To Me, Who Doesn’t Love You

“Don’t laugh. I tried my best, you know. You told me to cut out all the green parts and the sprouts.”The problem was that instead of just cutting out those parts, I had used the peeler to strip the entire potato. Yeonseo only laughed without saying anything. Even though it was nothing special, the atmosphere felt particularly lighthearted, making my heart tickle in a way that unconsciously brought a grin to my face. I found myself thinking, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if my memories never returned. A foolish thought like that crossed my mind.Then you could take care of me. It’s not like you’re incapable of it. But since that was something I could never say out loud, I swallowed the thought with a bitter smile.A few days later, I was startled by the ringing of a house phone I didn’t even know we had, surprised that word of what happened at the store had spread so far. I had never used it, nor was I aware it existed, so it took me a while to figure out where the ringing was coming from. After finally locating the phone and answering it, I was met with the polite yet lively voice of a middle-aged woman.“Yes, I’ve answered the phone.”— Oh my, is this Suhan? Are you feeling better now? I really wanted to visit you in the hospital, but Yeonseo made such a fuss telling me not to come, so I couldn’t see you myself. I felt so bad about it.At that moment, my mind raced as if I were playing a speed quiz, like when I faced Chef Im in the bathroom. Choose the correct relationship with the caller: 1. Relative, 2. Teacher, 3… Mother-in-law? I decided to listen a bit more.“Oh, I’m sorry. I should have told him to keep you updated so you wouldn’t worry.”I threw out a neutral response that could apply to any relationship and waited for the answer from the other end.— No, dear, it’s all my fault for not raising my son properly. I’m always grateful that you’re taking care of my lacking son. You were in the hospital for quite a while, and I wanted to bring you a discharge gift, but Yeonseo kept making such a fuss, telling me not to come… I feel too ashamed to face you.Her words made the relationship between us quite clear. Relieved, I replied,“I’m the one who should apologize for not visiting you more often.”She seemed slightly taken aback by my words, but didn’t make much of it.— Thank you for saying that, even if it’s just words. But you’re doing well, right?Well, by most standards, we were doing well. Even though one of us had completely lost his memory and couldn’t remember anything, we were both healthy and nothing was amiss, so yes, we were doing well.“Yes, of course.”— That’s good to hear. I heard there was a bit of a commotion when you were dining in Apgujeong recently? Your father-in-law was also concerned, even though he didn’t say much. He was worried something might have happened, especially since you haven’t been feeling well…“It’s nothing. It was just a minor incident.”The call, which seemed to be just a check-in, ended there. It was a brief and simple conversation, but it confirmed that my relationship with my in-laws wasn’t bad.‘If anything… it’s quite good, isn’t it?’Her voice, which seemed genuinely concerned for me, lacked any pretense, mockery, or sarcasm. It was clear that, at least in this conversation, I was the one in a higher position, which is unusual for the typical omega son-in-law and mother-in-law relationship.Instead of thinking, ‘How dare this sly fox take away my precious alpha son!’ she sounded more like a parent apologizing for sending their son off to kindergarten, as if she were saying, ‘I’m sorry for burdening you with my deficient son.’ But what bothered me even more was something else entirely.‘Why does it feel like she’s treating a grown man in his mid-thirties as if he were a child?’From the way she called me “Suhan,” it felt more like she was addressing a student or a neighbor’s kid she had known for a long time, rather than someone she had met after I became an adult.‘But.’According to Yeonseo, we met after I started working. So had my relationship with my in-laws started before that? I was frustrated because I couldn’t directly ask him, “When exactly did we first meet?”Later, when I told Yeonseo that I had received a call from his mother, he was startled and promised that it wouldn’t happen again. Did he really need to be that concerned? I wanted to say it was fine, but his expression looked oddly anxious, so I kept quiet.As days passed with small steps forward, but no real progress, I became curious about what happened when I transitioned from middle school to high school. I began searching through various keywords and eventually stumbled upon a few very old articles backed up in a newspaper database.