Chapter 603 Just be yourself
Hui Youling raised her eyes to look at the sky, feeling tears dripping down the back of her hands. A chill spread into her heart. How could she not know what Sakura was thinking. .1kanshu
Are you just watching and doing nothing?
Unfortunately, no one can ask at this time. Everyone tells you to kill Sasuke so that Naruto can survive.
Since you are the shackles, then remove the shackles. Since you are a cause of his pain, then let him no longer suffer because of you.
Eyou Ling couldn't evaluate whether this decision was right or wrong. Everyone in Konoha didn't know Sasuke's strength and thought he was still the ordinary boy.
Knowing what Sasuke did, he could only think of this method to avoid the war between Kumo Ninja and Konoha. It was very sensible, really very sensible.
How could they possibly know the truth? Even Shikamaru might not have known what happened if he hadn't been his father. The information was always so unequal.
"I'm not accusing you of assassinating Sasuke, I'm just angry that you wanted to falsely confess to Naruto."
Sakura watched Eyou Ling's eyes slowly lowering, looking away, raising her hands to cover her mouth, crying muffled, her voice had a strong nasal sound and guilt, "I'm sorry I can't say the words to assassinate Sasuke, I know." Naruto also cares about his bond with Sasuke."
"I don't know how to say this. He will be as determined as you to disagree."
Hui Youling thought of Naruto who was as stubborn as herself, and he also thought about dying with Sasuke. She suddenly felt tired of these things.
Ignoring this topic, Eyouling said calmly, "I have been hiding things about Sasuke because the matter is very complicated. I only know that I will only do stupid things one-sidedly."
"I don't care what they told you, are you really willing to kill the person you have loved for so many years for the sake of justice?" Hui Youling said this, her voice became very serious.
Sakura's muffled crying suddenly stopped, and she fell silent, tilting her head and looking away, while silently wiping away her tears.
After finally gathering his emotions, he slowly turned his head and looked at Hui Youling with his still red eyes, which seemed to be as stubborn as Hui Youling's.
She opened her mouth, looked at the bandages on Hui Youling's eyes, and hesitated again.
Hui Youling's brows never relaxed. Even if she wasn't looking at Sakura, she could still feel that her chakra was too sad, full of grievances, self-blame, and unspeakable anguish.
Sakura felt her head hurt. Everything in the past was like a ball of yarn, messy no matter how she managed it. She didn't know what to do.
After a long silence, Sakura asked frustratedly, "What would she do if she were E?"
Hui Youling was stunned. She didn't expect that Sakura would suddenly ask her this question. Although Sakura didn't say it comprehensively, Hui Youling knew what she meant. If the person you like stood on the opposite side of the world, what would you choose?
She actually didn't know the answer. She was tired of having to choose only one question.
But she only understood that what she liked was not this world, but the people in this world.
When there is an irreconcilable conflict between the world and this person, although Hui Youling will not destroy the world, she will still stand by that person's side.
Thinking of this, she had the answer in her mind.
"If Gaara also falls into hell, I would rather go to hell with him." Eyou Ling said firmly.
"Although I knew that there would be no happy ending, and that I would even die in his hands in the end, it was painful to see him, and my body started to move involuntarily."
There are very few things she wants. If even this is taken away, she will really have nothing.
Moreover, in that world, Gaara had actually made his choice.
The "she" who was the enemy of the world destroyed the world and killed wantonly. In the end, Gaara chose to fall into hell with "her" and died in the hands of "her".
I can still feel that feeling now, but it's not so overwhelming anymore.
Hui Youling seemed to have made up her mind. She had experienced such a tragic ending anyway, and she no longer even cared about how tragic the ending was.
Hui Youling laughed at himself and said fiercely, "I will never allow him to face the world alone, absolutely."
Hearing these words, Sakura looked at Hui Youling absently, as if she hadn't heard such crazy words from Hui Youling for a long time.
But has she changed or is she hiding her former self?
Sakura slowly called out "E"
Hui Youling feels that humans are contradictory and ridiculous animals. She previously lamented that Yu Siyu only had love and ended up destroying everything he had. In fact, when this kind of problem really happens, not everyone is the same.
Perhaps the only thing she is more open-minded about now than before is that she can't be with him, but she also wishes others to love him well. She can watch him do what he wants to do, and she will be very happy if she has someone to accompany him.
Hui Youling sighed in her heart, she had decided not to be so paranoid a long time ago, but what she is like now is not good at all.
Hui Youling was silent for a long time, calmed down, and finally said slowly, "Sakura, you can still save it now. Sasuke didn't kill that person, and he didn't stand on the opposite side of the world. Do you really want to give up on him?"
Sakura's eyes widened when she heard this. This was the only good news she knew during this time, and she even cried with joy.
Sakura quickly raised her head and looked at the blue sky, trying to suppress the urge to cry.
"Sakura, just do what you want to do. In my opinion, there is nothing wrong." Hui Youling said softly. She didn't want to argue with Sakura over this matter anymore.
Sakura lowered her head, looked at Hui Youling blankly, and asked stiffly, "Do what you want to do."
"Sakura, Sasuke is your companion. Although he fell into darkness, you still care about him, don't you?"
Hui Youling looked at Xiaoying and raised her lips slightly, "A real bond can never be severed by others with just a few words."
Xiaoying lowered her head and raised her hand to wipe away the silent tears from the corners of her eyes, but she kept repeating Hui Youling's words in her heart.
Hui Youling tilted her head and said, "Xiao Ying, to be honest, I am actually very confused about the future now."
“I don’t know what I can do. Although I know it’s difficult to do things according to my own heart, I can’t give up on my wishes because of this.”
"Your wish is not evil, it is just a hope in your heart. If you give up even this, you will not be really happy even if everything is solved satisfactorily."
Hui Youling sighed, she was not sure what she would do if she didn't encounter this kind of thing.
But she wouldn't kill Gaara for peace, how could she let go of someone who hurt him.
Just do what you want to do, and don't violate morality. It's just a small expectation of yours. People always have selfish motives.