Lost

“I love you. There’s no one in the world who loves you as much as I do. I really like you… I love you so much that it’s driving me crazy because I don’t know how to express it. I really love you. Please believe me.”“……”“Sunbae, do you hate me? What do I have to do? What should I do for you to like me?”What the hell is this…? I exhaled heavily, my face contorted with confusion. Jung Woojin was insane. Not as a joke—he really was a crazy bastard. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be saying such things to me. There was no connection between us. We first met only a year ago, and we hadn’t seen each other since. We never met up separately, and we only ran into each other a few times by chance. I sighed as I looked at Jung Woojin, who was waiting anxiously for my response, with a pitiful expression.“So, you’re saying you did all this because you love me?”“I’m sorry for that. I really messed up. I won’t do it again.”I almost cursed again reflexively, but swallowed it back. Just because Jung Woojin was crazy didn’t mean I had to play along. I realized there was no point in cursing or getting angry, so I spoke calmly.“Jung Woojin, I’m not gay.”“I’ll do better.”Damn it, I just said I’m not gay, what do you mean by doing better? His grip on my shoulder was uncomfortable, and I tried to shake him off but hesitated. Jung Woojin was staring at me with a pitiful expression. Maybe I could reason with him. If Jung Woojin was truly insane, provoking him would only put me at a disadvantage. It might be better to try to persuade him calmly.“Let go of my hands first.”“No, you’ll hit me.”He looked like a puppy that had been abandoned. I wanted to spit in his face, but I held back my frustration.“I won’t hit you, just untie me.”“…Really?”“Yes. Untie me, and then let’s talk.”“……”Jung Woojin stared at me with anxious eyes for a long time. I didn’t say anything and kept staring at him directly. His dark eyes were trembling miserably. Eventually, Jung Woojin lowered his head and began to untie my hands.“I’m sorry. But I really love you. Ever since I was seven years old, there’s been no one but you, Sunbae…”As soon as my hands were free, I reached for the bowl of abalone porridge on the table. With all my strength, I smashed it over Jung Woojin’s head. There was a loud thud as he collapsed onto the sofa. The bowl shattered into pieces. Without looking back, I ran towards the front door. Before leaving, I glanced at Jung Woojin. He lay motionless, as if dead. Blood was dripping onto the floor beneath the sofa. That was the last thing I saw before I slammed the door and ran like mad.Forget reasoning. Damn it, the best thing to do is to escape and report him to the police.I grabbed a thin blanket that was lying on the floor and wrapped it around myself. Then, barefoot, I ran outside. As I dashed down the stairs I had climbed earlier, it suddenly hit me.“Damn it.”I remembered we were on an island. A deserted island with no one else around. I ran along the dark shore, hoping to find some small boat, but there was nothing. Not even a single piece of driftwood was visible on the shoreline. I kept running along the coast, and then I saw it—a light in the distance. What is that? A light? What’s going on? Is it a person? But there’s supposed to be no one here but us. Was Jung Woojin lying? I slowly approached the light, staring at it. He must have lied. There’s no way it’s just the two of us here. Or maybe this isn’t an island after all.But what if that light belongs to Jung Woojin?“……”I stopped in my tracks. No, Jung Woojin was knocked out with a shattered head. Whether he’s alive or dead, there’s no way he could have found me this quickly. He couldn’t have. I clutched the soaked blanket tightly and moved forward a little more. The light was now right in front of me. I cautiously spoke out.“Who’s there?”The light kept coming closer. It swayed in the fog, moving steadily, slowly. I kept thinking, it can’t be Jung Woojin. If it were him, he would have rushed towards me. There’s no way he’d approach this slowly. I spoke again.“Who…”Before I could finish my sentence, I fell silent. Through the light, I could see Jung Woojin’s blood-covered face. I collapsed backwards in shock. My legs gave out, and I couldn’t stand.“I told you to wear shoes.”Jung Woojin crouched in front of me and sighed. Blood dripped from his forehead, down his cheek, and onto his chin. I trembled uncontrollably, unable to breathe.“H-how…?”