[Lee Suhan, a new student at Seogyeong High School, is taking a commemorative photo with Representative Yoo Seona.]It seemed like a photo taken during my high school entrance ceremony by a photojournalist who had come to cover the prestigious school’s event. But what stood out was the identity of the woman standing next to me in the photo.[Yoo Seona, Representative of the Seosang Green Dream Foundation]She was none other than my spouse’s mother. In other words, the mother-in-law who had called me a few days ago. The shocking part was that I had received support for studying abroad from her since middle school. I discovered this when I searched for her name instead of mine. It was mentioned briefly in an interview she did with a women’s magazine under a title like “The Most Respected CEO Among Young Women.”[Q. We’ve heard that in addition to official sponsorships through the foundation, you also personally support quite a few children.][A. It’s true, although I’m a bit embarrassed to admit it. I don’t consider supporting these students as mere charity, so I use my own money.][Q. Could you explain what you mean by that?][A. These are all students whose situations I came to know personally. Rather than being a distant and rigid “Representative,” I helped them little by little as a neighbor they could easily lean on. Those students have now grown up and are working hard for Seosang. So, I believe it’s more accurate to say it was an investment in people rather than simple support. I didn’t give them much, but I feel I’ve received too much in return, which only makes me feel guilty.][Q. Is there any child you remember the most?][A. There’s a student I started supporting from middle school. He came from a difficult background and strayed for a while, but once he regained his focus, he started excelling. He never once lost his position as the top student in his grade throughout all three years of middle school. To think that this student, who was considered a troublemaker in elementary school, ended up confidently entering one of the best high schools—it made me realize that children can achieve anything if given the chance.]From that interview alone, no one could guess that I was the student she mentioned. Only I could recognize the details.‘But why did he tell me we met after I started working?’It made me suspect that Yeonseo might have known me as “Suhan hyung” even earlier. He had received support from my mother-in-law for a long time, and she had even attended my entrance ceremony. The realization that he might be hiding something from me left an inexplicable unease. But then again… Yeonseo had an alibi. An alibi that proved he couldn’t have been at the scene of the accident that day.What if he had been somewhere else at the time of the accident and had set things up in advance to cause it? But that didn’t seem like something he would do, which was the biggest argument against that possibility.For someone who supposedly tried to kill me, Yeonseo liked me too much. Even when I deliberately smeared my suit, the one I planned to wear the next day, with pheromones, he merely blushed and swallowed a sigh without uttering a single word of complaint. Despite such childish pranks, he would still get up the next morning, prepare breakfast, and head to work. Was Yeonseo the kind of person capable of showing such dedication to someone he wanted to kill? Absolutely not. That idea was not only far-fetched but utterly absurd.‘Honestly, if you really think about it, he’s kind of an airhead.’Just look at how he turns bright red and mumbles incoherently after just a few words or pranks. So then, what on earth is the truth? I wanted to bluntly ask him, but I feared that the moment I did, the peaceful atmosphere we had built would shatter completely.Right now, I prioritized maintaining a calm relationship with him over uncovering the truth.But I couldn’t just sit still like this. As I was feeling confused, the scattered clues started to come together. Was it possible that I had been living in that grand mansion since middle school because of the support I received? I repeatedly accessed the registry office website, only to close the window again each time. I felt that if I could confirm who owned that mansion during my middle school years, I could be more certain.However, each time I accessed the website without following through with the search, it was because I feared disrupting the current peace, just as I had dragged things out for the past few months.‘But I can’t go on like this.’I had to choose between fully trusting Yeonseo or clearly uncovering his lies. And if I were thinking rationally, the choice I should make now was the latter, not the former. However, the biggest problem was that I didn’t want to… And as time passed while I hesitated, a significant event occurred.