Chapter 29
After smoking five cigarettes, I walked to his apartment and went up to his house that still lingered in my memory. During the time I worked as his secretary, I liked him so much that I had an intense interest in everything about him, almost to the point of stalking. Unfortunately, many things remained in my memory, including his house and even his password.It was a house with a dedicated elevator. Without wanting to announce my visit, I took the elevator to his house based on my memory. I pressed the password and entered. It had been quite a while since I last visited. The space was familiar with little change, but even that familiarity sent shivers down my spine.“Are you going to take a shower?”Jung Yiyeon, who arrived before me, loosened his tie and rolled up his shirt sleeves, looking more relaxed than when he was at the office.I didn’t need to shower again since I had cleaned up and set my hair neatly in the morning. It would have been better to just do what needed to be done quickly and leave. However, I still hesitated. I entered the bathroom, ignoring Jung Yiyeon.The shower took longer than usual. Even though I washed with hot water, my fingertips were cold, and it took a long time to thaw. The humiliation and shame of succumbing to power in this situation were too overwhelming. There was also a sense of disgust towards Jung Yiyeon.And for some reason, even though it wasn’t the first time sleeping with him, the idea of having sex with him was somewhat frightening. It was both terrifying and repulsive because I didn’t want to do it at all.I wanted to drink alcohol. Before, I used to drink to gather the courage or impulsiveness to contact Jung Yiyeon, but now I wanted to drink to endure having sex with him.Fortunately, when I finally came out of the bathroom, Jung Yiyeon was drinking. I felt truly relieved when I saw a bottle of pumpkin-colored liquid on the bedside table, about two-thirds full.“Want a drink?”I felt a sense of déjà vu, but consciously suppressed the memory. Instead, I nodded and approached the table. Jung Yiyeon was putting ice in a glass to pour me a drink, but what I needed now wasn’t On the Rocks or anything like that.I picked up the bottle from the table, put it to my lips, and tilted my head back. How many degrees was the alcohol? It felt like my esophagus was burning. I swallowed what poured into my mouth continuously. I just emptied the bottle. When my stomach churned and it seemed like I couldn’t take it anymore, I finally pulled the bottle from my lips.Bang! I harshly put the bottle down, then looked at him.Yes, it’s just sex. There’s no need to think about who the other person is. Just enjoy it. Haven’t I always lived that way? Fortunately, Jung Yiyeon had a charming exterior that could make me fall for him at first sight. It was fortunate that he was objectively handsome.Jung Yiyeon looked at me for a moment and then approached me, facing me directly. He was taller than me, so I had to look up. However, I didn’t want to make eye contact with him, so I glanced vaguely at the area around his neck.How long would it take for the alcohol to take effect? Just as I hoped to get drunk quickly, Jung Yiyeon tilted his head. His soft and moist lips touched mine.The kiss was so tender and slow that it almost felt sentimental, and the smacking sound echoed. With half-closed eyes, I passively accepted his kiss. It didn’t seem as dreadful as I had imagined.However, when his tongue entered between my lips…“Ugh.”I pushed him away abruptly and turned my head.“…I can’t do this.”It was because a slimy tongue touched mine, sending shivers down my spine. Perhaps it was more explicit than just kissing lips.No. That was the only thought dominating my mind at that moment. Jung Yiyeon remained silent for a while. Still, I didn’t look at him. I wasn’t curious about his expression.“…Alright. Let’s skip the kiss then.”Ha. Was he going to insist on going all the way? In that moment, a deep disdain towards Jung Yiyeon, who forced me with his power, arose within me. Disdain towards myself, powerless.Jung Yiyeon’s touch broke the loop of those negative emotions. Since he brought me to the bed and lay me down, there was no room for other thoughts. The soft bed touched my back, signaling that the actual act was about to begin soon.I crushed my head into the pillow and turned it to the side. Jung Yiyeon kissed my neck. An irritating sensation followed. Fortunately, the sensation was bearable. His tongue licking my skin and his hands exploring under my clothes weren’t as repulsive as I thought.Whether the shortness of breath and the rising body temperature were due to Jung Yiyeon’s touch inducing sensitivity or the effects of alcohol, I couldn’t tell. All I knew was that my breath was becoming rapid, and my body was getting warmer. It felt like blood was rushing through my veins.Ah. It was definitely the rapidly consumed alcohol taking effect. The ceiling began to spin, and my body swayed as if I were on a boat. It was difficult to keep my eyes open, and I felt so dizzy that even my spatial awareness seemed to fade away.