lord Pride’s judgment until the last word.
She goes on. You have to forgive me more than you know of my evil deeds. Naturally, I agree from the bottom of my heart. You can’t even think of what’s ever been brought to life as her mercy.
“Jilbell Butler.
Her hand touches my shoulder and makes me raise my face.
Just to see her again, I’m about to be crushed by regret.
I kept betraying these people and trying to cut them off.
Have mercy on me for no reason, save us for no good to ourselves.
I felt desperate to take the words of penance with me again.
“Are you prepared not to reveal everything to your father or mother?
To her words, I doubted my ears again.
Doesn’t reveal…? Could there be such an option?
Besides, Master Pride even ordered Maria and the maids to do so.
There’s no way that sweetness is allowed.
I am a great sinner. He was tortured, beheaded, exposed, stoned and said he was a natural person.
This man has been entrusted with the trial several times now. Sinners have been relentlessly given precise punishments and executions. Why would such a person?
He asked me if I would forgive him by accident, but he told me not to forgive Lord Pride. Then I don’t know what it means to keep it a secret.
Master Pride looked me straight in the eye and let go of the words.
And what she ordered me to swear was as if it were a revelation from God.
Future immortality, working for the people of this country as long as the king wants it, trying to remain the prime minister of our country.
I am not even allowed to step down from the prime minister’s post.
Atonement in the way I live as a loving, proud, and defiled Prime Minister. He said it would continue to be so for good.
It was as if they had shined a light.
“As Chancellor, pull yourself out of the illegal trade and continue to do everything you can to capture and bring to justice those people on the basis of the information you have so far learned about human trafficking, and for the sake of this country that you were trying to use and betray yourself. You should be able to do that now.
As prime minister, make amends.
How severe a punishment and salvation would it be for me to be allowed to do so?
But if as Prime Minister, I can wipe the slightest amount of sin I have committed and live.
There’s no other way.
If that’s what you want.
If you believe I can do that.
“… awed…”
There is only one answer.
For the bounty of this man, and for the redemption that has been done, it is now up to me to give this to my country and to my people.
“When you continue to protect the people of this country you love until the time your heart stops. Let’s swear here and now…”
And for that, I will give my life, even my life, at all costs.
For an oath with this one.
That is how he clenched the hand of God, who should be the next queen, and swore an oath.
Master Pride smiled at my words like that, and slowly rose. Keep your hands on my face, which should have been touching me slowly earlier. As if, to be sure of something.
Seize my face in every corner with a slight distortion of expression, and finally hand to my neck, down.
Gradually its neat look was distorted and I wondered what the hell was going on, then.
“Until this happens… I’m sorry I couldn’t notice you.
How soon will this man be clean?
Unexpectedly breathe.
I deplore my stupidity that I have ever fallen into such a wide willingness. Many times, I want to confess to this one.
My throat trembles in an attempt to deny the words in response to an apology from this one.
How long have you saved and forgiven me in one day alone?
I’m sure he doesn’t understand.
It makes me feel as though this one who keeps saving people, naturally, is God.
Because even a great sinner like me was given the opportunity to make amends.
“Only in this way… I’m sorry I could only judge you by tying you to the Chancellor.
I accidentally peeled my eyes off to Master Pride, who went on to apologize so spicidly, and… I got a zero grin.
This one…
Don’t you understand anywhere?
Tie him to the Chancellor?
This binds, not.
He called it “Live.”
Take the pride-like hand attached to the neck muscle and slowly mouth it to the back of her hand to avoid rudeness.
Let’s start with a heartfelt “respect.”
to its broad heart and a deeper heart of mercy than the sea.
And.
Kneel, take those legs.
You are also allowed to take off your shoes as they are, and I mouth them on their toes.
“Worship” you, who are like God.
To that being who saved Maria and gave me the Savior.
Keep it flowing to the back of your foot.
A naive, thin, little leg rests on my palm.
A benefactor, a friend, a lord,… a people.
As a great sinner who betrayed and continued to trample “slaves.
Not from a cage, not with death.
And the oaths of atonement to many people for ever and ever, and to the royal family.
Finally, he presses his lips against his tibia.
If you look up to Master Pride on the brink, at the same time you will see him blushing like Master Pride in the corner of your sight.
Woohoo… young.
After all, we are both children.
That made me laugh again.
Finally, instead of loyalty, “obey.”
If you do not betray me again, to my Lord forever, who should continue to devote his whole life.
Having finished my vows to myself, to the Lord, and to my beloved girlfriend, I slowly set Lord Pride’s legs as they were.
“I’m a knight… let alone a subordinate contract with you. That is why I pledge myself on this occasion.
Just mouthing is not enough.
One more, and a sure oath to this one.
He put his hands together to pray, looked up to Lord Pride, and lined up the words of his vows to this Lord.
bow your head and swear to dedicate.
“I sincerely thank the great sinners like me for the opportunity to give themselves to the country once and for all now. I will never forget this grace, including about Marianne.
After saying the last sound, I was finally able to confidently return my grin from the front to this one.
“It’s a promise.
To that grin, it boils down to love. The hatred and jealousy of the last few years… what was that?
If I returned it with a heartfelt grin, I would have returned another gentle grin.
I swear to you forever.
To you for getting everything back and giving me.
I can’t even give this life to the sweetest person in the world.
Until the last drop, for this man’s word of the day.
For the people.
My long life.