“…?”As usual, I was waiting for Yeonseo to come home, looking forward to having dinner together, when, for some reason, he walked past me without a word at the entrance, startling me. What’s wrong with him? Is he sick? Before I could even consider any other possibility, he shut himself in the master bedroom and started rummaging through the drawers in the dressing room. I brought the item I had prepared in advance from my room’s storage to the master bedroom.“Are you looking for this?”At my brief remark, Yeonseo, his face flushed red, turned around and looked up at me. He hadn’t even had the chance to change out of his outdoor clothes, kneeling on the floor with a deeply blushing face that looked almost sensual.“…Please give it back.”It was pitiful to see him not even able to approach me, covering his mouth and nose with his sleeve as if afraid he might lose control under the influence of pheromones. He might think he’s doing this for my sake, but it was quite the opposite.“Do you really need it? You said I could dispose of anything in this house as I pleased.”As I sneered down at him, his delicate face furrowed in displeasure. Even I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do. Was I just going to threaten Yeonseo like some third-rate villain? That wasn’t it. I intended to give it back eventually, but I was angry at him for not being honest. I didn’t enjoy playing with suppressants, so I decided to propose a simple condition.“…”“Then call me Suhan hyung.”It was a word that had been lingering in my mind for days. Suhan hyung, Hyung-ah, Suhan hyung… A nostalgic word that I seemed to have heard endlessly a long time ago. I wasn’t certain that Yeonseo had ever used that word, but it nagged at me like a protruding nail. I wish I had looked more closely at the face of that boy in my dream. Unfortunately, that day’s dream never came to me again. But considering the unexpected saved name, there was no reason not to give it a try, so I tapped the suppressants in my hand and spoke.“If you just call me hyung once, I’ll give it to you.”It wasn’t like I was asking for something difficult, just a form of address. I wasn’t making him beg with humiliating words like, ‘Master, please give it back.’ I was merely asking him to call me by the name he had likely saved himself.“…”But Yeonseo seemed to think differently. Instead of obediently calling me hyung to get the suppressants back, he chose to kick me out of the master bedroom and shut the door.“What the…?”Is he crazy? If he’s pushing me away this much, I might as well just take the suppressants by force. I couldn’t believe he couldn’t even bring himself to physically push me out and just barely managed to kick me out. Is it that hard to call me hyung? I’m older! A five-year age difference isn’t such a big deal that he can’t call me hyung, is it? While I was staring in disbelief at the door, no sound came from inside.I thought we had been getting along fairly well. But instead of pleading more actively or simply saying one word, he chose to retreat like a turtle into his shell, and that infuriated me all over again. He’s doing it again, retreating into his shell, claiming it’s all for my sake instead of trying to resolve the issue through conversation… I couldn’t stand it any longer. But it’s not like I could break down the door right away, so I noisily placed the suppressants in front of the door and, in frustration, tousled my hair before collapsing onto the living room sofa.The living room and the master bedroom were so close that the sound of me sitting on the sofa could be heard inside the bedroom.If he’s going to stage a protest by stubbornly staying inside, I’ll just wait until he comes out on his own. Even if he’s too short-sighted because of the rut, this is beyond being simple… I shook my head, wondering if something was wrong with him. What exactly does he want? Time passed as I sighed repeatedly.8 PM, 9 PM, 10 PM… Hours went by, and Yeonseo remained holed up in the room. In the meantime, his breathing, which I could only hear if I got close to the door, grew increasingly labored. It sounded like he was struggling quite a bit. Eventually, I surrendered completely.“I was wrong, so open the door. Just open it a little, and I’ll slip the meds through.”But no answer came. Was he deliberately ignoring me, or… was he avoiding me because he knew he wouldn’t be able to control himself once the door opened? Either way, it didn’t make me feel any better.