“…Drunk….”In an instant, my head became foggy and I fell into a daze.So, in a moment when I mumbled unknowingly, the man who was sucking my neck looked at my face. It seemed like he was smiling. However, before I could fully recognize that expression, his face disappeared from my sight.Instead, what the man left was a tingling sensation reaching my chest and abdomen. His hands were delicately caressing my abdomen. I couldn’t stop moaning as his lips and tongue bit and sucked on my erect nipples.Even when the man swept my thighs upward, squeezing my buttocks, I moaned with a gasp. The man gently untied the robe knot around my waist with his lips on my waist.And when my body was completely exposed…“Ah…!”My genitals were sucked into his warm and humid mouth.“Hmm….”It was too hot.Even without that, the heat was spreading through my body as if I had set it on fire, but his lips sucking and pulling on my genitals were too hot. Moreover, the pleasure from his tongue entwining with my genitals and the mucous membrane of his mouth sucking on my glans was quite intense.My breath became so rapid that my chest rose and fell dramatically. The blood in my veins rushed too fast. Dizziness and heat intensified, making it difficult to breathe.“It’s fortunate that you’re standing.”The man mumbled some incomprehensible words. Would he stop biting and sucking if I didn’t stand? My pride was hurt by how he treated me. However, the man again engulfed my genitals with his lips, leaving no room for me to express anger.“Ha… Hmm… Hmm….”He wasn’t exceptionally skilled, but he wasn’t bad either. I could feel that he was putting effort into it. Both the gently squeezing lips and the appropriate intensity of sucking were quite stimulating. It was satisfying to tease with the tongue even while sucking. Every time the man took my genitals a little deeper into his mouth, my hips twitched involuntarily. I wanted him to thrust into the deepest part.“Haah….”However, it wasn’t easy to swallow deeply, so the man soon spat out my genitals. Instead, he bit and sucked on my glans, rolling the saliva-soaked pillar with his hand.The sensation of friction in his hand was similar to the feeling of penetration. Moreover, as he haphazardly licked and sucked my glans, the climax was inevitable. I trembled, gasping with my waist.“Ugh…!”It seemed like it would happen right then. The climax was imminent. I wanted to quickly finish and fall asleep. I was already intoxicated enough for that.“…Not yet.”“Hmm…”However, the man didn’t let me experience the climax. Somehow sensing that I reached my limit, he completely spat out the genitals he was biting. Although my hips twitched in frustration, the man no longer stimulated my genitals.Instead, a teasing kiss continued on the inside of my thighs, still holding my genitals like a joystick. Despite the warmth spreading, it wasn’t enough stimulation to reach a climax. I was frustrated.“Faster, faster…”I was too tired from being drunk. I wanted to sleep, but my body was filled with heat, making it impossible to fall asleep. So, a voice mixed with irritation escaped from my mouth. I wanted to finish, even if it meant doing it on my own, but I couldn’t free myself from the man’s hand gripping my genitals.“Shall we kiss, then?”I couldn’t tell if the voice, laced with laughter, was asking a question or making a statement. Uncertain, I didn’t respond. However, it seemed that an answer wasn’t necessary. Soft lips enveloped my lips.“Hmm…”I instinctively sucked the incoming tongue. I also enjoyed kissing. Some people attach meaning to kisses, but I often engaged in playful kisses with sex partners. It felt better that way.So, I leisurely intertwined my tongue with the man’s tongue. I even awkwardly pushed my tongue into his intoxicated mouth. The intertwining of tongues and saliva was stimulating, and even the scent filling my nostrils during each breath was arousing.During the kiss, the man finally began to play with his hands. He squeezed and shook my genitals as if applying more pressure. The dizzying pleasure intensified as the pillar in his hand danced, hitting my lower abdomen heavily and spreading up my spine. As his hand accelerated, my pleasure also increased.