“I followed your footprints. Get up, or you’ll catch a cold.”Jung Woojin extended his hand to me, his face wearing a gentle smile.Suddenly, an overwhelming fear and despair washed over me, making everything go dark. I shook off his hand, jumped up, and ran towards the sea. I had to swim. I couldn’t swim, but I had to try. If I got caught, I’d die. I felt certain that if I was caught, I would die. I thrashed towards the sea without looking back, afraid that if I did, I would see a giant hand dripping with blood coming after me. Before I knew it, the water was up to my chest. Even though it was summer, it was a night sea, or maybe I was just too scared, but my body trembled. As I struggled to take each step forward, my body started to tip backward.Jung Woojin grabbed me by the hair.“Ugh! Gurgle, ah, mmph!”Salty seawater rushed into my nose and mouth. Jung Woojin held onto my hair and with his other hand, he squeezed my neck. I couldn’t breathe and flailed my arms and legs, but his grip didn’t loosen. Just when I thought I was really going to die, he yanked me out of the water. I had no choice but to rely on his hands gripping my hair and neck, my limbs going limp. Through the blurry darkness, I could see his face. He asked me, right in front of my nose,“Why did you go this deep when you can’t even swim?”“Uh, uh, gurgle, gurgle! Ugh, th-this, mmph!”Jung Woojin shoved my face back into the water. But after a moment, he pulled me out again. Water splashed away from my face.“Gah, gurgle! Ack!”“I guess I can’t teach you how to swim.”“Gurgle, gurgle! Gurgle!”“Let’s go home. You need to wash up.”“Let go, l-let go! Th-this…!”I was submerged in the water again. This time for much longer than before. No matter how much I struggled, Jung Woojin’s hand pressing down on my head wouldn’t budge. It was only after I swallowed a mouthful of seawater that he finally pulled me out.“Gah! Hah, gasp! Gurgle!”“Stop asking me to let go. I really might kill you.”“Aaah! Damn it, ugh, ugh! Gurgle, gasp!”I screamed like a beast. It felt like I was going to die because I couldn’t breathe. My eyes, nose, and throat all stung. It felt like my stomach was filled with seawater. I was desperately gasping for air when Jung Woojin suddenly bit down on my lips. I was already suffocating, but he didn’t give me a moment to breathe. He twisted his tongue around mine, scraping against my teeth, and poking the tender flesh beneath my tongue. He sucked all the salty water and saliva out of my mouth, forcing me to swallow his spit.My mind started to fade. My body went limp, and I closed my eyes. I’d never fainted before in my life, but since meeting Jung Woojin, it seemed like that’s all I did. He relentlessly licked and sucked the inside of my mouth until I completely lost consciousness.＊ ＊ ＊I heard a wet sound near my ears, but I couldn’t move. My whole body hurt. It felt like I’d been beaten by a gang, with my entire body aching, tingling, and throbbing. I tried to move, thinking it might ease the pain, but I couldn’t. It felt like I was trapped in a nightmare. Just as I was thinking something absurd, I heard a faintly familiar voice.“Sunbae.”The breathing sounded strange, and the voice was drenched with emotion. I forced my heavy eyelids open. Through my blurry vision, I saw something moving faintly. Then, something hot and wet dripped onto my cheek. In that moment, my vision cleared.“Ugh, gasp… Ah, good. Sunbae, Sunbae.”“…”I strained to focus my eyes. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.“Ah, Sunbae. Sunbae, damn it, ugh… Good, ah…”Jung Woojin was masturbating over me. That is, he was shaking his genitals in front of my face while pleasuring himself. My limbs were tied up. My arms were pulled up above my head and tied tightly, and although I couldn’t see my legs, they seemed to be bent and fixed in place.“Huh… Ugh, ah, ah, Sunbae, huh!”Jung Woojin was panting and crying. He was shaking his large, grotesque erection in front of my face, staring only at me. Every time it shook, clear liquid dripped onto my face. And it wasn’t just my face. It seemed he had already ejaculated once while I was unconscious because a foul-smelling, cloudy fluid was smeared all over my chest and stomach.“Sunbae, I love you.”His voice, which had been wheezing like someone with lung disease, snapped me back to reality. I glared and opened my mouth.“Damn it, what are you…!”With a low groan, warm semen splattered across my face. Since I was in the middle of speaking, it even got into my mouth. It stung my eyes, making me reflexively shut them. Jung Woojin then shoved his fingers into my mouth—the same fingers he had been using to touch himself earlier.“Swallow it.”