“How long are you going to keep this up? Aren’t you going to work tomorrow?”If it was just a temporary bout of excitement due to pheromones, it would pass quickly, but if it was a rut, this wasn’t something that could be endured for a short while. It’s not like he’s taking it preventively, and if the rut had already started, the best course would be to increase the dosage, take a sleeping pill, and force himself to sleep through it. But he wasn’t doing that or anything else; just stubbornly enduring it wouldn’t solve anything. Let’s say he takes a day off tomorrow, but what about the day after tomorrow? Is he going to keep taking time off?If this was a rut controlled by adjusting pheromone levels with medication, that might be possible, but with an Omega radiating their scent right next to him, there’s no way it would end so simply. Especially if he really liked me.‘The quickest way to end this would be for me to take care of it.’But the door remained firmly locked. As the night dragged on and the moon began to set, my patience wore thin just before dawn. This wasn’t going to work. I had to pull him out by force and make him take the medicine, or just stop running away and suggest we do what married couples do to resolve this. I stood once more in front of the master bedroom door.“Stop being stubborn and open the door.”But there was still no response except for the occasional sound of his labored breathing. The scent of pheromones seeping through the cracks in the door was overly sweet. It felt like that sweetness was igniting what little patience I had left.Why should I put up with this? Why? He always claims he’s doing everything for me, but he only ever does what he wants. I still didn’t know how much he was hiding from me, so I had to keep doubting him. If he would just honestly tell me what kind of person I was, what our relationship was, what had happened between us, and what he really thought of me, then this wouldn’t have come to this point. Anger at how things had escalated so quickly surged through me.“I said open the door before I break it down.”But he remained silent, unbothered by my threat. If that’s how it’s going to be, then I had a plan.“Do you want to see me get hurt?”Did I really have to go this far? Only after I threatened him with my pathetic, barely recovered body did I hear the click of the lock being released. I couldn’t hold back any longer, grabbed him by the nape, and kissed that dumbfounded face.“Haa… Ugh…”He twisted his body as if making a final attempt to escape from me. If he had been obedient and opened the door when I first offered him the medicine, he wouldn’t be struggling now.“Hurry, leave, I’m telling you…!”I curled my wet lips into a smile and replied.“Why should I?”I wanted to do something about that face that looked like it was about to cry. I wanted to make him confess with his own mouth that he loved me. I wanted him to stop saying it was all for my sake and admit that he wanted me, that he wanted me to be by his side. Just like how I felt right now.He might say that he wants me to live well even without him, but I was selfish and cruel; I wanted the opposite. I wanted to make sure he couldn’t live a single moment without me. So that he would never even think about mentioning divorce again.Every time the stiff tip, pushed downwards, rubbed against the wrinkles, mucus gushed out from inside. As I straddled Yeonseo’s thighs, I slowly moved my hips, rubbing the firm, soft flesh of the perineum against the shaft. Each time Yeonseo’s fingers pushed inside and stroked the tight hole, my stiff erection would press against his lower abdomen.“Mm…”I was just as aroused. Not as much as a rutting Alpha, but it was hard to endure any longer after inhaling that thick sweet scent. I could feel Yeonseo twitching near his navel every time the tip of my cock rubbed against his bare abs. While Yeonseo might be out of his mind because of the rut, I was still in my right mind. It wasn’t the pheromones forcing me into arousal, but rather Jo Yeonseo himself that was making me horny, just like any ordinary couple.“Ah… Ugh…”The sound of our hearts pounding against each other’s skin was deafening. I couldn’t tell if it was mine or Yeonseo’s, but the thudding pulse filled my ears, causing me to twist my hips unconsciously.“Hurry…”Earlier, it was as if I was going to penetrate an unopened hole. Yeonseo, who had been staring as if hypnotized by the urethra that kept dribbling clear fluid with every touch to the inner mucous membrane, was now anxiously increasing the number of fingers. The size was still intimidating, but the tantalizing arousal welling up inside was enough to numb my rationality.“Just a little more.”Yeonseo gripped my butt tightly with one hand as if to soothe me, then awkwardly pressed his lips to mine. His tongue clumsily fumbled around with no skill at all, but that’s why I liked it. It felt like I was messing up a part of Jo Yeonseo that no one else had touched. It was trashy to get excited over his inexperience, but I didn’t care. The firm chest pressing against mine made my body stir.How long did I keep teasing him? When I finally brushed Yeonseo’s bangs aside and gave him a brief kiss as if signaling I’d had enough, he met my gaze with tearful eyes. Despite being in heat, his eyes were filled with desperation and affection. I liked how those eyes looked at me as if they would never let me go.