“Ugh…!”Reaching out, I grabbed the man’s hair and pulled him towards me. Swiftly, I bit his lower lip and with a moan, I climaxed in his hands. The overwhelming sense of liberation throughout my entire body was ecstatic.After completing the climax once, I could finally relax the tension in my body that I unconsciously built up. Draining the strength that was in my body, I comfortably sprawled on the bed and released the man’s lips that I had been holding.“Haah…”The pleasure of climax was unbelievably sweet. My heart pounded violently as if I had just finished a sprint, but even that felt refreshing. The tingling sensation as the heat gradually dissipated was also pleasant. Breathing would settle after a little while. I just wanted to fall asleep like this.However, lips touching my eyelids, forehead, and ears interfered with my sleep. Trying to push him away, my limbs didn’t move well, as if control had slipped away due to intoxication. Unable to exert force, my arm fell lifelessly onto the bed.“I’ll make you feel even better.”Whispering with lips pressed against my ear, I had to hunch my shoulders. It tickled. Lips that prevented me from falling asleep were beyond annoying. But no matter how much I tried to push him away, he continued to kiss me as if he wouldn’t allow me to sleep.“No, I don’t like it…”I squirmed in response to the man’s hands spreading my thighs. I just wanted to sleep. However, the meaning behind the man’s hand opening my legs was clear.“No, we agreed to do this.”The man’s voice was firm. He always acted all tough at times like this. Despite my efforts to push him away, the man unilaterally continued kissing my face.“Ah, I hate it…”I writhed under the man’s hands spreading my thighs. I just wanted to sleep. However, the intentions behind the man’s hands opening my legs were clear.“No, we agreed to do this.”The man’s voice was firm. He always acted tough at times like this. The fingers of the bastard invaded me soon.“Ugh…!”Fingers penetrating as I opened my anus. The unfamiliar sensation made me feel slightly sober. Oh, right, that’s why I came here. A vague awareness of my situation passed through my hazy mind, but the moment the heat surged again, it dimmed. It seemed like the alcohol had reached a point where it couldn’t control anymore.“Hah… Uh… Ugh…!”The man’s fingers delved deep inside, stimulating my walls. His persistent poking at a particular spot was incredibly malicious. When his fingertips finally touched the point I was feeling, my hips jerked involuntarily.Within the overflowing pleasure, my consciousness kept flickering. The scene before my eyes alternated between dark and white. Before I knew it, my genitals were erect again, and the man’s lips were enveloping the tip.“Wooh… Haah… Uh, uueung…!”The penetrating fingers brought a dense pressure, pain, and simultaneously an electrifying sensation that made my whole body boil. The pleasure applied back and forth caused my body to twist involuntarily. As if forgetting what had happened earlier, it felt like I could climax again at any moment. A deluge of pleasure surged.“Ah…!”However, once again, just before reaching climax, the man’s mouth and fingers stopped. A disappointed sigh escaped my lips. The heat in my body was tormenting. Amidst this, a relentless wave of sleepiness rushed in, making it even more challenging.Should I just fall asleep? In my contemplation, the man made me lie on my side. The bare chest of the man touched my back. As he lifted my thighs, the increased gap allowed me to feel the firm glans between my slightly parted buttocks.“Ugh… Uu, woouu…!”I moaned helplessly as something pushed inside. The size and pressure were distinctly different from a few fingers, causing a tingling pain to surface. Although the man had thoroughly prepared below, the sex act initiated from my side felt incredibly unfamiliar.“Uu, uueung…”The man pushed himself in until his pelvic bone made full contact with my lower back. It wasn’t overly aggressive; instead, the movements were gentle. However, the reverse sensation inside was far from comfortable.I twisted my body, but the man didn’t let go. His rough breath tickled my ear. As I turned my head with my shoulders hunched, he seized my lips, swallowing them with his breath.The man moved his hips slowly. The shallow thrusts gradually familiarized my inner walls. Although the filled and rigid organ was burdensome, my body remained warm. With each movement of the man, a dense sensation emerged, intensifying the warmth.