Chapter 602 Responsibility, selfishness, painful choice
Although Hui Youling's heart was warm, she still said slowly, "I understand what you mean, but both I and Naruto have heavy responsibilities that cannot be relieved. This is not something we can give up if we cannot bear it."
"So" Xiaoying screamed, interrupting Hui Youling's words. .1kanshu
"Understanding this, I really hate myself for being the one who can only stand behind."
"That's why I, as a burden, need not only Naruto's protection but also your protection."
"Everything I have done so far, everything I have learned so far, is not to make my skills more advanced, not to become the greatest medical ninja, it is you."
"I have always remembered the agreement I made with you, and I want you to feel free to leave your back to me, but you and Naruto are always seriously injured, very seriously injured."
"This is not something I am willing to bear, this is not something I am willing to witness, and this is not the meaning of learning medical ninjutsu well."
"I really can't accept becoming stronger just because you were seriously injured. If this was my opportunity, I would rather not learn medical ninjutsu from the beginning. I would rather become a fool who knows nothing."
Her voice was full of extreme despair and regret, and she choked with sobs, "I just want to beg you not to fight anymore. I just want you to be safe. I want to beg you to live well. I don't want to hold you anymore." Or Naruto's cold corpse, experience the despair of guilt."
Sakura's fists were clenched harder and harder, as if her nails had pierced her palms, and bright red blood slipped from between her fingers.
Hui Youling couldn't bear to look at Xiaoying, her heart seemed to be torn apart, she felt uncomfortable and even unwilling.
Sakura's clenched fist hit her chest hard, and the clothes on her chest were dyed red with blood. Her bloodshot eyes stared closely at Hui Youling, asking herself, "But as a medical ninja, you should pursue The supreme medical ninjutsu, clearly moving forward bravely."
"As long as I'm here to support you at any time, now I'm weak and timid from the bottom of my heart. Am I really a qualified ninja like this?"
"I really just feel self-loathing." Sakura closed her eyes tightly, silent tears slipped quietly from her eyes, and her slightly opened mouth seemed to calm the suffocating grief in her chest, and her whole body seemed to be destroyed.
"Tell me what should I do? Tell me."
Xiaoying grabbed Hui Youling's shoulders tightly, staring at Hui Youling closely with her wide eyes, her trembling eyes seemed to be begging for answers.
Hui Youling bit her lower lip tightly, but couldn't answer Xiaoying's question at all. Xiaoying also knew that she had pinched Hui Youling unintentionally, so she let go of Hui Youling and squatted on the ground holding her head, burying her whole face. Between my knees, I tried my best to suppress the discomfort and unwillingness.
Hui Youling felt that Sakura was squatting on the ground, raising her hands to cover her forehead in discomfort, why did it always end like this, why did she have to go through these things that couldn't have the best of both worlds.
It is already very hard to become an excellent medical ninja. The study of books and the mastery of practice may take up half of a person's life. Now Sakura not only has to learn medical ninjutsu, but also learns to fight.
She is already a little bit as brave as she is, and fighting to that point is enough.
How can a medical ninja risk his life? This is obviously your code of conduct, something you must keep in mind. Without logistics, how can I fight on the front with peace of mind.
But when thinking about it like this, Hui Youling felt very selfish. She, a pseudo-medical ninja, had given up on this path because she just didn't want to watch from behind. In fact, Xiaoying had the same idea as her and tried her best to do something. .
Hui Youling knew that if she continued to struggle with these things, she wouldn't get the answer. She didn't even know how to comfort Sakura. She said she would give up her mission as a medical ninja and do what she wanted to do, but she knew that Sakura couldn't. Like her.
If even she gives up, Konoha's medical capabilities will really decline a lot. Now it is just a temporary hospital, which makes Sakura very busy, losing too much time and freedom, and in a sense, she has also lost her choice. s right.
The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility
Hui Youling gritted her teeth. She didn't know why she had quarreled with Sakura recently because of this matter, even though she was venting her emotions.
She was very upset that Sakura went to assassinate Sasuke. This was not what she wanted. She once pushed Team to be broken and the bonds were in disarray. She thought she was good to Sasuke and thought this was fate.
She was very upset, and she felt like she was being pressed down by one heavy stone after another. She could say that she had tried her best on other things, but in this case, she personally pushed things into the worst direction.
Guilt has been surrounding her. If this matter cannot be solved, she feels that she will not even be able to face them in the future. She hates herself for being so cowardly.
Eyouling suppressed the annoyance in her heart and whispered, "Naruto and Sasuke, their bond is not just because of Sakura's promise."
"Sakura thinks that if Naruto is released from the shackles, he will not bring Sasuke back. After all, she is too naive."
Xiaoying's eyes suddenly widened, and the frustration and pain in her heart seemed to spread throughout her body. She stood up immediately, and the only thing in front of her seemed to be Hui Youling's disappointed look and low words.
The tears that had been suppressed could no longer be controlled. What she feared most was to be denied by Hui Youling, as if she had been abandoned.
She couldn't control her emotions and cried, "I also want to do something for you. It's really painful to wait behind you like this."
"I really hope everyone is safe and sound. You and Naruto have been doing their own things and hiding it from me. I never know what the truth is."
"I just see you guys getting hurt constantly and I can't do anything about it. I feel very regretful."
"I don't know what to do. No one can tell me. I'm confused about the future and can't see my own path clearly. I can only do stupid things according to my intuition."
"I know that I am a fool, I know that I am naive, and I know that I am weak, so I try really hard to catch up with you, but nothing changes."
Sakura said with a choked voice, "As long as I keep watching, I can only know one result. It can only appear when you are injured. I really, really can't do it."
"I don't want Naruto to die because of Sasuke, nor do I want a war between Konoha and Cloud Ninja. I really hope that with my own efforts, both you and Naruto will be fine."
Hui Youling felt a pain in her heart. She couldn't let go of these thoughts, so she plunged herself into darkness to seek power. With power, she could know the truth.
Sakura looked at E You Ling and asked in a hoarse voice due to crying, "Ei, tell me what should I do and just watch?"