“…Yeonseo.”As I carefully cupped his cheek and called his name, he nodded with tearful eyes.“Put it in.”His throat bobbed as if he was swallowing dryly, and with his cheeks turning a rosy hue, he frantically nodded. It felt strange. I thought that when this long-awaited moment finally arrived, I would feel a sense of accomplishment, a sense of conquest, like I had finally broken this bastard’s stubbornness. But as he took deep breaths and gradually pushed inside the barely parted hole, an inexplicable desperation surged within me.“Ha…”As the heavy pressure from below pushed up, I gripped Yeonseo’s shoulders, and he entwined his fingers with mine, his hand not holding his cock. The warmth of his hand, which he squeezed tightly as if to reassure me, was so comforting that it almost brought tears to my eyes. Very slowly. The deep affection pressing further inside made my inner thighs tremble. I had barely taken in half, yet it felt like there was no way it could go in any further, despite the long line of fluids trailing from the hole to my knees from the earlier arousal.“Relax, just a little…”When I reflexively lifted my hips as if to escape, Yeonseo placed our clasped hands on my waist, preventing me from rising any higher as he pleaded. No, damn it, it’s not like I’m not trying. I was doing my best to relax, but the overwhelming size made me feel like crying, though I also let out a helpless laugh.“No, ha… Wait, just…”I glanced down at my waist, checking how much was left.“…”Seeing that nearly half a palm’s length of the shaft was still left, I paled without realizing it. But at the same time, imagining how much the inside would be squeezed once I took all of Yeonseo in made my inner walls reflexively tighten.“Ugh…”And Yeonseo reacted immediately.“I told you to take it out…”Though I liked the sight of him on the verge of tears, I couldn’t keep dragging this out. With a short breath, I placed my free hand on the sheet and carefully guided Yeonseo to lie back on the bed.“Wait, this way…”I thought it would be easier if I slowly lowered myself, so I changed positions, but it somehow became more stimulating for a first time. Yeonseo’s eyes were completely unfocused as he lay slightly reclined, watching me.‘Let’s pull out one step first.’My cock had already half gone limp from the overwhelming size pressing inside, but it was okay since I wasn’t going to use mine anyway. As I tried to steady my mind and slowly pressed my hips down again, ah. Suddenly, I lost strength in one knee, which had been supporting most of my weight, causing me to collapse downwards. Gravity yanked me down, and with a lewd squelch, the tightly clinging inner walls were penetrated in one swift motion, impaling my internal organs.“…Ah!”It was a strange sensation I had never felt before. Different from the usual stimulation of ejaculation or having the inside teased, it felt as if I had been pierced deep inside, surrendering the most intimate part of me, where I would carry a child, to him. The inner walls responded, clenching around the root to the glans of his cock, molding around its shape. The moment it fit perfectly inside, a thick, milky fluid shot up from deep within.“Nngh…”It seemed he had been celibate for so long that I could feel the stream of semen filling up my insides as if it would flood my organs.“Ah, ha… Nngh…”The continuous pulsing from within wouldn’t let the ejaculation stop, and I too found myself involuntarily clenching my lower abdomen as my softened cock began to stiffen again.“Ah, ugh…”It was as if Yeonseo was pouring all his pent-up desires into me, and after what felt like an eternity, his inner thighs finally trembled as he caught his breath. When he finally finished his long ejaculation, he wrapped his arms tightly around me, looking at me. Then, as if seeking permission, he lifted his head and kissed me. I willingly opened my mouth to him and slowly rocked my hips. As the gap between our joined bodies briefly widened, a milky fluid, the result of Yeonseo’s release inside me, trickled out. Gasping for breath, I whispered softly.“…Did you like it?”Instead of answering with words, Yeonseo nodded with dazed eyes. I let out a small laugh and replied.“Then now let hyung come too, okay?”And at that moment, the erection that had slightly subsided inside me suddenly stood stiff again, thrusting deep into me in one swift motion.“Ah…!”I could feel the base swelling slightly, making the joining not looser but even tighter. Barely managing to reach towards the joining, I touched the half-swollen base and chuckled.