“Haah…”The man released my legs, and as both legs pressed together, the tightness increased. He moaned softly. The vibrations of his vocal cords transmitted through his tongue felt peculiar. I was extremely tired, but the various sensations filling my body prevented me from falling asleep.It felt dizzy and hazy, as if I were dreaming. The pleasure of sex was undoubtedly something I enjoyed. It was a strange and sweet sensation. However, now the desire to sleep overwhelmed me in the midst of intoxication.“No.”So, in an attempt to relieve myself by playing with my erect genitals, the man stopped me. Without touching me, he held me in his arms and continued his maddening actions. I had to groan without being able to fall asleep, nestled in the man’s arms.“Ah, uueung, ah…!”For a long time, the man, who had been thrusting into me from behind, preventing me from falling asleep, suddenly withdrew his genitals.As my body turned back and lay down, my head spun around. The ceiling seemed to be spinning along with me. The mixture of alcohol and heat made my mind feel as if it were melting.“Ah…!”The man, who had entered with my legs spread, abruptly thrust his genitals inside. At that moment, my waist arched dramatically. It felt like lightning struck before my eyes. The sensation was as electrifying as if my entire body had been struck by lightning.“Ah, uuh, uuah!”I didn’t even know that I was climaxing. Semen shot out briefly from the tip of my genitals. It wasn’t a climax where everything was released, but the explosion of pleasure caused my body to tremble.“Ah, ah! Aaah!”Intoxicated by alcohol, I shouted whatever came to my mouth. I gasped while rubbing the back of my head against the sheet.Enough, enough. I, who was not in my right mind due to intoxication and sex, shouted like that. However, the man didn’t let go. Thanks to him, I thought I might fall asleep at any moment, but it didn’t happen. Now the pleasure preventing me from sleeping was becoming unbearably torturous.“Wait a moment…”“I’ll make you feel a little better…”The man, with his mouth still on mine, whispered as he continued moving his hips. The penis, sometimes shallow and sometimes deep, penetrated my insides. It danced chaotically, teasing only the places I felt. The man’s hands caressed my chest at his own will. Pressing and playing with my nipples with his thumb, he occasionally covered them with his lips, licking and sucking. At such times, with my buttocks clenched, he pushed his penis deeper, penetrating the most sensitive parts.The festival of various exhilarating sensations filled my entire body. So, there was no way I could fall asleep.The only way to fall asleep was one. The only one that satisfied the man who endlessly tormented me, burying my desires within me.So, despite my body being drained of strength due to the intoxication, I forcefully exerted energy, tightening my buttocks.“Kkeut….”Although there was no strength in my arms, I struggled to lift them and clung to the man’s body. Sweating profusely, my arms kept slipping on the wet body. The more it happened, the more I exerted force, embracing him tightly, and the movements of the organ entering and withdrawing, spreading the folds, became faster and faster.“Ueuk…!”Was it an attempt to climax? Puck! The man, who had penetrated me with a sound, came to a sudden stop inside me. His body seemed to be tenser than usual. Helplessly, I groaned and trembled as I felt powerless, and it seemed like semen had again trickled out from the tip of his organ.The arm that had held the stiffened man’s body dropped to the bed. It wasn’t intentional at all. It was just that I couldn’t endure it any longer, thinking it was the end.Although the man was still inside me, I couldn’t stay awake any longer. Consciousness sank rapidly beneath the surface of sleep. It was as if I were quickly descending into dark water—“U… I don’t want it….”However, the touch that disturbed my sleep caused indistinct sounds to murmur from my mouth. The feeling of the man withdrawing from inside me was almost felt even as I drifted into sleep. Now, I thought I was completely free—“Let’s do it from behind.”The man said words that I couldn’t understand. And his hands really turned my body over. However, I, who was already exhausted and falling asleep, couldn’t possibly assume the position he wanted with my hands and knees. So now was the time to stop. It was no longer possible.However…“Ah…!”My consciousness was pulled back up to the surface as a tingling sensation opened below. Although I couldn’t keep my eyes open due to drowsiness, the man’s firm organ had entered me again.Even though I was lying face down on the bed, the man spread my buttocks and thrust his organ inside.“Ah, no… Stop….”It was burdensome to resist, and I mumbled.“Shh, be good.”However, the man seemed to have no intention of listening. He thrust his organ deep into my dripping insides. And he began to move his hips. Hot breath poured into my ear.