“Mm! Mmph! Ugh!”His hot fingers pressed down on my tongue, forcing the sticky semen down my throat. Tears welled up in my eyes as I turned my head to the side. Jung Woojin’s fingers scraped against the roof of my mouth as they were withdrawn.“Cough, cough! Ugh!”I wanted to cover my mouth, but I couldn’t move. All I could do was turn my head. The bed creaked with every struggle. Jung Woojin didn’t say a word until my coughing subsided. He just patted my head as if to soothe me.“Get off!”The palm on my head made me feel so disgusted that it sent shivers down my spine. When I shouted, Jung Woojin climbed off of me. I looked around warily. Again. It was the same bed where I first woke up!“Damn it. Are you going to untie me or not? You bastard, untie me…!”“I’m sorry about dropping you into the sea earlier.”Jung Woojin pressed down on me as I thrashed around and spoke.“But you were in the wrong first, Sunbae.”His eyes were darker and more somber than usual, and an inexplicable fear crept over me. I was trembling so hard my teeth were chattering, but Jung Woojin continued to speak.“Do you remember I told you that if you got hurt without my permission, I’d tie you to the bed?”“…”“You brought this on yourself, so don’t be angry.”Jung Woojin wasn’t angry that I had hurt his head; he was angry that I had gotten hurt on my own. His forehead and cheeks were crusted with dried blood, as if he hadn’t properly treated the wound. With a face that was deathly pale, Jung Woojin spoke.“You’ll be tied up here all day today. It’s your punishment.”“W-wait. Wait a minute. Jung Woojin, what are you… What are you doing!”Jung Woojin positioned himself between my legs. He grabbed my limp genitals. With a face that showed no hesitation, in fact, he looked slightly flushed, he kissed the tip of my penis. He made a smacking sound as he kissed it, then swallowed it whole.“Ugh!”My entire penis was sucked into his hot mouth. It felt like there were no teeth inside. Every time Jung Woojin moved his head, taking my penis deep into his throat, my lower back tensed. Just as I took a sharp breath, Jung Woojin spat my penis out. A long string of saliva connected my half-erect penis to his tongue.“I’ve noticed this from the start, but Sunbae is really sensitive. You get hard and cum so easily with just a little touch.”“Damn it, stop. Stop it! Jung Woojin, stop, ugh!”His tongue moved lower and lower. Jung Woojin, who had been licking my penis, started licking my testicles. He rolled them around in his mouth like marbles, then moved even lower. He pressed his tongue against my perineum, poked it, and licked it up and down, making smacking sounds. Then he moved even further down, and when his tongue reached my anus, I couldn’t hold back and screamed.“Stop! Stop it! Don’t do this!”A slurping sound echoed as he sucked the flesh. But that was just the beginning. Jung Woojin licked like a dog. He really was like a rabid dog. He licked and sucked relentlessly. He continued until my anus was completely relaxed, loose, and soaked. I shed hot tears in my dazed state. No matter how much I screamed and shouted, Jung Woojin didn’t respond. He just kept sucking and licking persistently. Was it 10 minutes? No, maybe it was 20 minutes that passed. By now, my anus was not only itchy but hot and painful.“Ugh… Hah, huh…”All I could hear was the wet sound of his tongue. That sticky noise filled my head. I wanted to beg him to stop. Then, Jung Woojin stiffened his tongue and forced it inside my hole. I had been gasping quietly, but I let out a sharp scream in surprise.“You bastard, stop it! Aaah…!”My tightly shut anus slowly began to open. Jung Woojin was licking a place that had never been touched, never been touched by anyone in my life.“Ah, please… Stop it… Ah!”His hot tongue squirmed inside me as if it were alive. It moved and expanded inside, slowly opening up my anus. Just as I was about to choke on my breath, Jung Woojin lifted his head. With his face flushed red, he licked his lips and looked at me.“Does it feel good?”“Gasp, ah…”“Sunbae, does it feel good?”I half-closed my eyes, staring up at the ceiling. I felt like I was on drugs.“When you took the drugs, you came quickly when I put my tongue in. When I put in two fingers, you came with every thrust. And when you sucked on my cock, you came as if you were pissing yourself… You kept cumming so much that I had to hold it back for you. Do you remember? You were crying, begging me to make you cum, saying that you needed to be stimulated inside to cum. Maybe you don’t remember because you were on drugs?”“Hick! Ah, s-stop, stop it, ah! Hah!”Jung Woojin was rubbing my anus like he was lathering soap. From my tailbone to my perineum. Every time he rubbed his fingers against my backside, the tips of his fingers poked at my testicles.