“Give hyung a knot, Yeonseo. Okay? Jo Yeonseo….”At that, Yeonseo grabbed the inside of my thighs with both hands and suddenly sat up from his lying position, pushing me down onto the bed. The exposed joining was in full view, and for a moment, my face flushed as if set on fire.“Uh, ah, mm…!”His thumb and fingers spread me wide, leaving only the tip of his cock barely inside, then he thrust in all at once. The cervix, already heavily stimulated by the earlier stream of semen, was now being dug into by the head of his cock, causing my vision to momentarily blur white as my inner walls clenched tightly.“Yeonseo, ah…! Yeonseo, Yeonseo….”His name kept spilling out through my gasps like a sob. Yeonseo, fully aroused, was devouring my lips as if he would bite them off, licking, sucking, and even biting with his teeth as he continued his unskilled but forceful thrusting. There was no finesse, just sheer power, but his cock was so large that no matter how he thrust, my entire body trembled. It felt as if my whole body existed solely to receive Yeonseo and the stimulation he was giving me.“Mm…”The only sounds coming from his mouth were occasional groans and ragged breaths, yet everything about it was intensely arousing.Finally, the moment when the base was fully swollen and locked tight, making it impossible to pull out. I felt an overwhelming surge of emotion and ejaculated on Yeonseo’s abdomen.“Call my name, say my name.”Even as my inner walls twitched and convulsed, I moved my hips, trying to take him even deeper. With each of my movements, a wet sound echoed, and Yeonseo’s lower abdomen trembled. Yeonseo, too, didn’t stop thrusting as he responded.“Suhan….”“Not Suhan, Suhan hyung.”With that, he bit his lip hard, then thrust up forcefully as he muttered.“Suhan hyung, Suhan, hyung….”I stroked his cheek and kissed him, as if to praise him.“Good, just like that… mm….”Even as I spoke, the intense pleasure surged up from below, making it hard to stay composed. The thrusts had grown rougher, almost too much to handle, and when I clung to his arms, Yeonseo adjusted his position so I could lie down more comfortably. Then, he lifted my legs until my knees were nearly touching my chest and licked the surgical scars on both sides of my knees.“Ah…! Wait….”I was struggling, but Yeonseo couldn’t endure that stimulation for long either. Every time his soft, warm tongue brushed and sucked on the scars, my inner walls clenched so tightly around his cock that it was an unbearable pleasure even for him. As he sucked, bit, and squeezed the soft flesh inside a few more times, I felt another burst of hot liquid from within and ended up ejaculating onto Yeonseo’s abdomen.“Ha… ugh….”I rubbed my palm over the traces I left on Yeonseo’s smooth, toned abdomen. I liked how the neatly defined muscles tensed under my touch. After my second ejaculation, his thrusts slowed, perhaps out of concern for me, or maybe his excitement had diminished slightly. I cupped my sore hips and teased him.“Yeonseo, do you think you’ll be a dad at this rate?”When I prodded his already frayed nerves with a chuckle, Yeonseo eagerly responded. The pressure from him knotting and then thrusting hard enough to pull out forcibly made my just-spent cock spring back up with renewed vigor on my belly. At that moment, as I felt how much he wanted and loved me with all his strength, I couldn’t help but laugh, yet at the same time, I felt like crying. I didn’t avoid his hand reaching out to me but clasped it and closed my eyes tightly.Yeah, I’m right here. The person you love will stay here. So please, don’t disappear on me. As I swallowed back a sob like a plea, he kissed me gently as if to comfort me. Then he slowly trailed up to my cheeks, licking the tears gathered at the corners of my eyes. The unspoken confession, “I really love you,” reverberated quietly beneath us. I thought I could hear the sound of waves breaking from somewhere.* * *“Mm….”A whole half-day later, after texting to extend Yeonseo’s leave by another day and collapsing on the bed, I whined, too exhausted to even lift a finger.“Yeonseo, hyung’s going to be sore down there.”Not just last night, but even during the brief moments I dozed off, his still-erect cock was relentlessly prodding my tight hole, which still hadn’t been fully satisfied. By now, I should’ve gotten used to it, but while my inner walls had softened to the point of being easier to penetrate, it was still challenging to take him in.“Just a bit more… just one more time.”How many times have I heard “just one more time” by now? We’ve long passed the point where counting was meaningful. With every thrust of his hips, the mixture of fluids inside spilled out. The teasing comment I made before dawn, jokingly wondering if we’d end up having kids at this rate, seemed ridiculous now. At this point, I wondered if overdoing it like this might be causing some harm.