“Aeuh… Haeuh… Aaat…!”Every time the man’s body collided with mine, it felt like my buttocks were being whipped. Every time he pressed against me, his organ deeply entered, and then, with a thorough stirring, it came out again. Below was on the verge of burning. Amidst this, the pleasure that prevented me from falling asleep made me go crazy.The man continued to pound inside me until he finally reached satisfaction and ejaculated. The man didn’t let go. I couldn’t fall asleep. Helplessly, I moaned.And when the man finally withdrew completely, it was completely over. There was no time to wait for the breath, which had become rapid, to calm down. Although it seemed like the man was holding me, I couldn’t even properly perceive it.It overwhelmed me. Just like that, I had to fall asleep as if I were fainting.The advantage of high-quality whiskey is that there is almost no hangover. Although my stomach felt somewhat uneasy due to hastily drinking too much, my head didn’t ache. Even with Nashi’s breathing, which was filled with the smell of alcohol, the hangover was only a slight discomfort. I was grateful.I half-awoke, but my eyes unconsciously blinked. I was awake, but I wasn’t fully awake, so my head felt fuzzy. No, it was a different sensation from the usual hangover. Since I wasn’t completely awake, I still felt intoxicated.I absentmindedly pondered why I drank so much, how I ended up falling asleep, where I was, and such things.And soon, I became aware of the man’s gaze and sat up.“Are you awake?”The man… in other words, Jung Yiyeon. He was sitting, turning the chair to get a good view of the bed, and was staring at me, who had fallen asleep. It was a creepy sight.I couldn’t quite grasp how much I had slept. Since it was summer, the sun was still shining through the curtain, making it seem like it was still bright outside. It wasn’t likely that it had become evening yet, considering that I had met him around eleven, had a conversation, and immediately came here for sex. I didn’t want to think that I had slept so long because I got drunk on his bed.“Go wash up.”I replied that I would just go as it was and wanted to put on my clothes and leave, but my condition wasn’t that great. Fortunately, judging by the lack of discomfort, it seemed like Jung Yiyeon had somewhat tidied up, but the memories of the prolonged and intense affair, along with its messiness, made me feel like I needed to tie my hair again.Without even responding to Jung Yiyeon, I turned away from him and got up from the bed to go to the bathroom.I had been through quite a lot, and in reality, I felt weak all over, with my legs trembling. Moreover, my legs and lower back ached with each movement. But I acted as if everything was fine.Since Jung Yiyeon had used a condom, there was no embarrassing need to clean up inside. If that were the case, I would have seriously punched him. After quickly tying my hair again, I washed my body, dried my hair and body, and came out.My clothes were neatly hung in the bedroom. As I picked them up and put them on, Jung Yiyeon kept a close eye on me. Of course, I didn’t say a word. There was only one thing I wanted to say, could say.“When will the second time be?”I didn’t want to give him my phone number. So, it would be better to set a date and have him come on that day.However, Jung Yiyeon completely ignored the fact that he was in a position where he should be begging for my affection. He behaved dirtily and arrogantly, as if he had forgotten completely.“I said we’ll do it when I want to. Can you predict when my libido will kick in, Lee Nan?”… Ha. Jung Yiyeon’s shameless response made me feel a deep sense of fatigue. Even if I tried to question why I had to adjust to his schedule, Jung Yiyeon himself might have said that he had left whenever I told him to come out, without looking back. I didn’t want the conversation to come up again, and I didn’t want to engage in an argument.“Then, contact me yourself.”I didn’t want to share my new number with him, but in reality, it didn’t matter even if he found out. If I filled it ten times and changed it again, it would be over.I took out my jacket and left his bedroom.I hadn’t slept for so long. It was a little past three. Unless I had mixed drinks too much, even if a blackout occurred, I usually woke up after one or two hours of sleep, and I was usually clear-headed. However, my condition wasn’t that great today, probably due to drinking too much, especially with sex involved.“I’ll give you a ride.”Jung Yiyeon followed me. It seemed that he noticed my somewhat uncomfortable gait for various reasons, probably because my body didn’t feel right.