“Even without the drugs now, you’ll start getting wet when I touch you. I’m going to make sure of that.”“Ah, ugh, hic! Ah, ahhh!”“I’m going to make sure you can’t live without my cock, even for a day. I’ll make you love sucking my cock and cumming the most in the world. Then you won’t be able to think about running away. You won’t be able to live without me. Because you’ll need me to fuck you and pleasure you, then you won’t run away, right? Hmm?”My vision blurred. I couldn’t think straight, but I could clearly see Jung Woojin’s pitch-black eyes, wet with tears. His eyes were red as if he was about to cry.“Should I put my fingers in? You’re throbbing back here right now.”“Ah, ugh! Hic…! Ahh!”The tip of his fingernail pressed against my anus. He only inserted the tip, letting his finger vibrate slightly. As I twisted my hips, Jung Woojin smiled and slowly pushed his finger in. Before it was even fully inside, his finger began drawing large circles. The sensation of my anus opening up startled me, and I threw my head back in shock.“Ahhh!”“Sunbae, you’re really tight here. You didn’t know? Even after I sucked you off so much, you’re still this tight…”“Stop it! Damn it, stop…! Ugh, hic!”“Do you want to sleep with my cock inside you? That might loosen you up a bit.”In an instant, one finger became two. The two fingers moved wildly inside me. All I could do was pant heavily. When it became three fingers, I couldn’t muster any strength in my hips. The bizarre feeling of something foreign inside, the sensation of needing to relieve myself, the pain, the pleasure—my mind felt like dough. Just when I thought I might die from this, the fingers stabbing my anus suddenly withdrew. My anus clenched automatically as the fingers left. As I trembled, Jung Woojin sucked and licked my anus again.“Open your eyes. You’ve been keeping them closed for a while.”With great difficulty, I forced my eyelids open. It was almost a reflexive action. As I struggled to keep my eyes open, Jung Woojin licked them with his tongue. Although my vision was blurry at first, after a few licks to my eyeballs, the world became clear again. Jung Woojin lifted my legs onto his shoulders and began rubbing his massive, darkened cock against my anus.“Sunbae.”“Gasp… Hic, ugh…”“Sunbae.”Out of breath, I looked at Jung Woojin. He stared at me with his sweat-soaked face. In his gaze, there was only me.“Tell me to put Woojin’s cock inside you.”“…What?”“Say it. Then I’ll fuck you until your insides are so loose they can’t close, all night long.”Even in my dazed state, I thought, what kind of crazy talk is this? Ever since I was imprisoned here, I don’t think Jung Woojin has ever been in his right mind, but this time I really thought, has this bastard lost it? I’ve never met such a lunatic in my life, not even in dramas or movies. Does he think I’m going to say that? As I looked at Jung Woojin’s smiling face, my heated body seemed to cool down.“Hurry.”Jung Woojin started rubbing his cock against my anus again. Every time the hot, slippery shaft pressed against my anus, my teeth clenched involuntarily.“Ugh, ugh… Ah, damn it, stop…!”Jung Woojin continued to rub his erect cock against my backside. He slid it between my thighs as if simulating sex, and every time he did, a feeling of utter humiliation brought tears to my eyes. When I clenched my teeth, Jung Woojin lowered his head and licked my tears away.“Ugh. Ugh, ugh…”Jung Woojin licked the tears that reached my ear, whispering.“Woojin’s.”“Ugh…”“Sunbae.”“Stop it, stop it, Woojin, Woojin!”When I screamed his name, only then did Jung Woojin’s expression relax. He smiled like an angel and moved his hips. The large cock rubbed against my anus, making a squelching sound each time.“Woojin’s cock.”“Ugh, ah, ahhh, damn it, damn it, damn it…!”My head was spinning. Everything went black repeatedly, and I couldn’t stay conscious. All the sensations in my body gathered below. Half out of my mind, I repeated the words Jung Woojin had said, like a parrot.“Woojin’s, ahh!”“Tell me to put Woojin’s cock inside you.”“Ugh, hic… Ah, W-Woojin’s cock, ah, inside… Huhhh!”The tip of his cock began to press into my anus. It felt like a hot iron rod was being shoved in. I cried out his name in a daze. Each time I called his name, Jung Woojin pushed his cock deeper inside. When I had mumbled, “Put Woojin’s cock inside,” about ten times, Jung Woojin grabbed my waist tightly and thrust forward.With a thud, the pain was so intense it felt like my body was splitting in half.“Aaahhhh!”“Ah, damn it.”