“Ha, ugh….”I should tell him to stop, but every time Yeonseo thrust into my overly sensitive inner walls, which had been continuously penetrated since yesterday, my body kept responding, making it impossible to even say no anymore. Instead of grumbling, I quietly turned my head, swallowing my arousal, and Yeonseo, as if to show off, took my left nipple into his mouth and sucked on it. The sensation of his tongue rubbing against the tiny hole in the nipple made my inner walls clench around him again.“Haa, mm… there, ugh….”At first, he seemed to test the waters, gently touching or giving quick pecks, but after realizing that I couldn’t resist in my current state, he began to scratch, suck, and lick to his heart’s content, causing both my nipples to swell up.It was obvious why I couldn’t think of escaping. The overwhelming pleasure that surged up from below made me unable to ejaculate anymore, leaving me only capable of standing there with my cock erect, trembling as I reached one orgasm after another. The sensation was so intense that it felt like something in my brain was about to snap.‘Ah! Yeonseo, wait, mm! Just… just wait! That, it’s, it’s too… ah…!’Even when something I’d been unconsciously suppressing finally burst out from inside, I couldn’t bring myself to say “stop.” I let out a faint laugh as I ended up dribbling a clear stream, not even semen or fluids, just a steady stream. Nipples were the least of my problems.By this point, even without fully penetrating, just pressing the head against my entrance was enough to make me climax, but there was no way he would hear me gently telling him to stop now. Sighing inwardly, I wrapped my arms tightly around Yeonseo.“……?”Yeonseo, who had been sucking on my chest like a child with candy, looked up at me. Instead of answering, I cupped his cheeks with both hands and pulled him up for a kiss. It was as if I couldn’t bear not kissing him because I loved him so much.“I love you.”The cheesy, romantic words slipped from my lips, causing Yeonseo’s eyes to widen in surprise. Well, after everything we’ve gone through, did you really think I wouldn’t love you? I gently pinched his chubby cheeks and kissed him again with all the affection I could muster. Then I whispered again.“You’re not getting away now. Forget about divorce, you have to stay with me forever. You might as well start thinking of names for our baby.”At my playful warning, he shuddered and nodded slowly. Then he laced his fingers behind my waist and pulled me close, as if he would never let go. After how relentless his rut had been since yesterday, if we didn’t end up with a baby, it would mean one of us had some serious reproductive issues. Maybe I should steal his wings and have three kids, just to make sure he can never leave. I smiled, admiring his beautiful, angelic face.As we exchanged those light-hearted, yet meaningful jokes, I suddenly felt a strange sensation inside, like he was swelling up and locking in again. A shiver ran down my spine as I asked,“Wait, why is it… happening again?”Didn’t it calm down just a moment ago? Even though he was still hard, the knot had loosened, so he could almost pull out before thrusting back in until the base pressed against me. But now, why was it…? I barely had time to be surprised when Yeonseo lifted my hips and laid me down on the sheets. I was now straddling him, just like the first time he entered me.“Haah… please, move your hips a little….”Hearing Yeonseo’s voice, husky with need, I panicked but still did as he asked, slowly grinding against him. Even though I had no strength left, I managed to squeeze out some energy to move my hips, and I liked the sound of his moans escaping from between his lips. My front was so exhausted it could barely stand, yet the pleasure inside made me tremble, curling my toes.Maybe he liked the effort I put in because Yeonseo grabbed my hips and thrust up forcefully. The swollen base, now firmly lodged in place, made it clear that I had no choice but to cooperate until it subsided.“Yeah, ugh… you might as well ask me to have twins.”Half-joking, half-serious, my snarky remark made Yeonseo let out a small, disheveled laugh. Damn, how could I resist when someone so beautiful is like this? I swallowed my grumbling complaints and held him tightly with all my strength.There were still so many things I didn’t know, and the anxiety and worries about the future hadn’t completely disappeared, but for now, this was enough. No matter how much longer I might wander, you, who loves me, will be by my side. With that, I wasn’t afraid of anything anymore.